i guess its time to feel empty

gosh.. tajuk sungguh sadis n xble bla kan.. honestly, thats what i feel at the mo.. mengaku yg i excited nk memakai persalinan nikah n sanding.. setelah berdiscuss dgn vendors, i juga mengaku i excited utk duduk di thrones yg bakal direka khas utk i n azam.. well, xde la khas sgt but im sure the vendors wont repeat their designs or msti akan tuka2 color according to our theme kan.

since the time is running super fast, i've to admit one thing.. financially, its sickening too.. xde la byk sgt nk beli but i dont know.. its like never enough.. syukur byk jugak perkara2 yg dh settle.. also admit that my progress tidak la se-smooth mane sehingga xade cacat cela.. tp kite usaha n ikhtiar.. perlu diingat buat tah keberapa kali, sabar is the key.. lebih2 lagi nk kawin ni.. mcm2 dugaan dtg.. sakit, kelat, pahit utk ditelan, mencurah2 air mata memikirkan hal2 yg dtg tah dari mane2 (but thats if i think about it hard. but i wont.. its a piece of shit, it'll disappear).

owh.. cume tinggal sebulan lebih utk dikahwinkan, mendapat ibu bapa baru, kakak2 baru, anak2 buah baru n yg paling penting kehidupan yg paling baru.. new n eternity insyallah..

hurm.. blog sudah menjadi semakin boring. mari isi kan dgn checklist terlatest yg xberape best.. *tah2 ade yg xbace smpai sini pun kut sbb boring sgt*

PRE-WED

Kursus Kahwin - DONE

HIV Test - DONE

Legal Matters - PENDING

Invitation Cards - consider DONE

Prewed Photoshoot - an amateur one, DONE

NIKAH

Date - DONE (23rd December 2011)

Time - DONE (5PM)

Venue - DONE (rumah ku syurga ku)

Catering & Canopy - consider DONE (deposit paid) } Eiman Catering

Photographer - consider DONE (deposit paid) } Lampu Studio

Videographer - consider DONE (deposit paid) } LHmedia.TV

Mini Pelamin - consider DONE (deposit paid) } Package Ren da-Belleza

Candy Buffet - consider DONE (deposit paid) } Package Ren-Da Belleza

Hand Bouquet - consider DONE (deposit paid) } Package Ren-Da Belleza

TQ Tags - 200pcs consider DONE (deposit paid) Package Ren-Da Belleza

Nikah Dress - consider DONE (deposit paid /1st fitting DONE) } N.E.R

Nikah Veil - consider DONE (deposit paid /1st fitting DONE) } N.E.R

Groom's Baju Melayu - consider DONE (deposit paid /1st fitting DONE) } N.E.R

Groom's Accesories (songkok, sampin etc) - PENDING

MUA - consider DONE (deposit paid) } Aim Azam

Guests Doorgift - DONE

Hantaran Deco - consider DONE

Barang Hantaran - PENDING

PA System (optional) - PENDING

Bilik Pengantin - PENDING

SANDING

Date - DONE (24th december 2011)

Time - DONE (11am-5pm)

Venue - DONE (Dewan Serbaguna IPK S'gor)

Catering - consider DONE (deposit paid) } Eiman Catering

Photographer - consider DONE (deposit paid) } Lampu Studio

Videographer - consider DONE (deposit paid) } LHmedia.TV

Pelamin etc - consider DONE (deposit paid) } Package Suri Weddings

Wedding Attire- consider DONE (deposit paid) } Package Suri Weddings

MUA - consider DONE (deposit paid) } Package Suri Weddings

Handbouquet - PENDING 

Guest's Doorgift - consider DONE

PA System - PENDING

Preparation Room - consider DONE 

Entertainment - PENDING

Miscellaneous

Shoes - DONE

Baju Family - DONE

MOH & BOH - MOH DONE

Make Up for Family (optional) - PENDING

Flower Girls & Boy's Attire - PENDING

Deco Deco Deco - consider DONE (on going process) } DIY

= 10 more pending items

lets go go go!!

si penyedap hati dikala stress

monolog sendiri

"i've done my best. semua akan ok, semua akan cantik, insyallah.. insyallah.."