promosi kerja kahwin 2011

dh la.. malas nk cite lg pasal date. date ape2 pun la janji dpt kahwin dgn azam. huhuhu.. insyallah, jodoh semua ditgn tuhan kan. 

so, ni nk share cerite smlm i gi promosi kerja kahwin kat pusat kraftangan, jalan conlay. honestly, this is by far the most convenient wedding expo i dgn azam pnah pgi. despite location die yg skit jauh but i dgn azam xstruggle too much. mungkin jgak sbb dh naik kereta baru so semua pun xterase sgt. 

kitorg bertolak dlm pkul 9.30am. hahaha.. awal kan. konon sbb xtau jalan so we decided to start early. gps pun telah disetting maka perjalanan pun bermula. tup2 pkul 10.15am kitorg dh smpai. laaa.. xlame langsung perjalanan. quite impress dgn the whole venue. well, before this mmg pnah pgi pusat kraftangan tu n i mmg tau tpt tu cantik. untuk promosi kerja kahwin ni diorg ade rasenye 3 marquee tent. ok la, positioning one booth and another pun xcramp, luas, xsesak langsung. 

the first tent yg kitorg masuk was tent yg ada byk jual kain2 yg of cz batik. hurm.. blom interested lg tp, as soon as kitorg smpai area yg byk cake, i dh start excited dh. semua cake cantik2. impress sgt ok. ada la jgak tanya harga n guess what, rm1.4k n for promotion bole dpt RM1.2k. gilak ape? blom pape dh ribu2? haih.. xpela, cake free ape caterer nk bagi aku ambik je. to those yg ade budget berlipat2 lebihnye, bole la pakai cake yg super cantik tu. lucky u! natijahnye, i cume mampu beli cheese tart dgn apam polka comel ni je. 10pcs, RM3.50. rase.. hurm.. biase la. besar kan lawa je.

jln2 ade jgak tu terlalu booth kakak buat henna on the spot. dlm hati teringin gak. mujur jgak azam approve. dh siap tanye sume ni. tp last2 xbuat pun. dh blk baru rase menyesal. aku ni mmg xtetap pendirian. sekejap nk sekejap xnk. konon takut kne ejek la kalo org nmpk. terserlah plak kegatalan aku nk kahwin nnt kan. hihihi.. org gatal mmg mcm ni. malu tapi mahu.

as our main reason pgi promosi ni is utk carik caterer so kitorg smpai la tent yg ade caterer2. alahai, xbyk sgt pun. ade la dlm 6-9caterer semuanye. malangnye, diorg sume jauh2 la. sume nk main area rawang, batu caves, selayang. aduhai.. xpela, flyers sume dh collect. quotation sume dh dpt. promosi kerja kahwin pun smpai 6hb. pape i'll get the parents to call or pgi je sendiri nnt.

tp, dlm byk2 kejadian yg jadi smlm, ade satu ni kelakar sgt. nk tau x, xpasal2 i bole terjatuh menyembah bumi kt promosi kerja kahwin tu. omg, klaka gile kut. xmalu pun. klaka je rase. i was wearing my favorite n only wedges yg tinggal. keluar dari marquee tent tu i dh rase mcm jln tu xrata. so i pun cube la balance. ke kanan ke kiri jgak la nk mencube tu. agak2 give up i pun menjatuhkan saja la diri i. hahaha.. yg best, azam langsung xprasan. die menonong je tgk kek lapis sarawak. nasib baik die xprasan, kalo xabis smpai skrg kne bahan. 

haih, susah nk menaip kalo smbil ketawa. mujur jgak i jatuh tu cume melutut. maklum la, jatuh yg dh diexpect. dlm hati tu agak bangga la dgn tindakan sendiri. motif bg mengelakkan aib kalo i mulut bising2 nnt ramai pulak org prasan. biar jatuh org xprasan pastu kite cpt2 bgn kan? hahaha.. as usual kalo i jatuh or terpele'ot i akan salah kan azam sbb xpegang i. smlm, i marah jgak tp lepas tu manjang gelak. xtau la sape yg prasan i jatuh. 

maka dgn itu, i dpt la jgak souvenir terbaik dari pusat kraftangan iaitu, kasut favorite tobek..

n seluar jeans koyak..

smpai hari ni masih terasa sakit kt lutut. nasib baik xluka cume calar2 skit. hahaha.. macam2 la. nway, i mmg recommend kt siape2 yg still tgh mencari or membuat persiapan. tukang buat pelamin pun byk yg best smlm2. i je yg xpandang sgt. =)

time is running out

its an entry about my wedding ticker. seriously, its getting scarier. korg2 pnah xrase ape yg i rase? before this mase ticker tunjuk 7-8bln lg ade until my wedding day, i ok je xrase ape. tp skrg bile bulan dh menunjukkan number 6 dan seterusnye akan lebih berkurang i rase sangat nervous plak. no, this is serious men.. xlame lg aku nk kawin!

lps ni i kne btol2 manage my financial. no more main2. movie pun kne puasa byk ni.cite la fast n furious ke, pirates of the carribean ke, i mmg xkan layan. sedih kan? gile ikat perut aku nk kawin ni. bertahan la bag trf ku syg. jgn rosak2. xde duit nk ganti baru. kasut mayb i will have to buy one since satu tu dh patah. imagine wedges bole patah. hish.. time2 gini la kaki aku nk mengganas. mujur hampir semua part yg involve vendor i dh settle kan. tiap2 bulan i mmg akan tabung kan sejumlah besar gaji utk diagih2 kan pada vendor2 bile smpai masenye nnt.

discussion dgn vendors pun is about to be made very soon. insyallah before raya i nk gi jumpe kakak pelamin dgn en. dewan. after raya plak nk kne jumpe abg2 OV n OP begitu juga dgn cik decorator n en. designer. apart from that kne carik barang hantaran n stuff utk dikerjakan seperti dulang hantaran, bunga pahar, door gift n etc.

xpela, ape2 pun insyallah semua akan berjalan lancar. i'll try my best n pray the hardest. again, this feeling sgt scary. bukan ke i patut rase excited? hurm.. is this actually normal? 

