saya lupa saya dh mengandung berapa minggu

holla si cantik manissss!!!

its been awhile i know. maaf, kehidupan sedikit boring n tiada ape yg enak dikongsi. ni pun sbb dh gian bebenor nk menaip dikala kerja dioffice cume utk menggoyang kaki. alhamdulillah, masih bernafas ni haa.. sorry, i pregnant so xlarat nk sapu2 sawang kt blog *tipu, dlm blog ni mane ade spider nk buat sawang*

anywhoooooo, i nk bgtau korg ni yg acid folic 30bijik yg doctor bagi hari tu dh tggl 5bijik! owh... dh dekat sebulan rupenye since i found out that im pregnant. so far, syukur saje xde masalah during my early pregnancy. sihat walafiat cume unlike most m2b, i kurang selera mkn. i dont eat much + i dont easily eat anything in front of me. kalo xde ape yg kne tekak atau malas nk membeli or memasak, i sanggup berlapar uols.. see, hardcore xhardcore mak budak sorg ni..

tapi kan tapi kan, i sgt degil n malas menjaga kandungan *such a bad mother i am, i know* dh la mknan xcukup zat, susu xminum. lps tu, selamber kering je 2kali minum air gas *memule kt pizza hut pstu kt kepsi*. mengada mcm kandungan dh kuat. pejam2 mata lagi menikmati kelazatan pepsi n  mirinda strawberry. *dlm hati rase bersalah dgn baby, tp sbb mommy ni selfish maka, merasa la si anak air bergas yg enak, lazat dan berkrim tu* <----- tolong pang i sampai i pengsan pls..

hari2 pgi kerja masih pakai kasut tinggi. hampir sume org yg tau i pregnant geleng pale tgk kasut yg i pakai skrg. what to do. i bkn shoe collector. kasut ni dh la baru hubby belikan. kne tggu cukup bln baru bole beli kasut pendek. sobs. n name pun org ngandung, mmg xsah la kalo xsuke mkn asam kan *yeke?* i pun ade asam kegemaran jgak. i love eating "asam madu" or "asam emas" yg sgt enak. erkkk.. name ni i dpt sbb kt plastik die tulis gitu..

*lps snap aku ngap sebijik. alhamdulillah, bekalan kt dlm handbag blom pernah putus. pang!!!!*

tp these couple of days, perut rase cam xsedap. lebih tepat kalo i kate yg perut i sakit. sakit rase cam cucuk2 or senak kt bawah tu.. seriously, i dh start worry. i know that i've not been in a good shape lately. physically or mentally. life have been a little chaotic. even now i know that i can get through these like easy peasy but i xtau hows it going in there. dh start fikiran merapu meraban. thinking of asking hubby to take for a scan check up right after office. honestly, i love my pregnancy even though i xrase ape sgt lg. like i said, life has been normal.

baby shop is one of my favorite spot skrg. i dont fancy stroller but i adore playpen so much! rase cam nk masuk skali dlm tu bile dh ade baby nnt. 

pls doa kan yg baik2 utk i n baby ye.. *mintak dlm nada cemas walaupun i tau i xpatut fikir yg bukan2*

ps. ape yg tertulis di tajuk, i mean it.. asik confuse i ni dh pregnant 9weeks ke 10weeks? nk kire malas.