7 months until our wedding day!

until we officially be mr. and mrs. azam..

hehehe.. amacam? cun xgambar diatas? buruk, i know. of all 400++ pictures i cume berjaya edit 12 je. gosh.. sape kate kje edit senang. dh la cume jd 12 n xberape nk lawa plak tu. dh pagi baru i realized, apsal la i xedit sume in the same tone. ni ade yg merah la, ade yg kelabu la. 

hurm.. sebenarnye, i have to admit that the selected pictures adalah sgt limited. ini disebabkan cuzen i yg lebih cenderung ke arah stop motion video berbanding still picture. but anyway, stop motion sgt bagus. its like another option utk kite yg xmampu nk buat pre-wed video. roughly i've seen the storyline. sebagai pelakon i rase terharu. im glad i took masscomm mase study dulu. xsangka boleh dibanggakan idea i. hahaha.. i bangga dgn diri sendiri cz everytime i tgk the rough stop motion video i gelak sorg2. 

nway, baru la i tau betapa susahnye posing amik gambar ni. nasib jugak my cuzzie tu cenderung ke stop motion cz every single picture snapped adalah diambil tanpa kite tau. its like xde la org tu nk kire "1, 2, 3" n kite pun penat standby senyum. we just be in character or ourselves (in my case im a gf yg dibawa picnic oleh bf die, i love taking picture [lah sgt] n my bf surprise me)

sweet kan? biase la. i mmg sweet2 je. =P but azam? sweet? haih.. xaku yg stand by sume. but im glad he gives me his cooperation walaupun hakikatnye die sgt playful smpai rase nk smack down je. aksi2 smack down pun ade but i xtau cane nk edit. insyallah bile my cuzzie dh siap kan the stop motion video i'll share.

btw, i pun nk share about my props jgak. honestly bile i bgn pagi smlm im more excited on setting up the place rather than nk amik2 gambar.

these are some of my props.

believe it or not, sume bende diatas cost me less than rm20. yupp, thats including the cakes. hahaha.. the cakes, sgt instant ok. i dgn my another cuzen elya, kitorg main tipu. we actually didnt bake the cakes. we want to but i sgt malas. end up we drive to the shop beli butter, kek butter dlm plastic RM3.60 tu n cupcakes yg mcm jual kt org roti naik motor tu sepuluh, RM2.60. smpai rumah, buat icing, transfer cup cupcakes n deco! hehe.. sorry la, i main tipu. actually xla sweet sgt kan. tu pun i budget nk beli kek pisang but rupenye kek pisang lg mahal. =P

then i have the honey jars. tu adik i dpt dr kenduri sape tah. its so small yet very cute. how i wish it is bigger but xpela. so since mereka kcik so i used all of it. sume pun i ikat cap die guna tisu paper =P n another layer of tulle. tampal my date on it sticker n siap! the flowers beli kt seri muda pagi tu. setangkai RM1.20 n i just bought 2tangkai. pasu, pasu mak. =P books, mostly by sophie kinsella n marian keyes, my sister's favorite menjadikan buku2 itu juga hasil pinjaman tanpa izin i dgn my sister yg tgh berseronok2 di UK. the camera, nikon yg sgt classic. gune kodak tu. my adik beli tp xgune so i tolong gune kan. 

so, here are the rest of the photos yg i dh edit. more to come but mungkin lmbt. n mungkin jgak yg lain xakan dipublish. cukup2 la yg skrg ni. u guys in fact have seen it all now. 

conclusion : we enjoyed this session very much. thanks to imin, my cuzen as the photographer. it all went very smooth n full with laughter. i know that i can always believe in imin even tho die slalu ckp yg die xbrape terer. but hey cuzen, just check out those pictures! im so happy with the outcome. non of us are professional but im so satisfied. in fact i wish i can do more after this. =) credit juge kpd my cuzie cum besties, elya. she support me all the way. dari menyediaan props hingga ke hari shooting tu sendiri. sgt baik menyediakan tisu. owh, kalo xde elya pun i mati. adik2 yg sedia membantu. TQVM. korg jd budak suruhan angkat2 barang. sorry la gua marah2 korg. mau xmarah, korg gua angkut tp nk angkat barang skit. huhuhu..

so, thats it ladies. habis satu chapter. my DIY pre-wed photos. lepas ni kne stand by utk wedding photoshoot plak. yikes!

im such a good actor

hahaha.. tajuk.. mane xnye.. i menjiwai watak i utk my prewed photoshoot td sepenuh hati tau. all thanks tu cuzen imin, azam n supporters yg sudi memberi kerjasama. ye karenah saye ni mmg ala2 hindustan bak kate azam. but hey, cpt sumpah yg kau xsuke experience td! (kata fira kpd azam)

finally the photoshoot berlangsung secara aman damai kat taman section 10 shah alam. memule kitorg dh gi dh tasik section 4 but end up kate situ mcm ade group of student tgh melakukan sesi ape tah xtau. so, sgt la xprivasi. we end up ke tmn sec10 td. 