7 months until our wedding day!

until we officially be mr. and mrs. azam..

hehehe.. amacam? cun xgambar diatas? buruk, i know. of all 400++ pictures i cume berjaya edit 12 je. gosh.. sape kate kje edit senang. dh la cume jd 12 n xberape nk lawa plak tu. dh pagi baru i realized, apsal la i xedit sume in the same tone. ni ade yg merah la, ade yg kelabu la. 

hurm.. sebenarnye, i have to admit that the selected pictures adalah sgt limited. ini disebabkan cuzen i yg lebih cenderung ke arah stop motion video berbanding still picture. but anyway, stop motion sgt bagus. its like another option utk kite yg xmampu nk buat pre-wed video. roughly i've seen the storyline. sebagai pelakon i rase terharu. im glad i took masscomm mase study dulu. xsangka boleh dibanggakan idea i. hahaha.. i bangga dgn diri sendiri cz everytime i tgk the rough stop motion video i gelak sorg2. 

nway, baru la i tau betapa susahnye posing amik gambar ni. nasib jugak my cuzzie tu cenderung ke stop motion cz every single picture snapped adalah diambil tanpa kite tau. its like xde la org tu nk kire "1, 2, 3" n kite pun penat standby senyum. we just be in character or ourselves (in my case im a gf yg dibawa picnic oleh bf die, i love taking picture [lah sgt] n my bf surprise me)

sweet kan? biase la. i mmg sweet2 je. =P but azam? sweet? haih.. xaku yg stand by sume. but im glad he gives me his cooperation walaupun hakikatnye die sgt playful smpai rase nk smack down je. aksi2 smack down pun ade but i xtau cane nk edit. insyallah bile my cuzzie dh siap kan the stop motion video i'll share.

btw, i pun nk share about my props jgak. honestly bile i bgn pagi smlm im more excited on setting up the place rather than nk amik2 gambar.

these are some of my props.

believe it or not, sume bende diatas cost me less than rm20. yupp, thats including the cakes. hahaha.. the cakes, sgt instant ok. i dgn my another cuzen elya, kitorg main tipu. we actually didnt bake the cakes. we want to but i sgt malas. end up we drive to the shop beli butter, kek butter dlm plastic RM3.60 tu n cupcakes yg mcm jual kt org roti naik motor tu sepuluh, RM2.60. smpai rumah, buat icing, transfer cup cupcakes n deco! hehe.. sorry la, i main tipu. actually xla sweet sgt kan. tu pun i budget nk beli kek pisang but rupenye kek pisang lg mahal. =P

then i have the honey jars. tu adik i dpt dr kenduri sape tah. its so small yet very cute. how i wish it is bigger but xpela. so since mereka kcik so i used all of it. sume pun i ikat cap die guna tisu paper =P n another layer of tulle. tampal my date on it sticker n siap! the flowers beli kt seri muda pagi tu. setangkai RM1.20 n i just bought 2tangkai. pasu, pasu mak. =P books, mostly by sophie kinsella n marian keyes, my sister's favorite menjadikan buku2 itu juga hasil pinjaman tanpa izin i dgn my sister yg tgh berseronok2 di UK. the camera, nikon yg sgt classic. gune kodak tu. my adik beli tp xgune so i tolong gune kan. 

so, here are the rest of the photos yg i dh edit. more to come but mungkin lmbt. n mungkin jgak yg lain xakan dipublish. cukup2 la yg skrg ni. u guys in fact have seen it all now. 

conclusion : we enjoyed this session very much. thanks to imin, my cuzen as the photographer. it all went very smooth n full with laughter. i know that i can always believe in imin even tho die slalu ckp yg die xbrape terer. but hey cuzen, just check out those pictures! im so happy with the outcome. non of us are professional but im so satisfied. in fact i wish i can do more after this. =) credit juge kpd my cuzie cum besties, elya. she support me all the way. dari menyediaan props hingga ke hari shooting tu sendiri. sgt baik menyediakan tisu. owh, kalo xde elya pun i mati. adik2 yg sedia membantu. TQVM. korg jd budak suruhan angkat2 barang. sorry la gua marah2 korg. mau xmarah, korg gua angkut tp nk angkat barang skit. huhuhu..

so, thats it ladies. habis satu chapter. my DIY pre-wed photos. lepas ni kne stand by utk wedding photoshoot plak. yikes!

im such a good actor

hahaha.. tajuk.. mane xnye.. i menjiwai watak i utk my prewed photoshoot td sepenuh hati tau. all thanks tu cuzen imin, azam n supporters yg sudi memberi kerjasama. ye karenah saye ni mmg ala2 hindustan bak kate azam. but hey, cpt sumpah yg kau xsuke experience td! (kata fira kpd azam)

finally the photoshoot berlangsung secara aman damai kat taman section 10 shah alam. memule kitorg dh gi dh tasik section 4 but end up kate situ mcm ade group of student tgh melakukan sesi ape tah xtau. so, sgt la xprivasi. we end up ke tmn sec10 td. 

so dearies, memandangkan gambar i pun diamik oleh adik2 study uitm je lg n xkhatam pun lagi hal2 camera2 ni, so i pun xnk presure byk2 n just enjoy the shoot. edit pun i edit sendiri. but maybe more coming soon from cuzzie kut. =) mlm td pun i tdo lmbt utk siap kan props. seriously i nk share dgn u girls psl my props. psl my photos tu later2 la eh..

i think im gonna share my favorite photo first while i edit2 lg gambar yg lain. ni pun masih rehat2. kitorg gerak about 10am td. start about 11am n finish around 1pm. hehehe.. sepintas kilat kan. tu pun sbb kami xbyk idea. =(

so, enjoy this first ya.. there are more photos to come. hehehe.. sorry, i xreti main teaser2 but i do have a surprise. hihihi.. apekah?? nnt i bgtau eh..

entry on props are coming up next.. hope u enjoy ur weekend too!! 

