labor experience : noor dian medina

im back!!!

all the way from my office, baru la dpt online, dpt blogwalking, n dpt update blog sensasi ku ini. syukur boss ku cuti. so i have more time to story mory..

sebelum tu nk luahkan perasaan sementelah 49 hari bergelar mak. overall, im so happy with my life. sikit demi sedikit, im achieving what i want. ya allah, bersyukurnye! my little princess is not so little anymore. im so happy to see her progress. walaupun hari2 belek die, masih xdpt nk terkejar development die. sedar2 je die dh pandai itu ini. she's my everything. begini rupenye jadi mak. padan la mak aku sendiri sanggup sedia kan n buat itu ini utk aku dulu n even smpai skrg. sape xsyg anak oiiii.. *bole nangis kalo fikir pasal anak SENDIRI lame2*

ok, mcm org lain, i nk share gak pengalaman bersalinkan dian. errr.. now i know why ppl share their labor experience in blogs. sbb.. nnt bole lupe!!! errr.. of course la org xlupe sgt kan. tp ade gak la miss sane sini. so, let me keep it here supaya lepas ni cite pengalaman bersalin ku xtunggang terbalik.

4th november 2012

on 4th nov which was sunday, i woke up with slight stain on my panty. actually discharge dh keluar about a week earlier tp cume brownish2 saje. based on the previous check up with dr. mazita, brownish2 tu cume tanda2 awal. but on this particular sunday, its not just any ordinary discharge i normally had, the brownish this time has turned pinkish plak. kalo pink dh hampir ke merah kan? n merah tu darah la kan? refer kat mak, mak suh gi spital. so kitorg bersiap nk ke spital. singgah rumah in law to get our hospital stuff. ade yg ckp muke aku sampai dh merah2.. air selusuh pon dh distand by kan nye.

dlm pkul 10 mcm tu kitorg (kitorg to merujuk kepada myself, husband n sil) smpai demc. straight pgi labor room. keadaan labor room agak tenang. so the nurses did the ctg scan on me.. 

see the contractions? paling kuat pon 30++. bukaan pon xde. so nurse suh blk dulu. i pon blk la..kt umah, i just baring n the pain just getting stronger. mase tu hati cam berbelah bahagi nk gi sepital lg ke x.. konon dh serik utk dihampakan. so husband bwk jln utk tenang kan keadaan. n finally, husband belanja ini..

settle mkn eskem, blk umah blk. still rase sakit. my dad called n advised me to surrender at the hospital. takut kalo nk terberanak tgh mlm, lg susah. so, mlm tu lps maghrib, i was admitted at DEMC. before masuk ward, diorg suh i dok labor room lg utk ctg scan. still xde bukaan n yes the contractions makin bertambah.

aku cuak tgk suami aku cuak. seriously, he's not calming me down. but he tried, i know. maklumla, die first time jgak. n i totally believes that die menggelabah sbb xnak aku sakit. im touched. but pain is still the only way to get the baby out from me. 

1st nite at the hospital, sgt2 sakit. i hate contractions. sbb xtahan n knowing that i need to rest myself, i requested for pain killer. tgk.. aku lupe name pain killer yg aku amik tu. maaf ye.. its the one that makes u feel sleepy n cucuk kt bontot tu. demmm.. i should hv remember. nk google malas. cisssss.. ni la akibat kalo lambat update blog psl experience bersalin.

after the injection, baru la dpt tdo.. i was accompanied by mak n husband. sakit tu mmg masih terase, tapi maybe i was too sleepy to feel it.

5th november 2012

about 4-5am, ade nurse msk bilik bgtau yg pkul7 aku kne masuk LR. mase ni i dh xtau nk gambarkan perasaan. managed to walk around the room n this is the last view i seen with dian still in my womb.

as the pain killer faded away, i dpt rase blk contractions tu. n this time, i hate it even more! kalo the previous nite the contractions tu ade jgak berhenti2 nye, kali ni non-stop.. sakit all the way n its so painful! time tu doctor dtg n check bukaan dh 3cm. about 9.++am, aku tumpas ditgn epidural.. n thanks to epidural la, i once again dpt berehat dgn tenang. 

about 12 something, nurse plak dtg utk check bukaan. kali ni dh 5cm. but i suddenly can feel the pain kne seluk. mase tu blurr kjap. bkn ke i shouldnt feel a thing bile dh amik epidural? so i asked the nurses. dorg kate lebih bagus dpt rase so i can feel the urge to push. but thats not what i've prepared for. i dh set dlm otak baik pnye yg once i amik epidural, i should not feel any pain.

so selepas 5cm, the pain just getting more obvious. i pon start la rase xpuas hati. tp nak buat cane kan, xkan nk cucuk epidural skali lagi. around 1pm nurse check lagi bukaan n guess what, dh 8cm. to me, that was quite fast. patut la rase sakit bebeno.. kan org slalu ckp, rase nk bersalin ni mcm rase nk terberak. honestly, i rase bkn stakat nk berak, nk kencing sume ade. its like, semuanya nk keluar! sempat i marah kan suami sbb xpanggil nurse. i actually nk tanye nurse i bole gi berak ke sbb i mmg dh xtahan sgt. rupe2 nye ade nurse kt blkg aku. patut la husband terkebil2 mase kne marah. hahaha.. sian die. 

tp yg xbest nye, nurse tu bole bantai borak plak mase aku sakit gile tu. time tu xpuas ati gak la sbb mase org tgh sakit, ko pay attention la skit. kalo ko tu cikgu ke, kerani ke, aku paham la. ni nurse, so calm me down la. do something ke ape2. haihhhhh..

bile dh bukak 9cm, ade pulak term atas dh bukak, bwh blom. time tu i just tunggu signal diorg suruh push je sbb dh xtahan sgt dh. mase tu doctor pun xde. cume ade la nurse yg nmpk mcm boss skit (mayb the midwife) dtg n menenangkan i. die puji la kate cpt bukak la, senang bukak la. mase i bgtau die i rase nk berak pon die kate berak je. jgn malu2. n i was like? eh, bole ke? nnt baby kne taik kang.. hehehe.. lepas die kate kepala dh rase, nurse tu terus bg green lite. die kate kalo nk push, push je.. time tu i dh xfikir doctor ade ke x. sampai je contractions, i terus push sekuat hati. 

tgh2 struggle tu, bole plak dgr baby org bilik sebelah pnye suara. haittt... org sebelah dh bersalin aku blom lg. so thats inspired me to keep on pushing. neighbour sebelah tu plak rupenye gune doctor same, so siap je sebelah sane, dr. mazita dtg nk settle kan i plak. so on 1.35pm, i safely gave birth to my daughter.

meet..

noor dian medina binti mohd noor azam

05112012

monday

1335hr

3.37kg

56cm

mode of delivery : normal with assistant of kiwi vacum

overall, i suke experience bersalin ni. nak2 lagi first time. it really means alot to me. bile kenang kan bersalin n tgk dian skrg, omg.. mcm xpercaya je i berjaya keluar kan dian yg skrg bulat2 tu secara normal. alhamdulillah.. semuanya kerana izin allah. 

skrg, dian dh berjaya menggulingkan badan cume apabila die nk carik susu dia. hahaha.. carik nenen sampai terbalik. tp, die bkn tau die nk berguling pon. she's just driven to roll over sbb she's looking for her favorite nipple. alhamdulillah jgak, so far i still manage to breast feed her. cume harap production susu xberkurang sbb i dh start kje. aminnn..

mari nyanyi : bulat kecil, bulat kecil, bulat la besar..