Tuesday, May 24, 2016

My anak-anak is a blessing

Whoaaa.. its a been a while man. Last update pasal dani masa dia 10 bulan. Sekarang si budak muhamad dani islam tu nak masuk 15 bulan dah. Cptnya masa berlalu. Cant believe now is coming towards the end of may. We're entering mid 2016 already n these kids are growing fast!!!

Dian and her school, dani and his new things everyday, they are so awesome. Macam xpercaya yg i am their mother. I actually really impress with myself. Siapa sangka akhirnya aku jd seorg mak. Bukan utk sorg tp 2 org. Masing2 dh makin besar. Sekejap lg dani pandai bercakap, time tu lg la mencabar kut.



Ok, mari celoteh psl perangai n milestone sorg persorg..

Dian aka kakak aka yanyan aka kayan

To be frank, dian ni boleh diklasifikasikan sbg pelat. Kpd mereka2 yg xbiasa, mmg agak payah nk fhm setiap butir yg keluar dr mulut dia. Cth ayat; dian rase nak makan nasi lemak dgn ayam dgn kulit yg dlm plastik merah tu boleh ke? Dlm bahasa dian, bunyik nya akan jd mcm ni "yan ase nak makan nasi lemak nang ayam nang kulit yg dlm pastik mewah tu boleh te?" Ok tu mcm xsusah sgt kan? Like last saturday, we had potluck sesh at fiena's and dian tolong masak kat dapur. Menu hari tu: lasagna roti. Soalan dian :"mak nak masak pajeti ke?". Terbahak2 aku gelak. Dh kenapa bunyik nya mcm makanan jawa??? Its spagheti dian. Se pe ge ti! Sian dian tesipu malu. Sorry...

Kat sekolah plak, dian dh xmalu2 kucen lg. Cikgu ckp dian dh xmalu2 nk bercakap. Mase cikgu bgtau tu i was like oh nooo.. aku tau sgt dian kalau dh mula bercakap jd nye mcmane. She wont stop. She just wont. But i wish her teacher a very best of luck. Harap mcmane nk handle budak xbenti nk ckp termasuk dlm salah satu kriteria utama yg perlu ada utk nk jadi cikgu tu. Alhamdulillah, dian skit xsusah utk pgi sekolah. She even love love love to go to school. bgn pagi pun senang. Totally opposite me n hubs. Our kindergarten history mmg xpatut dicontohi. Letak apa saje digate sekolah tu, kami psti peluk erat. Asalkan xperlu masuk kelas dan xpayah belajar. But dian, being to school tu semacam syok gile. Knp la aku xrase syok mcm die dulu. She made it looks so easy. Huhu.. husband n i consider it as our rezeki. We must be doing something good to deserve this. No expectation put on dian buat masa ni. Dia dpt biasa kan diri kat sekolah tu pun dah cukup baik. She did hafaz few surahs already. Xla lancar but alhamdulillah.. she's also very good at solat n wuduk too. One of the reason why PASTI is our choice.

While at home, dian loves to play with her cousins. Budak ni ada keras kapala nya jugak. Kalau dia nak tu, dia nak la. Tp kalau kena pd gaya, dia masih boleh dipujuk n dirayu. She always has that soft spot in her. In terms of surviving among her peers, i think dian has no problem with it. Mungkin sbb her physical build, i dont think people can bully her easily. She's the type that wont attack but dont mess with her. U wont want her to come near u. Ni based on my observation. So i dont worry so much when it comes to her familiarizing with her friends. Tp dian ni lambat panas. She definitely not the center of the attention. yg ni maybe dian ikut aku. Kitorg cuma duduk kat corner tgk org but we're still in the circle. Ckp psl physical build, mmg lahir nya dian ni nampak mcm menurun baka husband. Tinggi, besar, buncit. Haha.. bukan la laki aku tu keturunan nya buncit2.. tidak. Tp dian ni punye selera, adoi makkkk.. kalah aku. Aku pun mkn simple2 je. Dian punye feveret, kuah lemak ayam la, sardin la, ikan goreng la, kuey tiow goreng tu feveret, maggi kari yg pedas tu, eh semua laaa.. yg pedas2 masin2 savoury tu bg kt dia. Yg maneh mcm cake ke chocs ke sekut2 ke dia kureng. Muruku die hantu. Hahaha.. bab ni aku serba salah nk syukur ke nk redho ke camne. Sbb aku ni bkn reti masak, bkn reti mkn, dpt plak anak cenggini. Sabo je la.. tp xpe, she sihat, im a happy mom already.




Dani aka adik aka dandan aka kabi

Haha.. kabi tu tah tatau mane dpt. But i always call dani as kabi. Mcm nk panggil baby tp nahhh.. so kabi plak jd nye. Mcm pggl kucing tu, here kabi kabi kabi. Bile husband tanye ape kabi tu? Terus nyanyi kabi kushi kabi gam. Hahaha.. mslh btol mak ko ni dani. Yg bestnye bile tanya sape kabi mak, diangkat plak tu tgn nya. bg respon baik nampak nye ye dani. Bagus.. good son.