HEART!

a new day - time to move on

first of all, i'd like to thank all friends yg memberi kata2 mukadimah n semangat pade i on the last entry. ok, i xnk grieving lagi. i tetap positive yg bende ni akan settle. i even dh pledge to myself yg bnde ni akan settle on so n so date. but then i xla strict sgt. there are things yg i have to leave it to God cause only he knows best. with my little effort n doa, i hope God will help me n show me the way. dear friends, pray for me also eh?

so, hal smlm blom settle lagi. cume dh nmpk commitment yg the other party xsenang duduk nk selesai kan hal ni cpt. ye la, diorg yg bergaye pakai alarm bagai, kite yg nk angkat kete baru plak sangkut. sabar je la.. bile berjumpe dgn org tu smlm i can see sadness in azam's face. muke die mcm dh putus harapan n xtau nk ckp ape dh. kalo nk tau, azam kalo bole mmg nk pakai kete baru before our wedding. before this die sgt confident n excited nk bwk i naik kete tu. smpai mase test drive pun actually die nk gi rumah i tp i yg xde kt rumah. *sobs*

tp tu la, mungkin ni sume dugaan kan. rasenye azam dh start to accept n working his level best jgak to settle everything. so do i. seronok sgt bile die layan i tgk cite hikayat merong mahawangsa gune youtube smlm. hahaha.. n die buat byk lawak international jgak. cume bile die sebut pasal kete like "kalo xminggu dpn i dh pakai kete baru dh", yg tu i sentap. mcm nk makan jari sendiri je bile die ckp mcm tu. tp xpe, i xblame die. i pun actually keep telling myself the same thing.

skrg ni hari2 i bgn pagi i ade hope. hope nk dgr yg that other party dh beres kan all the outstanding so that the system will start cleaning up azam's name ASAP. apart from that, wedding preps i tetap i akan jalan kan. i know azam akan jadi sgt marah kalo die tau i xde mood nk buat bende i ske buat semate2 sbb mslh2 mcm ni. die keep telling me that this is not my fault for me to tanggung. i know. but i just want to tanggung cz i feel so bad for him.

ok la, kate xmo grieving tp 4 paragraph jgak kan. now, can i get my pre-wed photoshoot mood back? ok, go! 

so the other day i dh discuss dgn my adik2 on my plan. thank god they are willing to help. kje mereka adalah utk mengumpulkan props utk i. i dont need to buy much. trying to utilize things yg kitorg dh ade. pretty sure on the concept already. pik-a-nic of cz. reason, murah, senang dan cepat. mmg confirm sume cake stand mak, table cloth mak n candle2 mak kitorg angkut. sorry mak.. spot pun dh confirm. dkt shah alam area jgak. 

my first adik pun siap dh survey kan tpt mane nk beli this n that. n skrg i just cant wait for our "we" time with adik2 to kumpul2 all the props. *sejuk perut aku bile adik sendiri pun turut excited utk aku. nk pujuk aku la tu cz 2-3hari ni aku kemurungan hal kereta tu*. in fact kalo bawak ramai2 skit entourage xla segan sgt kan kt tpt public. nk posing2 lagi. alahai..

so nnt bile bahan2 i dh siap i share kayh? *hey, tgk.. mood i dh swing la!*

source : [here]

source : google

=)

pre-wed photoshoot ideas

insyaallah next weekend me n azam akan buat pre-wed photoshoot kami melalui seorg hamba Allah sorg ni. siapakah yg bakal menjadi photographer? jeng jeng jeng.. malu la nk ckp. nnt la kayh? yg penting skrg mcmane nk amik gmbr ni? i have like 5days to do all the preps. theme/concept pun xfikir lg. spjg sesi menggoogle, i found that there are things in common utk semua pics yg i bukak. 

i suke mcm ni

mcm ni

n mcm ni

simple2 je kan.. well, kami mmg xreti pose. bukan xnk amik gambar gempak2 bertema2 bagai. nak tp xreti. serious malu tahap bole keluar api (??). kalo ikut ticker we have like 7months something until our wedding day. ade gak terfikir mcm its too early to do pre-wedding. ape kan daya, time bukan ikut time saye. ini time sgt limited. xpela, amik je dulu. publishnye kemudian.

the venue

nway, skrg i sgt2 xtau nk bervenue dimana. shah alam mmg ade tasik. byk tasik. smpai xtau mane nk pilih n smpai dh boring la.. kalo putrajaya.. hurm.. panas kut. bukit cherakah.. maybe.. morib.. owh.. tmpat main ku mase zaman kcik2. jeez.. serious xtau nk pilih tpt mane satu. i never like been to these place utk membayangkan keadaan sebenar. kalo dekat2 tu xpe lagi. ni kalo jauh sgt la membuang mase serta duit minyak. eh, how about tasik klcc eh? *pahal aku asik pk tasik je ni* haaa... taman burung pun mcm best. alahai... i ni reti list je. suh pilih i mmg xreti.

the props

ni pun same. i rase i ni lebih pade tamak daripada xde idea. konon nk bwk balloon, picnic props, cotton candies, payung, easel, papan hitam, papan putih, layang2, ice cream, board dam, twister mat, air sparkling, arghh... byk la!

the wardrobe
hurm.. yg ni pun susah gak. xpasal2 azam nye baju plak yg i rase dh settle. tp utk i, i xtau nk pakai ape. dress ke, jeans ke, baju kurung ke baju kebaya ke... *sigh*

photoshoot session dh kawin lg senang dari pre-wed. geram nye!!!

