Monday, August 8, 2011

ramadhan & augustus 9 = hari yg suram

i even posted it on my fb status. hari ni i super down. saw a potential clutch for hantaran but financially, it broke my heart. its not about the price, its not about the figure. but its about me. my money. -_-"

masalah yg xmungkin dpt dibantu oleh sesiapa. again, its about me. nk kate panic attack tu xjgak. im breathing, as fine as normal. tp mengenangkan hari raya yg bakal menjelang, birthday azam just around the corner and 4more months until the big day, aku rasa haru. 4 bulan = 4 kali gaji. 

despite keharuan and bulan ramadhan, some preparations masih berjalan. puasa xmembatas kan aku utk membuat keputusan. i've followed up couple of things during the first week of puasa.

  1. i managed to get contact with my mini pelamin vendor for my house. im not an expert and obviously im a first timer. i asked few friends and finally i asked the vendor herself. agak2, when is the best timing for me to see her and discuss about the color n theme n everything? she said next month would be good so next month it is.
  2. settled on baju azam's design n currently waiting for the final quotation from wp. yes, azam akan pakai baju baru. i jeles sangat. but xpela, i dh terlalu miskin utk memikirkan tentang kehendak sendiri. mujur i xpnah ade angan2 for my baju kahwin. yg penting pakai baju n baju tu mmg baju kawin. titik. so, as soon as we received the quotation, azam n i tinggal bagi cue for them to start tailoring.

so, that was last week. minggu ni kerja sedikit tenang. no more big meetings so by right, i shouldve exhale as looong as i want. i rase the more we think about the wedding, the more problem will occur. yes, i masih belum sampai tahap stress. cume sedikit kacau dibuai perasaan sendiri.

sebenarnye, i sgt la xpunya guts utk meminta walaupun dari azam, si tunang ku sendiri. tolong ajar i mcmane caranya. i sedar, i agak reserve bile part nk bgtau org i xde duit. rela duduk rumah je xkeluar. tp bile ade duit, mcm nk belanja org as though as aku org paling kaya. nope, kurang arif meminta2. cara i meminta sgt sarcastic. arghh.. benci! sigh.

however, hari i hari ni diceriakan oleh vendor invitation card. even semalam pun mereka dh mencube. they've finally sent me the draft. sgt laju i must say. seingat i, i baru je submit map i pada diorg last week. around 30th of july mcm tu n smlm diorg dh buat kan draft. i dont know if its normal but im happy with the progress. ngeee.. 

the first draft mmg ade byk silap. well, its the first n its fasting month. mereka mungkin tersilap n i pun dgn senyuman memaafkan. n then about 1pm hari ni they sent me the new draft. the amended one. alhamdulillah its much better dari yang sebelumnya.. its yet to be approved sbb still ade silap dari segi tatabahasa. i'll amend it tonite. as soon as i receive any comment from azam.

check out hasil map yg i lukis. hohoho.. mengade nye i untuk berperasaan bangga melihat hasil lukisan sendiri menjadi bentuk yg lebih di fahami. haha.. yes, ade touch i sendiri utk kad jemputan i ni. well, thats the happy part for today. cepat la jam pkul 4. i want to go home... =(

13 comments:

Miss Sunshine said...

4 bulan = 4 gaji... huhu.. itulah yang menggangu fikiran ni dua hari lepas... huhu..

nak tengok invitation card tu.. tengok map pun dah cute.. kalau full lagi cantik kan..

