nervous nak apply cuti for kursus kahwin

jgn gelak eh bace title tu. ini serious tau. bkn main2. even tho mcm tah pape je tu pun nervous tp still nk nervous jgak. honestly boss saye ni mmg gile awesome. but knowing the fact that he is the biggest boss in this whole company jadi i xbole main2. *apply cuti utk kursus kahwin pun memain ke?* org lain best la bole cite dgn HOD diorg. i pnye HOD, nah.. amik ko. CEO terus. cemane? isk.. jadi xketerlaluan la kalo i nk nervous kan? lgpun, ini 1st time i nk apply cuti selain dari nk pgi bercuti dgn family. so, bole kire alasan mintak cuti kali ni skit personal.

hehehe..

actually today genap setahun i kerja kat company ni. alhamdulillah, im getting better with my pay, position n starts to feel "needed" and "important" here. *gediknye la hai* walaupun ini my first company i ever work with, i dh rase sgt syg dgn ini tempat. actually, mmg ade few offers coming in. but office yg skrg gile dekat dgn rumah. xsusah langsung nk pgi kerja. masuk office pkul 9am i bole gerak dari rumah about 8.50am. tu pasal bgn pagi pun bole bantai bgn pkul 8am. make up make up kt office. easy, breezy gile. jgn jeles..

ok, back to the subject. yg td konon nervous sgt nk apply cuti. hurm.. kursus dh ujung minggu ni. friday, ade big dinner event which our company organize sendiri. should be the day after dh tade pape. nk malu pun.. hurm.. ari tu mase kt training dh confessed dgn sume staff lain n my boss pun bole bantai gelak2. *i ni mmg jd bahan gelak je* so, consider he knows that im getting married soon. nk kawin kne gi kursus. tapi.. still xbole buang perasaan ni. borang application leave dh isi tinggal submit n dpt kan approval je. jeng jeng jeng..

now, should i really say "dato' i nk mintak cuti sabtu ni. nk gi kursus kahwin" or "dato' i nk mintak cuti sabtu ni. ade urusan peribadi" ihikk.. peribadi ke? abis satu dunia aku dh canang peribadi konon. tp takut kalo ckp yg 2nd option tu kang xapprove plak nye cuti aku. kut la die ade plan plak utk i ari tu. *kite kan kne pk possibility* tp skrg, by hook or by crook, i kne jgak cuti sabtu ni. slot dh book. lgpun mmg dh pledge with myself, dis month mmg kne pgi jgak kursus kahwin. 

tolong...

 =(