wedding preps #5 - finally, the BAJU's!!!!

mari memangkah!!!!!

bukan pangkah undi ye. tp pangkah checklist. xexcited? menipu besau namenye tu.. so, dgn lafaz bismillahirrahmanirrahim,

bride's dress

grooms' baju melayu

for nikah dh settle!!

kalo nk tau, pjg sgt cerita die sebenarnye. remember my last post i ckp nk gi jumpe designer ni on saturday? guess what? it did not happen as planned. serious berdarah hati ni cz terpakse cancel kan appointment tu semata2 sbb meeting kat opis yg endless tu. mase msg designer tu mmg dh redha dh. die msti fed up ni dgn aku. msti die ingat aku ni main2. alaa.. mcm back out buyer kt online shopping tu.

tu baru dgn designer. blom kire malu dgn FMIL n FSIL's yg dh bersiap2 nk gi pkul 3pm tu. gile malu tau.. i kut yg plan konon2 nk gi sekian2 tp last2 i yg xshow up. sobs..

but anyway, yg sudah tu sudah la. biarkan la ia berlalu kerana setiap yg berlaku tu ade hikmah ye. chewah.. nasib baik la designer tu reply msg i ari tu. kalo xmau i putus harapan. so we rearranged the meeting to 6pm today. yupp.. today (as to date 25th april 2011). i pun dgn xbersalah langsung keluar office about 5.45pm. tu pun smpai rumah designer tu about 6.30pm. mcm la office i dgn rumah die jauh sgt. tp sbb nk isi minyak la.. traffic light yg pjg n sgt lame la.. carik rumah die la.. tu yg jd lame tu.

btw, i gi dgn azam. kami disambut dgn sgt warm skali. we started talking n the session begin.describe punye describe, langsung i tunjuk kan blog i terus utk bgtau die whats my inspiration in [this entry]. scroll punye scroll, langsung jgak die suke design one of my pilihan which is yg ni,

i tgk tgn die laju je die sketch. memule tu tebangang jgak i ape bnde die nk buat ni. even sketch die dh siap pun i still xpaham lagi ape bnde senanye tu. pstu i tanye punye tanye smpai la last2 i fhm. huhuhu. lembap jgak i ptg td. lepas dh fhm sume baru la i rase sgt puas hati dgn design die. yes, its greek goddess inspired + baju kurung modern melayu kite jgak. maka jadi la die mcm ni..

*kalo xnmpk klik je la utk besar kan eh.. =)*

tadaaaa.. ni sketch baju nikah i tau. i repeat, baju nikah i. norzafira punye. xde amik2 dr google ke boogle ke koogle ke. seriously i cant wait for the outcome. cantik x? kalo korg kate xcantik pun i xkisah. sbb pade i cantik. heee.. i hope by giving him ample time it will turn out good. i dh pesan dh kt the designer supaye no rush buat baju ni. n ade lagi satu surprise. guess what, xpasal2 azam pun akan buat baju melayu nikah die pun dgn designer i ni!!! hahaha.. sungguh xdisangka2 btol.

so far, i sgt berpuas hati dgn design n harga yg ditawarkan. hopefully hasilnye pun membanggakan. kat bawah ni gmbar i dgn azam diukur oleh en. designer yg sgt baik. tp i dh inform die dh yg figure die measure skrg ni tentative je. hahaha.. kurus!! cpt kurus!! nk beli jusmate 5 la.. berkesan xeh? =P

alalala azam.. suke la tu dpt baju jgak. hehehe. padahal i pun suke gak!

 

 n this is me. gemok nye.. rambut serabai tension meeting pun ade lagi. xpe, tggu la i groom nnt. bole jadi cantik tau.. tgk la.. tgk la.. *menyedapkan hati padahal dlm perut tu ade ice lemon tea, ayam goreng, ayam goreng n ayam goreng*

so, should i reveal siapakah gerangan designer pilihan hati? hahaha.. sudah terang lagikan bersuluh. i pun dh mintak permission en. designer ni utk post kan gmbr ni kt my blog. to those yg xtau n xknal muke beliau, beliau ni la [nik erwan roseli] .. he's also one of the member of the 5tars, the collaboration of 5big names in fashion industry. they are young, super creative n talented too..

tp, jgn sangka 5tars designers offer harga mahal2 je tau. like nik erwan, he offered me harga yg sgt2 reasonable. b2b on budget, korg gi la tanye mintak quotation. jgn jadi cm i dulu. bodoh, sombong plak tu. malu nk tanye so konon nk buat kat tailor je. padahal i rase harga pun xla jauh mane. n lagi la gamble baju tu tah nnt jadi mcmane. i xnk la nnt bermuncung2 bile tgk baju tu dh siap.  xpasal2 last minute nk buat baju lain. azam ade cousin yg mcm tu n last2 terpaksa my FSIL bersilat siap kan baju nikah die on time. mujur die pandai jahit. tp pape pun, kan dh membazir namenye tu. again, i seriously hope yg nik can pull off this dress like yg kite dh discuss tu eh nik? *macam la die bace blog aku*

so i guess, thats all about it. secara xlangsung i dh berjaya meng-cross list bulan may skali since sepatutnye part confirm2 designer ni i buat next month. n as usual i dh terbuat dibulan sebelumnye. typical me. maka, melopong lg la i bulan dpn dh xtau ape nk buat. i've paid the deposit. so nik dh bole start kerja kan baju i.  first fitting will be on september but kalo ade pape nnt nik will keep in touch with me.hehehe.. xsabar nye!! xsabar nye!! =)

Miu Miu Meow

headnote : Renee, i bkn panggil u

saye diserang penyakit sakit tulang dada bile tgk handbags Miu Miu. why God?? why?? why should it be so darn expensive? n why dont i have that amount of money to buy those bags?? why?? why did u allow that bloody pretty things to even exist?? isk.. sakit dado den nengok. now i berjangkit penyakit meroyan si lisa lisut. dang!!

ok, berhenti menggelabah. tuhan is not the one to be blamed. i berazam to own at least one of the bag dlm sepanjang hidup i. persetankan coach. persetankan lv. persetankan gucci or prada. but kalo miu miu or lanvin ke, DVF ke i on. grrrrr...

ok, i dh gigil. n i xpuas ati meroyan sorg2. nk share gak ngan korg kasi korg pun meroyan same. muahahahaha!!!