Sekarang dani dh boleh jalan, lari yg acah2 laju tp senanye xbape laju, menari stok cangkung diri cangkung diri tu, makan ape saje sbb gigi blkg atas dh nampak. Haihhh.. dah besar la anak bujang ni. Tetapi, biar pun bujang, merajuk budak ni boleh tahan gak. Lebih hebat rajuknye kalau nk dibandingkan dgn kakak. Sekali dani merajuk, abeh dilembik kan seluruh badan. Dh la dani ni minatnya lebih ke ayah, kalau kne tinggal sedihnye bukan main lagi. Mengongoi berjujuran la air mata. Sayang la sgt kt ayah tu. Mak nk peluk pun xberkesan. Foineeee..

Selera makan dani dgn dian, lebih kurang je. Cuma dani kitorg blom expose kan dia dgn makanan pedas2. Dani telan apa saje yg disuap. Kecuali yg manis2 atau masam2. Susu, alhamdulillah aku masih bg dia susu badan. Cuma baru2 ni, kitorg dh start introduce kan susu formula. Dia accept je. Stand by utk puasa sbb production dh kurang. Last timbang berat dani almost 15kg. Tp rasenye skrg dh lebih. Susuk dani pun same pesen je dgn dian. Baka ayah sgt.

Character dani sgt fun. Dgn kerinting nya, suka dia mengusik org. Angin kus2 pun boleh tahan gak. Kalau kat rumah mak tu, cuba la cousin2 dia ngusik. Xbg dia join main skali atau ape jela, confirm dikejar nya. Xkejar terang terangan, dlm diam dia attack org. Hahaha.. why la dik, why why??? Selalu kalau balik dr kerja tu, senyuman dani yg plg smpai ke telinga. Haihhh.. ilang penat kerja, penat hadap jam bile tgk dani sambut mak. Kalo dian sambut mak, sambung pnat blk sbb mulut dia bercakap kalahkan bertih jagung. Kekeke..




Having a boy and having a girl mmg berbeza sgt. Syukurnya dibagi sepasang. Dpt experience n tgk sndiri beza nk membesarkan anak laki n anak perempuan. I dont know if its because of how we raise them which we dont even notice or mmg allah dah ciptakan fitrah anak perempuan begitu and anak lelaki begini. Kalau tgk dian, dia mmg ada sopan santun, lemah gemalai, malu2 kucing nya. N dani plak org nya berani, aktif n ada nakal2 adik lelaki tu. Selalu la dua beradik ni bergusti. Walaupun si kecik tu kecik, pedulik apa dia. Apa je yg dpt dicapai mmg dia capai sepenuh perasaan. Selagi xdpt, dikejarnya org tu. Kalau berebut, sekuat hati dia pertahankan apa yg kt nak. Dian plak kalo bergusti dgn adik, penuh perasaan jgak. Tp sbb dia tau dia kakak kan, dia xbyk melawan. Kalau kne hempuk rawak dgn adik, dian xbalas. Dia cuma mengadu kat aku or hubs n walk away which thats what i always told her to do. Kalau geram atau marah jgn lawan, walk away. Penah satu hari, kuat jugak dani gigit kakak dia. Dian punye jerit, siap ketap2 gigi, tgn gigil2, lps tu die tangkap kepala dani n gave him a kiss. Ya allah, nak nangeh tgk respon dian tu. Begenang air mata dia bgtau dani, "adik!!! Knp gigit?? Tgk tgn kakak dah merah". Wuuu sedih.. terus ingat ni kalau aku n husband xde ni, harap biar lah smpai kebesar dua beradik ni mcm ni.

Watching them play n cuddle n fight n sleep n eat or whatever they do together will always makes me feel like im on top of the world. Lupa segala masalah bila dorg berdua gelak sama2. Mcm seronok nye la bermain adik beradik. Dani biar pun nakal2 manja, dia selalu kiss kakak dia walaupun mak xpasti itu kiss atau gesture apa. Selalu dani yg bgn tidur dulu. But he always go to his sister to wake her up. Nnt kang dicium bontot dian la, diusap rambut dian la, digolek2 dlm dakapan dian la. Sampai kakak dia bangun.

back to the title, my anak-anak is the true blessing Allah has given to me and im so thankful. dulu, i once afraid that i could not be the best mom. but today, i think that being a mom is something that i'll give my very best to because i just want the best for my children. for the time being, i know that i'm someone's special. to dian and dani of course. in their eyes, i see hopes, i see trust, i see sincerity and i see love. lots of love. Everyday when im driving to work or driving home, i always pray for God's protection. protecting my children is definitely. but i also pray to Allah so that He'll protect me and my husband too. we need to be here, right here for the kids. but if there is anything happen due to His will, i am absolutely redha but still im begging for Allah to always love my kids and give them mercy.



till next time.. daaa..

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