random #2

this week, im full! mmg gile full! selain kje, i dh plan so many things smpai occupied sume hari. n yg best nye in that 1hari, satu mmg i allocate special for my preps. where to? hehehe.. karnival pengantin midvalley of cz. pdhal nk tgk ape lagi pun i dh xtau. caterer? nk kne bwk mak bapak. hurm.. tah la. yg lain? duniawi je. sekadar utk menambah rezeki semata2. padahal duit tu jgak nk gune utk preps nnt. =P

semalam, berakhir la sudah secretaries week luncheon kt office i. sgt2 memenatkan. i should just be in charged on the lucky draw n prizing part je. but dont know what happen. mungkin sebab dh kne pakai ear piece's walkie talkie ala2 mrs. smith (katenye) make kerja pun semakin byk. xpsl2 kne usher artist. xpsl2 kne kutip jantan (maskulin finalist cz diorg kne buat catwalk). xpsl2 kne jd org tgh between us n the hosts. xpsl2 kne kerah kerja kawan2 opis yg lain. sgt kesian part tu. but what to do girls, i cant do it all alone. as much as u think thats are not ur job, thats how i feel too. n too bad its an open tender. so when it is nobody's job it'll then become everybody's job. sobs.. 

abis je plak tu kne silat siap kan minutes of meeting. while org lain sume mkn beramai2 n beramik gambar, i kat office sorg2. isk isk.. maka i pun xde gmbar utk hari tersebut. ksian killer. dh pnat2 xde memory plak (padahal sepjg mase ade je dekat dgn zizan n juliana evans. siap usher noryn aziz but ego kan. konon xheran. lalalala..). sabo je la. xpe, i gain experience. tu yg lebih bermakna. so smlm blk abt 6pm. smpai umah main dgn mimi, mkn honeystars n terus tdo. maghrib, isya', subuh sume aku langgor. hihihi.. pkul 12am baru cuci make up. tu pun nk xnk je then smbung tdo. thats how exhausted i am. pk2 blk mcm mak nenek btol aku ni. org lain tah rilex je. aku plak yg mcm separuh mati apehal? hehehe..

meanwhile, im communicating with one designer probably to work on my baju nikah. yes, that part xsettle lagi. we're discussing on my budget n hopefully die pun xcharge mahal2. i know, i slalu ckp yg i xmampu nk hire designer. but mase i ckp tu i xselidik pun lagi actually harga die brape. pstu bermuhasabah diri, "y so stupid? ko xtanye lagi ko dh ckp mahal. tah2 harga tailor yg ko ingat murah sgt tu pun same je dgn harga ko hntr designer." pstu angguk2 geleng2 sendiri. btol jgak. xtanye mane nk tau kan? kalo hntr tailor pun xbole nk request design vazz2 skit. ko gile nk gamble? cite nk greek goddess tp tup2 kurun moden biase je. hehehe.. mane la tau kan. angan2 kan free.. 

so, kite tgk je la mcmane nnt. insyallah, hntr kat sape2 pun yg penting sah n murah. ngeee... nafsu je ni. alasan, skali seumur hidup. but, nafsu xnafsu, kalo i mampu i'll work it out jgak as best as i could. as long i know where's the limit, i'll be ok with it. insyallah..

source : beautiful nara

saje letak gambar ni. sbb suke shoulder beliau walau tidak dikenali sape kah beliau from abpbh hari tu. suraya kate nye. dj kate nye. aku radio pun xdgr mane nk tau.. again, loving her shoulder. coolio!