Miu Miu

Lanvin

Diane Von Furstenberg

source : xmo tulis. malas. tension tgk..

HUMPH!!

FRZM Official Soundtrack

found this beautiful song long time ago. sgt suke dgn the lyrics. it's really really really represent me n my feeling towards azam. honestly i mmg sgt xble bla dgn lagu indon but this one, sgt straight forward n cute too. n most important is, this song is me! enjoy!

Jika ada yang bilang ku lupa kau
Jangan kau dengar
Jika ada yang bilang ku tak setia
Jangan kau dengar

Banyak cinta yang datang mendekat
Ku menolak
Semua itu karena ku cinta kau

Jika ada yang bilang ku tak baik
Jangan kau dengar
Jika ada yang bilang ku berubah
Jangan kau dengar

Banyak cinta yang datang mendekat
Ku menolak
Semua itu karena ku cinta kau
Kau

Saat kau ingat aku ku ingat kau
Saat kau rindu aku juga rasa
Ku tahu kau slalu ingin denganku
Ku lakukan yang terbaik yang bisa ku lakukan
Tuhan yang tahu ku cinta kau

Jika kau tak percaya pada ku
Sakitnya aku
Jika kau lebih dengar mereka
Sedih hatiku
Banyak cinta yang datang mendekat
Ku menolak
Semua itu karena ku cinta kau
Kau

Saat kau ingat aku ku ingat kau
Saat kau rindu aku juga rasa
Ku tahu kau slalu ingin denganku
Kau tahu ku juga ingin denganmu
Ku tahu kau slalu ingin denganku
Ku lakukan yang terbaik yang bisa ku lakukan
Tuhan yang tahu ku cinta kau

more than just a bride

td mase tgh minum2 supper, tetibe teringat si dia nun jauh disane. *jauh la sgt..* i call die xangkat. tdo la tu. sambil hirup milo panas terkenangkan yg kalo azam ade msti die buat kan milo ais. its super yummy ok. die punye detail kalo buat air jgn ckp la. sbb tu selalu kne bebel sbb i kalo kt dapo mmg akan buat sume sap sup sap sbb i xsuke duduk dlm dapo lame2. n kalo die plak masuk dapo rumah i, alamak tuan.. berjam2.

so, smbil2 minum tgk wrestling ni, terfikir sejenak. aku ni nak kawin ni. masak ape pun xreti. tgk perut azam mcm perlu dipenuhi. kalo nnt tetibe si dia kurus mati la nk menjawap. hakikatnye, azam dh beratus2 kali suruh i blaja masak. smpai bole gado la kitorg. i sibuk ckp dgn die, "rileks la.. the time will come", "u kne terime kelemahan i" kelemahan ke kemalasan? honestly i feel so lucky sbb walaupun azam cenggitu but die still sabar dgn i. he's being genuine bile die mati2 suh i blaja masak. i je terdegil lebih. one thing insyaallah, xde la membawak ke kawin i baru nk terkejut bile die keep on pushing me to cook. i je kne work on my attitude skit.

ckp pasal wedding, mmg suke hati ni. nk wedding mcm tu, wedding mcm ni. but whats life after that? kalo org tanye, asal kawin cpt sgt? xrase rugi ke? my answer will just be, "xla, our life will always b the same. in fact skrg pun mcm dh kawin. we love each other. we cant live without one another. we share most of things together. there's no such thing waking up the next day knowing that ur other half is not azam or fira" now, its not about getting married early. it about us completing each other. kami kan soul mate. its been more than 6years so, thats why the whole wedding thing sibuk di plan skrg.

so selain targeting to b a beautiful bride on a beautiful wedding, i will also improve myself so i can be a reliable wife who are good in doing domestic works to a wonderful husband in a happy marriage. work it hard, pray hard!

kejayaan!

 

its monday n as usual kerja menimbun hingga tatau mane yg nk dibuat dulu n mane yg nk dibuat kemudian. meeting by meeting n skrg masih kt office pun sbb nk tggu boss habis meeting. sobs.. but u know what, sbb boss meeting jgak la i managed to print my borang kursus kahwin!!! weee.. macam nk ketawa keriangan je walaupun i sorg2 dlm chamber chomel walau kecil milik hamba ni. dah berkurun dan berabad dan bermasihi dh kate nk download n print tp xbuat2 pun. at last baru berjaya. rase mcm xsabar nk isi pun ade. tp lek lu.. skali tetibe boss masuk n die ckp "hah! buat ape tu" mati keras aku kt sini gak. so.. lek2 jap eh. isi kat rumah la nnt skali dgn azam (ayat tenangkan diri sendiri) tp nnt kompom kat rumah conquer isi sendiri sorg2. almaklum, tamak..

