5 days to EDD

Morning everyone.. Happy wednesday!

Im still at home, pregnant. Its supposed to be my final week n dd will b in her full term by next monday. So far theres no sign of giving birth soon. Minor contractions, yes. But i guess she's just practicing.

Perasaan setakat ini, sgt eager utk serah diri ke hospital. Everything is packed up n im totally ready for it. Salah satu sbb adalah krn keadaan akan berubah diwaktu mlm. Like seriously, bdn akan menjadi sgt fragile bile nk tdo. Mcm2 sakit ku rase. Back ache, heartburn, minor contractions, u name it..

I sometimes feel bad sbb put the blame on the baby. Marah kan die sbb xkeluar lg. Syahdu everytime lps asar cz tekenang kalo die dh keluar, msti tgh mndi kan die n dpt bau wangi baby. Soon, insyallah. Nk twist cite kasi best, i assume that dd must loves me very2 much smpai syg nk tggl kn perut mak die. Ohhh.. Itu membuatkan aku lebih xsabar nk peluk die.

Today is the last day of october. Mayb dd xnk jd october baby. Esok i'll hv an appointment with my gynae. Hopefully ade berita gembira. Honestly risau juga kalau2 tumbesaran dd melampau2 dr kemampuan i. Ohhh.. Nauzubillahiminzaliq.. Amat berharap ia tidak menjadi mslh. Pls dd, stop growing in my belly. Come out n strecth out! (pdhal aku yg feed die dgn mkn mcm2).

Nevertheless, i leave it all to Allah. He knows better. As long as semua nya selamat, i dh syukur sgt2.

Well, we shall see tomorrow. Dgr ape kate doctor. Mudah2an berita baik berterusan. Im happy n excited to deliver my baby. Doa kan semua nya selamat ye..

Selamat maju jaya, to me!!
*eh??*