Tuesday, March 6, 2012

you, me and baby

it has been our third month of marriage.. alhamdulillah, we're happy being married to each other.. few people been asking, "dah ade isi?". pstu aku tgk badan sendiri.. patut la org tanye. peningkatan nye sgt drastik! 

ade isi ke x, xmenjadi persoalan bagi ku *cecececeh* yg penting semua ketentuan tuhan aku turuti *cececececeh lagi skali*. Allah knows whats best for me.. Allah knows whats best for me and azam. Allah knows whats best for our life..

period has been late. patut dh period bulan 2 hari tu.. im feeling something. but i hope its not it. i mean, not now. ramai yg ckp, we should plan accordingly ikut financial. its not that im against it, but im very sure with what Allah has planned for me and azam, cantik2.. anak itu rezeki. and rezeki itu xsemestinya duit. doa doa dan doa, insyallah selagi kite bersyukur, Allah xlupe kan kite.  

frankly, i blom puas berjalan dan lakukan aktiviti bini org yg blom beranak.. i mean, there's so many other things that i wanted to do. but if "melekat" what do u expect me to do? terima dgn perut tgn yg terbuka.

gulp...

actually xsuke nk tulis pasal ni.. but this is how i feel at the mo.. rase cam nk buat UPT sbb dh lambat.. selera has been crazy lately. perut dh mcm pregnant 17bulan *ok, tipu*. tp another side of me keep saying "no, not yet.. u hv yet to do this, u hv yet to do that". ok, terase diri ini mcm donald duck.. tp lately, i've staring at babies like crazy jgak.. dgr kawan2 sembang tp mate tgk baby.. lagi2 baby comel, dlm otak msti dok fikir "tah2 baby aku pun comel mcm baby ni". dan2 mkn pun aku careful.. nk minum soft drinks fikir 2-3kali pstu mcm ade tamparan dipipi, "kau ingat kau pregnant?!".

and another thing bile terfikir yg diri ini pregnant, terus tgk calendar n start kire gune jari.. if pregnant skrg bersaling, bulan 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11? uwaaaa... blom cukup setahun aku kawin!!! mane la bole.. <--- org yg meroyan n bercakap sambil lue yg diri tu ade tuhan. again, tuhan jgak yg sedap kan hati aku.. 

phewww... nk terase terluah ke xeh perasaan lepas tulis ni? dada berdegup2.. perut membesar2.. 

sekian! (tanda seru)


i comel so kalo i pregnant mesti i comel mcm miranda kerr.. 
*lari laju*

9 comments:

LisaLisut said...

heheh pray all the best for you and others.insyaallah. lek luuuuuuu ;p
perbincangan lanjutan sila ke persatuan haha

amy fahmi said...

fira!!! this moment i terbayang u melekat then i takde kawan da nak risau sama2 bout this issue.
bak kata lisa, segala kemajuan sila umumkan segera kepada persatuan. sekian.

Renee Meow said...

i doakan the best for u babe... :D kalau ada, ada..kalau xde, enjoy dulu..heheeeee.. ;p

fira. said...

thanks lisa n renee..

btw amy, jgn la ckp mcm tu.. insyallah gap kite xjauh.. huhu.. u still have linda.. *kesat air mata*

UyaRayza said...

ok segeralah buat upt sekarang ye..i dh x mmpu nk catchup korg semua

fira. said...

uya.. nnt kjap. im not ready with the UPT. tgh bagi mase jgak ni.. *i tgh byg kan betapa berderau nye darah i mase tgk result tu nnt*

Liza Razak said...

saya dah almost 2 tahun kawin still x de baby lagi...huwaa.nanti check kat doc tau..mane tau kalau preggy :)

fira. said...

ohh liza... rezeki kamu akan smpai, insyallah.. ur baby is waiting for its turn.. semua kerja tuhan.. bersabar ye.. =)

Miss Sunshine said...

fira... nak tau tak... mula2 dulu masa confirm preggy.. kita fikir cmnerlah nak hidup dlm keadaan pregnant dgn keadaan suami jauh... kitorang honeymoon pun tak sempat pergi.. sebab lps kenduri kitorang trus bz prepare wedding cousin husband pulak...
tapi, kita percaya apa yang Allah tetapkan tu pasti ada hikmahnya..
InsyaAllah fira... just pray for the best.. Allah mendengar segala-galanya..
Nanti kalau dah buat UPT, bgtau ye.. hehe.