well, kalo tgk kat sini we have to choose the dates. kalo based on their website, for shah alam area, this march the first week dh penuh. the rest tu ok je xckp pape. thinking of slot it in hujung bulan ni. but im not sure when to submit this form. kalo ikut kat sini die kate submit a week early. tp mcmane nk tau status date tu if dh penuh ke blom. hurm.. baik aku call ustazah ni tanye die je. tp, bile plak la aku nk buat tu.? (sesi dialog bersama diri sendiri) so, if korg yg mane dh ade experience tu sudi2 la share dgn saye ye.. bantu2 la junior chomel mcm saye *mate kelip2*

im the type yg kalo tgh buat tu better finish it all. or else mmg susah la nk sambung buat bnde tu blk. so, in this case tu yg excited nk isi borang skrg n rase nk fax borang ni esok jgak. tp esok ade PC. kalo i blk lambat cmni gak mungkin la bole curik2 fax. hehehe.. nk buat terang2 malu skit. tah pape la.. pk2 blk, sungguh pjg celoteh walau entry ni senanye cume nk bgtau pasal dh print borang kursus nikah. baru PRINT eh.. BARU PRINT dh megah mcm ni. hehehe.. sowi la.. ai excited uols.. excited nk palang lagi satu bende dlm list. sib baik la print borang xtermasuk dlm list. kalo xdgn senang dan gembira smbil mlm tdo lena nye menggaris my list. tehehe...

white gold vs. yellow gold

happy saturday ya'll! to those yg cuti hari ni, gi la ajak ur fiance / bf / friends gi tgk cerite No String Attached. i pun actually xtgk lg. but i predict cerite ni msti sgt romantic n funny. or should i say romantic comedy? most b2b's all time favorite? no? well, probably me n azam will just skip that movie. xde kepentingan utk tgk movie buat mase ni.

so, anyway.. hari ni rase mcm skit dilemma bile fikir pasal wedding ring. to be frank, i dont really care about it. mahal ke, murah ke, intan ke, berlian ke.. seriously i dont really give a damn to it. senang cite, kalo xde pun xpe. but nonsense la kalo xde. i mean, to me of course. mane la tau dh tua2 nk dkt2 mati esok anak lelaki nk kawin, bole pass je cincin kawin i tu to turun temurun. hehe.. lgpun, cincin tu kan symbol..  my personal view, cincin yg murah but diturun kan zaman berzaman lebih berharga dari cincin yg sgt mahal harganya. money can certainly buy gold but no way it can buy time n memory. so, yeah.. i should have it.

smlm me n azam n adik2 n baby niece mimi jln2 kat sacc mall. motive nk carik get well soon card for my colleague. since diamond n platinum cume next to memory lane je, i dgn azam pun tertepek tgk cincin2 kt showcase mereka. actually mmg terdapat argument between b n azam before this. i sibuk ckp yg i nk white gold but he insist to give me yellow gold. kate nye sbb ade value. to me, ape ade pade value *chewah* at the end of the day cincin tu kite nk pakai smpai hujung nyawa. bkn nk jual, gadai ke ape. yg penting ikhlas *ckp dgn penuh ego tu. mcm la white gold tu pun hargenye cume seratus dua. kalo die nk bg silver, tau plak reject. mengade.*

anyway, to be honest n saje nk confess kt sini. even azam might b reading this but xpe la. i pun senanye ske gak yellow gold. however rasenye yellow gold lebih masuk dgn warne kulit ni which white gold tu xbrape. tehehe.. tah pape la. *yes, fyi.. i mmg species xnk kalah. ego!* tp, kalo yellow gold, nnt xmsk plak dgn cincin yg i pun niat nk bg kt azam. xcantik la kan kalo OP amik gmbr cincin i wane kuning, cincin die wane putih. so, tu yg dilemma tu.

nak sedap kan hati n buang skit perasaan ego tu i browse kt google kut ade design2 cincin yg memanggil2. antaranye..

first favorite

second favorite

*attracted to its color*

 kalo tgk dua2 ring ni, dua2 ade lebih dari satu batu. that is bcz im the symmetrical type.of person. nothing unsymmetrical will catch my attention. mcm white gold ring yg ni ..

preferably, i really like yg ade batu besar kt tgh n batu kecik2 kt kiri kanan2 n tertanam kt dlm. n since FMIL dh terbagi cincin tunang yg sgt meriah hari tu, i kne la carik cincin nikah yg xberape nk kalah dgn cinin tunang td.

btw, cincin tunang i xsihat. ade 2minggu xpakai cincin sbb hntr kt FMIL tolong hantar kan kat kdai die beli cincin tu since one of the batu dh tanggal. haih.. sib baik bkn real diamond. kalo real, msti nangis xberlagu. n for cincin nikah nnt nk beli kan insurance la utk the diamonds. i ni dh la kasar. cincin tersagat sini, tersagat sana. kalo xpakai rase xcomplete.

my cincin yg merongak

anyway, weekend just started. n biase nye weekend la kite ade byk bnde nk post. well, this is when all the preps start to move again after a long weekdays at work. wish all of b2b's to have a good weekend ahead n selamat membuat persiapan yg anda paling suke!

cheers!

pelamin : SETTLED

yay!! akhirye, pencarian yg dinanti2 telah berakhir. xsangka bende mcm ni bole settle scpt ni. kitorg actually ade abt 10months to go n alhamdulillah, hal WP dh pun kami selesaikan. xpe, avoid doing things disaat akhir. lgpun kalo dh jumpe mcm ni bole la lepas ni concentrate kt bnde lain plak. 

ok, mcm yg kite semua maklum, weekend ni ade pameran pengantin kat sacc. haih.. mentang2 la dpn batang idong, hari2 i gi pameran pengantin ni. smpai naik boring dh. but kalo ikut entry before this [link], by pameran pengantin yg kali ni, kitorg kalo bole nak settle kan hal WP. actually ade byk jgak choice yg menarik2. booth2 yg sgt tempting n with promotion price yg sgt competitive. 1st day i pegi, xhajat nk focus on anything lg sbb ingat nk start looking seriously mase pegi dgn azam. 2nd day lepas kje baru pgi lg dgn azam. before msk hall tu kitorg jumpe n lunch dulu dgn en. lukman, videographer merangkap cinematographer kami. later i post entry psl en. lukman ni. one by one ye.. on the 2nd nite tu baru la start berfikir masak2 mcmane nk settle hal WP ni. n td ptg lepas blk je dari kenduri abg iman tunang (my cuzen n will also blog about it later) me, azam n mak rush lg pgi sacc sbb nk confirm kan booking.