so dearies, memandangkan gambar i pun diamik oleh adik2 study uitm je lg n xkhatam pun lagi hal2 camera2 ni, so i pun xnk presure byk2 n just enjoy the shoot. edit pun i edit sendiri. but maybe more coming soon from cuzzie kut. =) mlm td pun i tdo lmbt utk siap kan props. seriously i nk share dgn u girls psl my props. psl my photos tu later2 la eh..

i think im gonna share my favorite photo first while i edit2 lg gambar yg lain. ni pun masih rehat2. kitorg gerak about 10am td. start about 11am n finish around 1pm. hehehe.. sepintas kilat kan. tu pun sbb kami xbyk idea. =(

so, enjoy this first ya.. there are more photos to come. hehehe.. sorry, i xreti main teaser2 but i do have a surprise. hihihi.. apekah?? nnt i bgtau eh..

entry on props are coming up next.. hope u enjoy ur weekend too!! 

HEART!

suatu pagi jumaat

Ya Allah, cepatnye dh jumaat semula. ingat lagi last week. time ni i tgh susah hati mengenang masalah dh selesai ke blom. syukur, semua dh selamat. kereta je xdpt2 lg. mungkin kne sabar lg? haih.. kalo xnk sabar abis tu nk buat ape? merempan? no no no..

0700 Hour - 20/05/2011

pagi ni i bgn awal sgt. 7am tu kire awal bg i.. *haih, psni nk kne training bgn subuh* maybe sbb knowing that i want to have enough time main dgn mimi, mata n body automatic bgn sndiri. lps mndi je i terus pggl mimi main kt bilik i. alahai, kalo dgr die jerit memang annoying sgt. mcm nk cili2 je mulut die. but, xkan tegarnye makcik mithali nk cili mulut princess die kan. 

mimi, kaklin n abg faiz will fly to uk pkul 3pm ni. obviously i xdpt nk hntr diorg gi airport. mujur jgak aku xhntr, kalo xmau banjir pulak klia tu. i doakan diorg selamat pergi n selamat blk. hopefully they enjoy their trip n have a wonderful journey. katenye akan ke belgium jgak. well, have fun all of u!

last pic with mimi.. bye2 syg, see u in 2weeks.. =(

0745 Hour - 20/05/2011

nway, besides having my final hours with mimi this morning, i sempat online tgk video tg. zawyah kawin hari tu. kebetulan OV mereka same dgn OV i. congratz en. Lukman, your profile is getting better now. alhamdulillah, im happy for u n proud of u too.. =)

again, i xtau mcmane nk share but u guys can check it out [here] *kalo nk ajar saya mcmane nk upload pun ok.. =) *. i somehow found that the couple is sooo sweet despite their ages. pendek kate mmg ngam sgt. sambil tu sempat lg pk how lucky their sons are. dpt mak tiri siti nurhaliza. bapak tiri, org kaya sabah. just hope that they are also happy with them too. insyallah..

aww... they are super sweet.. padan kan kan..
source : mstar

2115-0005 Hours - 19/05/2011-20/05/2011

blk kje smlm azam fetched me n kitorg straight pgi dating kat al-rafi sec13. azam had his nasi beriani n i only had my roti boom. mkn skit je.. the rest azam yg habis kan. kinda distracted with the movie x-men they were playing on the tv. lepas habis mkn i ajak azam gi carik brg kt kdai stationery near by our house. n guess what ya'll, i dh start DIY-ing my preweds props!

actually i buat yg simple2 je. something yg mungkin bole pakai lagi mase our big day nnt. so basically, im pretty ready with the preweds weekend ni. insyallah, kalo xde ape2 halangan. =)

nota sains : 5tars (Nik Erwan Roseli, Hatta Dolmat, Rizman Ruzaini, Zery Zamry n Hazwani Othman) will be having their Raya Fashion Show on this 26th May @ KL Tower. Im sure its gonna be a blast! they are inviting all of us to preview their collections. how i wish i bole pgi to give support to my dear designer. nway, nk merasa gak baju raya designer kan (cite mcm la poket kau xtetas lagi) but nway, u might not know. tgk la mcm baju nikah i.. bongkak xnk bertanye smpai konon ingat la mahal beriban mintak service designer2 ni. rupenya xpun. so, my bad disitu. mujur dapat hidayah dan petunjuk. hihi.. however event ni will be happening at 2.30pm n on thursday. kalo la convec ni bapak aku punye, confirm aku gi wehh.. tp malangnya tidak. xpela, all the best to them. to those yg xde buat ape tu, dipersilakan pergi.. for more info, can check out their [fb] =)

a new day - time to move on

first of all, i'd like to thank all friends yg memberi kata2 mukadimah n semangat pade i on the last entry. ok, i xnk grieving lagi. i tetap positive yg bende ni akan settle. i even dh pledge to myself yg bnde ni akan settle on so n so date. but then i xla strict sgt. there are things yg i have to leave it to God cause only he knows best. with my little effort n doa, i hope God will help me n show me the way. dear friends, pray for me also eh?