LisaLisut said...

fira,u ade 4bulan lg.at least bole la skit nk sedut nafas wpun mcm serabut la jugak i rasa.

i ni..1bulan=1gaji. 1 gaji ni nk pk utk topup sikit benda kawin +raya.tp mcm tak ckup je nk raya.huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

gaji i every 20hb.so masa nikah i 20sept is selasa.sllnye awl sehari 19hb or paling awl 17sept lps i sanding! hahaha.br bole nafas time tu kot.smpt lg nk shopping raya.masih dlm bulan raya :P

sabar la ye.i pn serabut.huhuhu.nasib ade citer kad kawin yg happykan u..:)

LisaLisut said...

lupa lak.jeles tgk map kad ko lawa.ko pandai lukis.hahaha..map aku mcm tak berapa clear.ahh takpe.mntk2 smua hp canggih googlemap la sndri ;p hahaha

Ms. Fiena said...

fira kte dalam satu kasutt.

bday mr fiance is tomorrow.
and byk sgt lagi yg i xsettle. 3 months more. bertabahla. kita sume bersama2 mengharungi kepayahan. eceh.

n kad pn i da dpt die nye draft. padahal br semalam anta yg lukis tgn.

UyaRayza said...

duit owh duit..pening kn..same goes with me..dapat gaji bulan nie terus bayar byk mende,,tup2 tgk skang.huuuuu..puasa la even tak puasa pn...anyway x sabar nk dpt ur card :)

fira. said...

miss sunshine : huhuhu.. kalo yg mane d byk bende dh beli tu untung la.. mcm i.. byk gak lagi bende dh beli, sakit jgak.. iskk..

lisa : xpela babe, standard la tu.. hari dh dekat, mmg dh xbole buat ape. ni i baru nk merase being in ur shoe, 4months ago.. its tough tho.. btw, raya sakan la ko kan lepas kawin nnt. weewitt..

fina : wahhh.. vendor u lagi efficient! huhuhu.. amacam, sudah kah anda berpuas hati?

uya : huhuhu.. puasa pun xbest sbb lepas puasa raya. thn ni serious xrase nk raya. nk postponed raya thn ni ke tahun dpn bole x?

ps. map pun comel ke? map je la korg.. xde ne nye comel ke hape.. cess..

fitria said...

susah nk lukis map kat shah alam sbb byk sgt roundabout kan..good job fira.. :)

Ms. Fiena said...

belum lagi fira. sbbnye ade lagi yg kene ammend sane sket, alter sini sket.

Hidayati Farhan said...

fira, kita benci tgk design kad kita. so, mcm nak tuka design lah. haha. ari tu poyo sgt kan. kihkih. da xde touch pd kad kawen sndiri

ehh, kite pon pk yg sama. mmg hrp duit gaji je lah. mana nk hrp duit lain. sabo ek fira

fira. said...

maria : kalau dh biase dgn shah alam area, xterase sgt round about nye. hehe..

fina : biase la tu. i pun dh 2kali amend. yg penting biar xpuas hati skrg drpd xpuas hati bile dh siap nnt.

yati : uiks.. apasal benci plak.. hurm.. rilex laa.. insyallah ade yg berkenan dihati.. masuk ke kedai with an open heart. senang skit jumpe. =)

Renee Meow said...

hmmm dont stress too much dear.. u ada 4months lagi (n i 6months lagik!).. bile u camni, i pun jadik nervous n suram gak.. T_T tgh pk mane nak duit fulus untuk settlekan mcm2 bende.. huhu..

tu yg join contest byk2 mane tau bleh menang n jimat wedding cost kan..

btw ur map senang nak paham..great job..! :D

~Lieza~ said...

Fira...i pn rasa yg sama...xreti nk bgtau org esp tunang bila i xde duit.. But bila i ada duit i akan utamakan brg tunang dlu..huhu.. Xpe i doakan ur preparation brjalan lancar spt yg dirancang... btw..map tu mmg cntik la..hehe..

fira. said...

renee : huhuhu.. its actually like a cancer. sape yg start cuak msti yg lain akan berjangkit. n thanks puan sri lienda sbb mentransfer kecuakkan ni kpd i.. huhuhu..

lieza : aww.. i xtau ape nk ckp bile org puji map i. map je kut. huhuhu.. i pun doa utk u jgak semoga preparation u berjalan macam yg u dh plan. but then again, kite hanya mampu merancang tp tuhan yg menentukan. so, perbanyak2 kan la rancangan kite. huhuhu... back up plan!!