so, of all WP yg ade, ade la beberape yg sgt2 diminati. Nas Great Ideas, Arma tu toksah ckp la. mmg grande abis. tp duit pun harus la grande jgak kan. so, lupekan je la hasrat tu. however, tiga2 hari i pgi pameran pengatin ni, tiga2 hari i stop kt booth satu WP ni. reason : 1. mase first time tgk kje diorg mase i first join pameran pengantin last october, i dh terus suke gile dgn pelamin diorg. xcaye cube tgk entry ni [link]. 2. harga diorg pun sgt affordable. skali dgn pelamin 5panels, walkways, entrance arch, baju n make up. lps tu gune fresh flowers tau. haaa... mane la xbuat org pk 2-3 kali. 3. service diorg sgt ok. diorg sume friendly. tu yg buat kite rase selesa tu. walaupun baru nk bertanye2 even setiap pameran pengantin pun dh mesti singgah booth diorg n tanye soalan yg same.

sudahnye, confirm jgak kitorg dgn suri butik. deposit utk booking kitorg dh settle kan. tggl nk arrange another appointmet je dgn the owner which is kak su psl hal2 seterusnye. feel free to visit them on their FB [link]. sementara tu, tgk2 la dulu creations diorg yg i sgt sgt sgt sgt suke.. =)

source : Suri Wedding Shah Alam FB

the most beautiful people in my life

hari ni bile tenampak pic mak abah mude2 tibe2 termemberi impact plak. pic tu dh lame actually kt bilik adik tp tah nape hari ni terbyk flash back kenangan2 lalu. mak n abah sebaya n diorg kawin mase umur diorg masing2 25y/o. they first met mase kat tpt keje diorg iaitu petronas. kalo ikut pade cite mak, mak dulu byk bf. tatau cane die bole sangkut dgn abah. love journey diorg pendek je. abah nk kawin dgn mak pun sbb mase tu my aunty, cikdah nk kawin so die pun nk kawin jgak. huhuhu.. tu kalo based on cite dari wan la. i assume mak abah mase mude2 msti mcm hot stuff. tah2 mcm2cite grease tu. so, abah pun decided to marry mak. n bermula la cerita en.alias n pn.zaleha dan 4lagi org anaknye. 2perempuan n 2lelaki. 

i used to adore mak abah sgt2 mase kcik dulu. in fact skrg pun masih adore lg. i remember back then, when i was a lil kid i found no other people as cantik as my mom n no other people as handsome as my dad. dulu mase kcik2 i always baring2 dgn diorg tgk tv. bile baring sebelah mak i slalu belek2 tgn die n i rase die la pompuan dgn tgn yg paling lembut. kulit yg plg smooth. jari2 n kuku die pun cantik2. mcm gi manicure je. padahal xpnah pun tgk mak gi kdai semate2 nk buat kuku. tp tah mase bile mak pgi time tu pun mane la kite nk tau kan. mase tu ape tu manicure pun xpaham. bile mak bwk gi office kt dayabumi, kitorg (me n my sister) msti diberi layanan plg special. mcm la kitorg bdk yg paling comel dikalangan anak2 kwn mak yg lain. smpai ade pertandingan costume petronas kitorg di suruh pakai costume bee yg mak n colleague buat sendiri je pakai tgn. n guess what, kitorg menang tau. msti sbb time tu i kcik n comel n buncit. huhuhu.. zaman dulu xconcious sgt k bergambar2 ni. so tah mane tah gambar2 tu sume. xingat dh. pstu kalo dulu2 excited sgt tggu mak blk kje. mak gi blk kje naik bas. n jln kaki lepas tu utk ke rumah. yg psti ade sekian2 mase i msti bertenggek tunggu mak blkg rumah sbb nk make sure i nmpk mak bile mak dh nak smpai.

told u i was cute. was eh.. was.. skrg dh xcute.

abah plak dulu mcm die la org yg paling tegap dan gagah i ever know. walaupun ramai org kate muke abah mcm garang actually tu yg lebih membangkitkan kebanggaan dlm diri ni. yes, bapak aku garang tau.. haaa... takutt... dulu kcik2 abah slalu bwk kitorg cuti cz die pnye kje lebih pada buat event. die organized sukma time tu kat pahang n perak. owh, kenangan tu yg paling best. kalo opening or closing ceremony msti kitorg dpt duduk kt tpt aircond dlm stadium tu. mcm vvvip tau.. korg ade? aku ade tau.. hehehe.. kalo jumpe n salam kwn2 die msti ade yg ckp, "oo.. ni la yg alias slalu sebut2 tu" who? me? hehehe.. mmg kcik2 i ngam dgn abah. kadang2 kalo sambil2 tgk tv tu saje je buat2 tdo sbb nnt abah dukung bwk msk bilik. tringat jgak dulu kaklin slalu ajak i buat surprise kalo birthday abah. potong kertas warne byk2, buat mcm sprinkle n tggu abah blk kje. walaupun smpai awal pagi baru abah blk, kitorg tetap bgn n sprinkle utk abah. kad buat sendiri, poster kaklin buat sendiri. 

with my bff. ni baru btol bff wei..

as org biase, byk kali gak i tgk diorg gado2. alhamdulillah.. xde ape yg serious. thank god allah pjg kan jodoh diorg. alhamdulillah jgak me n my siblings sgt close to each other no matter what. biar la mak abah kitorg xkaya rayap n sekadar so so saje but i really want to make sure yg kitorg adik bradik lah harta diorg yg plg mahal diorg pnah ade or anyone can ever have *ok, emo tau mase tulis ni* now that kaklin n i dh kje n dh pandai carik duit sendiri infact dh nk kawin pun, i really hope yg diorg akan rase bangga dgn kitorg. if only gaji aku ribu riban, dh bole suh diorg stop kje dh. hahaha.. tgk la satu hari nnt. i'll do that. skrg, i akan bg ape yg termampu. walaupun hakikat nye xla sehebat ape yg diorg dh bg slame ni tp i know budi n jasa tu xmungkin terbalas. however i will still do n try my best.

the love of my life. eternally.

 then

 now

i always hold to dis song kalo tgh2 tension2 dgn mak abah. being a human ade gak sometimes tertekan dgn mak abah sendiri. but this song by rabbani bole buat gua nangis wooo...

