life : before n after work

working on saturday n sunday adalah sgt men-tense-kan. n it seems like i have to get use to it sbb i have another three weekend to be spend busy-ly at workplace. yaiks! this week this place will be packed with malaysian artists. stok yg belakon2 tu la. next week plak kite maju setapak dgn expo hartanah n abit of lifestyle (gua nk shopping rumah boleh?) next three weekend plak ade bridal fair. well, yg tu awesome. sgt look forward. yay!!

merujuk tajuk diatas

yada yada yada.. actually i feel like sharing the differences i feel mase dulu blom keje n skrg dh keje. honestly byk sgt. some i love n some i dont. setelah lebih 6bln bekerja, i begin to get used to it. well, jd guest services officer bukan la semudah yg disangka n sesusah yg disangka especially bile awak tu kje kt tpt saye ni. for 1st timer cm ai ni agak teruja bergelar officer pade mulenye but end up.. hurmm.. malas nk ckp dh. but afterall bersyukur sesgt cz i got this job just only on my first try. cukup la utk nk buat shopping, mkn bln2, bli tiket concert, blanja mak abah n adik2. insyaallah, kalo ade rezeki aku nk perform better so that my carrier will start growing sejajar dgn ilmu n pengalaman didada. amin..

there goes my time

but unlike before, mase idop aku skrg ni is abit tonggang langgang. especially when i've to work on shift. weekend tah kemane, cuti tah kemane. lucky my shift is quite flexible. ade yg lepas kje bole enjoy n ade yg before kje bole tdo smpai matahari tegak atas kepala. tp tu la, time tu family2 sume kje cm biase n time diorg cuti on weekend, i can hardly join them. =( dulu, every weekend boleh kuar dgn su (my aunty), nk kuar tgk wayang pun anytime je. plan for holiday? bring it on. but now, sume kne tgk function. tak psl2 mylife kne adjust according to the functions here. sucks! tp sucks2 pun, mase off day n time xtau nk buat ape tu rindu plaknye nk keje. hehehe.. told u its tonggang langgang n upside down.

doing double job (at workplace n as a fiancee)
dulu mase study, rase mcm sgt keadik2an cz xbrape nk masyuk kalo ade pun saye tau ia sgt limited. so nk xnk he have to spend more kalo kitorg nk kemane2. tp dulu ade gak bisnes kecil-kecilan so ade gak la duit sendiri. but skrg, since i've earn my own rase bangge skit sbb skrg im an adult. i can spend on whatever i like n xpayah nk harap kat org. alhamdulillah nye.. puas sesgt. n syukur jugak, azam bkn type yg byk cekadak. he dont pressure me when i have to work extra hours. he understand kut. n sbb tu jgak i'll try to spend as much time as i could mase ade kelapangan n xperlu berada di tempat kerja. long story short, i have no problem to handle both, azam n kerja.

*before n after. xde beza pun. im still fira*