so, hal smlm blom settle lagi. cume dh nmpk commitment yg the other party xsenang duduk nk selesai kan hal ni cpt. ye la, diorg yg bergaye pakai alarm bagai, kite yg nk angkat kete baru plak sangkut. sabar je la.. bile berjumpe dgn org tu smlm i can see sadness in azam's face. muke die mcm dh putus harapan n xtau nk ckp ape dh. kalo nk tau, azam kalo bole mmg nk pakai kete baru before our wedding. before this die sgt confident n excited nk bwk i naik kete tu. smpai mase test drive pun actually die nk gi rumah i tp i yg xde kt rumah. *sobs*

tp tu la, mungkin ni sume dugaan kan. rasenye azam dh start to accept n working his level best jgak to settle everything. so do i. seronok sgt bile die layan i tgk cite hikayat merong mahawangsa gune youtube smlm. hahaha.. n die buat byk lawak international jgak. cume bile die sebut pasal kete like "kalo xminggu dpn i dh pakai kete baru dh", yg tu i sentap. mcm nk makan jari sendiri je bile die ckp mcm tu. tp xpe, i xblame die. i pun actually keep telling myself the same thing.

skrg ni hari2 i bgn pagi i ade hope. hope nk dgr yg that other party dh beres kan all the outstanding so that the system will start cleaning up azam's name ASAP. apart from that, wedding preps i tetap i akan jalan kan. i know azam akan jadi sgt marah kalo die tau i xde mood nk buat bende i ske buat semate2 sbb mslh2 mcm ni. die keep telling me that this is not my fault for me to tanggung. i know. but i just want to tanggung cz i feel so bad for him.

ok la, kate xmo grieving tp 4 paragraph jgak kan. now, can i get my pre-wed photoshoot mood back? ok, go! 

so the other day i dh discuss dgn my adik2 on my plan. thank god they are willing to help. kje mereka adalah utk mengumpulkan props utk i. i dont need to buy much. trying to utilize things yg kitorg dh ade. pretty sure on the concept already. pik-a-nic of cz. reason, murah, senang dan cepat. mmg confirm sume cake stand mak, table cloth mak n candle2 mak kitorg angkut. sorry mak.. spot pun dh confirm. dkt shah alam area jgak. 

my first adik pun siap dh survey kan tpt mane nk beli this n that. n skrg i just cant wait for our "we" time with adik2 to kumpul2 all the props. *sejuk perut aku bile adik sendiri pun turut excited utk aku. nk pujuk aku la tu cz 2-3hari ni aku kemurungan hal kereta tu*. in fact kalo bawak ramai2 skit entourage xla segan sgt kan kt tpt public. nk posing2 lagi. alahai..

so nnt bile bahan2 i dh siap i share kayh? *hey, tgk.. mood i dh swing la!*

source : [here]

source : google

=)

pre-wed photoshoot ideas

insyaallah next weekend me n azam akan buat pre-wed photoshoot kami melalui seorg hamba Allah sorg ni. siapakah yg bakal menjadi photographer? jeng jeng jeng.. malu la nk ckp. nnt la kayh? yg penting skrg mcmane nk amik gmbr ni? i have like 5days to do all the preps. theme/concept pun xfikir lg. spjg sesi menggoogle, i found that there are things in common utk semua pics yg i bukak. 

i suke mcm ni

mcm ni

n mcm ni

simple2 je kan.. well, kami mmg xreti pose. bukan xnk amik gambar gempak2 bertema2 bagai. nak tp xreti. serious malu tahap bole keluar api (??). kalo ikut ticker we have like 7months something until our wedding day. ade gak terfikir mcm its too early to do pre-wedding. ape kan daya, time bukan ikut time saye. ini time sgt limited. xpela, amik je dulu. publishnye kemudian.

the venue

nway, skrg i sgt2 xtau nk bervenue dimana. shah alam mmg ade tasik. byk tasik. smpai xtau mane nk pilih n smpai dh boring la.. kalo putrajaya.. hurm.. panas kut. bukit cherakah.. maybe.. morib.. owh.. tmpat main ku mase zaman kcik2. jeez.. serious xtau nk pilih tpt mane satu. i never like been to these place utk membayangkan keadaan sebenar. kalo dekat2 tu xpe lagi. ni kalo jauh sgt la membuang mase serta duit minyak. eh, how about tasik klcc eh? *pahal aku asik pk tasik je ni* haaa... taman burung pun mcm best. alahai... i ni reti list je. suh pilih i mmg xreti.

the props

ni pun same. i rase i ni lebih pade tamak daripada xde idea. konon nk bwk balloon, picnic props, cotton candies, payung, easel, papan hitam, papan putih, layang2, ice cream, board dam, twister mat, air sparkling, arghh... byk la!

the wardrobe
hurm.. yg ni pun susah gak. xpasal2 azam nye baju plak yg i rase dh settle. tp utk i, i xtau nk pakai ape. dress ke, jeans ke, baju kurung ke baju kebaya ke... *sigh*

photoshoot session dh kawin lg senang dari pre-wed. geram nye!!!