Cinta antara benua

tehehe.. sorry tajuk i sedikit over hari ni. actually just nk share n kalo bole nk mintak nasihat n pandangan dari uols regarding ketertaksamaan pendapat me n my fiance. rasenye bile bace2 blog2 B2B lain sometimes ade gak yg berdepan issue mcm ni. nway, mine xla serious sgt. cume xsedap la knowing that 1of us 'terpaksa' agree dgn idea kitorg lg sorg ni walaupun hakikatnya, kite pun ade citarasa kite sendiri.

cerite nye bermula begini

seperti yg anda sedia maklum (n kalau belum maklum, sila rujuk post ini), my wedding akan dilangsungkan sekali dgn pihak lelaki. so, itu la sanding, itu la tandang, itu la sambut menantu. instead perhabis 4,5,6 ribu on WP kitorg cume perlu keluar half je dari amount tersebut sbb well, kitorg share. financial wise, untung beb. 

but unfortunately, masalah baru baru di jumpai smlm. yes, mmg byk WP yg santek2 diluar sane. some of it i adore smpai termimpi2. like i said dlm smlm punye entry, kan dh dpt quotation, sgt excited ni. bile blk, langsung tunjuk kan azam pelamin2 idaman tu. so, si azam pun berkira2 berape nk byr. ok, part ni i feel so lucky sbb azam cool je. slowly, he starts to learn to love making the preps which is sgt bagus utk saye. i dont like to be given "all ok" in making decision. yg pelik nye, i want him to help me decide, tp kalo die bg idea i semacam xbole terime. its serious, i know. will work on my attitude.

sambung pasal pelamin, stopped at this one pic, n this is our dialogue;

me     : i nak kerusi mcm ni

azam  : aik, mcm sofa je

me     : cantik la

azam  : kalo mcm ni xmcm kawin la. hari biase pun bole duduk kerusi mcm ni

me     : *pffft* abis nk kerusi mcmane?

azam  : amik la kerusi yg buat kite rase lain. mcm king n queen.

me     : u mean mcm ni? (i tunjuk die kerusi high back) ni common sgt la

azam  : jgn la yg mcm ni sgt. kite amik kerusi yg mcm raja2 skit.

me     : yada yada yada

azam  : yela2, amik je la kerusi yg mcm u nk tu

hurm.. part ni dh rase mcm xbest. rase bersalah pun ade. jd kawan2, ni la xbest kalo buat wedding skali. yea, kau mmg bole budget lebih tp kau n partner kau puas hati ke? maybe stgh org yg buat wedding skali xade conflict mcm ni. but me, dh terkena pun. sobs.. i just want to be happy n make him happy. harap2, it'll work it out soon. kalo bole xnk bedepan win lose situation. kalo bole biar la win win same2. humphhhh.. *mengeluh pjg*

kutipan pertama

kerja kutip mengutip telah pun bermula. n my first kutipan is paper lanterns yg to me sgt chumell.. (remember me saying that for my wedding ni xpasal2 taste berubah menjadi geli gurlish?) nway, i just got back from OU. tah knp mood azam hari ni, angin xde, ribut xde, taufan dan tau fu fa xde, die ajak aku shopping. sudah masyuk kah? xmo tanye byk, seriously im not those type yg bother duit my partner. kalo btol rezeki lebih, alhamdulillah. cume satu peringatan adinda (chewah) berjimat cermat la. jgn boros. kalo poket u grand, kawin kite pun grand. 

TOPIC!!!!

so, selepas pencarian bag n kasut sudah selesai (seperti yg dijanji kan) kami pun teruskan perjalanan. about last year semase Y.E.S, kitorg ade nmpk this one cool paper lantern yg comel dan berwarna warni. comel... (berape kali nk ckp comel ni) actually, since i first saw it mmg dh terpesona dan tergoda dgn kecomelannya (tgk, comel lg) time tu ade rase nk beli but since xdecide so much about the theme n color lg so impian tu terbantut. was thinking, bende mcm ni jual kat Cotton On? hurm.. xbyk la tu stock die. but guess what, td gi Cottton On lg, lantern tu masih ade. woot2!!! mmg harus la aku beli. memule rase mcm nk borong sume tp.. saye perlu discuss dgn tukang design saye nnt ttg penggunaan nya. ni pun main beli je, nk buat utk ape pun xtau lg.

price for 10pcs adalah RM59. i bought two designs which consist of 2boxes. so RM59 for each box. tp yg bestnye, Cotton On tgh ade offer skrg. so when u buy more than 1 items, u'll get the 2nd item with 50% off. jd utk 20bijik paper lantern yg comel, cume RM80 je. (harap penggunaan 'je' tu btol since the size is quite small) 

jd, paper lantern itu berupa begini,

tadaaaa...

actually, there are about 2more designs. tp 2 ni yg paling menepati warna tema saya. so, wht do u think? i think its great. skrg tgh pk mane nk letak bende ni. adakah boleh dibuat begini,

atau begini,

atau begini,

owh, nway.. paper lantern ni come with fairy light jgak tau. kalo dh pasang sgt dramatic mcm ni,

weee..

so, to anyone yg interested, sila la dpt kan nya kt Cotton On. bole brush up skit skill diy kite. cume xsure je if its available at all Cotton On outlet or cume kt OU je. Arios!