Jenis Baju Kurung Wanita 2016

Pejam celik pejam celik, kita dah nak jumpa syawal lagi. Ganti puasa tahun lepas pun xsettle lagi. But I don’t mind. Nasib puasa last year hutang seminggu je (+/-) sbb time tu pregnant with Dani so org mengandung kalau puasa paham2 je la kan. Ingat lagi, puasa tahun lepas minggu pertama je rajin prepare juadah buka puasa. Well, tahun ni nnt ntah mcmane pulak la agaknye ye.

Being the mom in the family, harus la kerja ai jadi tukang fikir nak pakai baju raya camne tahun ni.. fikir nye berbulan2. Decide nye tak jugak. Sekejap kang nak warna brown, sekejap kang nak warna maroon, sekejap kang nak warna chrome. Haha.. abeh kalau suami tu bole ikut je pilihan kite ni xpe gak. Ini macam2 dia consider. Eh, macam dia plak pompan. Nasib baju lelaki mmg pesen tu tu je. Tak macam baju kite orang perempuan. Macam-macam pesen, macam-macam cutting, macam-macam brand kan.

Dari first time raya dengan suami, aku perati je brand2 yang ada kat pasaran. Kalau xdulu sebelum kawin, mane pakai baju jenama2 designer ni. Xde makna! Pakai la baju cap pkns pun, bedal je. Tp skrg, cap pkns pon dah ade cap mohor die tau. Harga die jgn buat main. Tu yang baik aku beli baju raya cap designer je. Lawa pun lawa, glamer pun glamer, harga lebih kurang, gosok saje poket pak banker, insyallah, bergaya la kite raya tahun ni ye.. muahahaha!!!

So, agak2 raya tahun ni kita nak pakai baju cemana ye? Warna tu, leave it behind dulu. Skrg fikir jenis baju kurung wanita yang agak-agaknya in n sesuai dipakai masa raya pertama, kedua dan ketiga nnt. Hehe..

Baju kurung peplum ni dah penah pakai. Some say that peplum is so yesterday. But not for me. Peplum ni, boleh buat kita nampak curvilicious jgak. Banyak designer yg still buat baju cutting peplum ni. Reason being, sbb dia still in la kan. Rase sopan santun bile pakai peplum. Maybe sbb kain die flowy2 kut.

Kat atas ni baju kurung moden. One of my favourite. Hehehe.. padahal kurung moden ni jalan paling selamat kut. Tak tau dah nak pakai baju mcmane, buat kurung moden je la. Tp bahaya kurung moden ni, kalo makan terover dose skit, kantoi babat xdapat dibendung. Hahaha.. xpe, kita dah puasa sebulan, chances utk babat run wild adalah tipis (yeke???)

Haaa perasan xlast year tetibe ada pesen baju baru. Ada panggil ‘cape’ ada panggil ‘bat sleeve’. Cantik sgt!!! Aku pun suke. Fefeeling pgi event datok datin gitu. Tp mandang kan hakikat nye aku bukan datok datin, pangkat mak je baru, mmg xsesuai la gaya gini. Sesak nafas dian dani kne kibai2 dgn mak dorg nanti. Unless tetibe dpt jemputan open house kat JW Marriot, mau gak aku try gaya ni.

Kurung tradisional, kebaya, kedah, kurung Pahang, kebarung tu mmg xdapat disangkal. Thats all time favourite. Ada terfikir nak berkebaya tahun ni. Tp mcm xbrape comfortable kalau kain baju tu too body hugging. Kite ni mak menyusu badan. Loose tu selesa tp kalau xde shape sgt pun, sedih jugak. Hahaha.. confuse la aku! Memohon, banyak la designer yang release baju raya dorg awal tahun ni. Release lambat2 kang aku rugi sbb dh beli baju lain awal. Kalau nak suruh aku beli last minit plak kang rugi jgak kalau dibuat yg direlease hujung2 tu xberkenan dihati. Yang berkenan plak dah kehabisan stok. Huhu.. mati!!!!

Dani oh Dani

Dani Islam si jantung hati.. dh nak masuk setahun mak baru nk update psl adik? Ampun kan mak..

Setakat entry ni dibuat, umur dani masih 10 bulan dan beberapa minggu, mak lost count. Pokoknya, masuk bulan 2 ni, anak mak dah 11 bulan. Tinggal satu bulan je nk tukar status. Pejam celik pejam celik sgt la membesar kan anak kedua ni. Xterkejor. Xterblog! Hahaha.. mungkin sbb masa yg ada mmg diguna sepenuhnya utk family. Langsung xsempat nk fikir "owh, i should blog this. Owh.. this deserve an entry. Owh, i should save this in my blog". No way huawei best wei lah nak pk smpai kesitu. Koman2 pun update kt setagram, tu je.

Anyway, dani dah ada 5 batang gigi. 3 atas, 2 bawah. Dh xlayan ok bubur2, nestum2 cerelac ni. Sumbat je die mkn nasik, insyallah senyap la die. Rase nye, dani ni terel mengunyah di awal usia la jgak. Kemain sgt. Xkan dh bole sumbat sambal ni dik? Hahaha.. jenuh la wan kamu nk masak sup je nk kasi cucu teruna sorg ni mkn.

Susu, masih fully breastfeed. Alhamdulillah.. rezeki masih ada. Tu pun org nye bkn minum byk pun. According to mak n my maid, susu dani laku time die nk tdo je. Kalo x, boh layan.. -_____-

Jalan, blom lagi. Merangkak laju. Habis segala ceruk pelusuk diteroka. Mcm buldozer. Main gelek je xkira ade basikal ke, ade kain baju mak br lipat ke, ade mainan ke kat lantai tu, walaupun ade mak bergelimpangan dihadapan sekali pun, itu bkn penghalang. Gelek tetap gelek. Ngucap panjang mak. Bab merambat2 pun dia la no. 1. Paut kat coffee table insyallah, dapat la tawaf selamat dtg dgn tawaf selamat tinggal. Nak2 kalo atas meja ada objek2 menarik, lagi die naik syeikh. Panjat tangga pun dh hebat. Mak berserah je la dik. Mintak tolong Allah sentiasa tgk2 kan adik. Lindungi adik. Mak kat opis, xdpt jaga adik. Kalo mak kat rumah pun, mmg mak xtermenang tgn la mengejar awak. Harap tuhan tabah kan mak.

Kegemaran, ape ye.. hahaha.. tatau. Dulu die suke tgk upin ipin. Mak ayah pun record la upin ipin sesiri dua. Pandai bosan agaknya anak aku ni. Asik2 pusing episod same, die pun naik jemu. Dah mak nak buat cemane dik, astro ceria balik2 main episod harta karun. Sampai kitorg anak beranak pun dh tercakap bahasa pulu pulu dek kerana kerap sgt layan upin ipin yg itu.

Last timbang dani mase nk masuk 10bulan hari tu kut. Berat dani 10kg lebih je. Steady la mak dukung sebelah tgn sambil bancuh susu kakak. No hal. Alah bisa tegal biasa. Syukur sgt dani ni pesen nye easy baby. Muke sebedek xde perasaan xkira apa yg sedang terjadi disekeliling. Tp bile die dh senyum, allah mak.. cair mak. Hemsem sgt mak rase. Kalo adik gelak mengkekek2 lagi la comel.

Org kate dani ni byk ikut muka side ayah. Physically, u dont look much like me. Xpela, mak dh sapu bersih muka kakak. Smpai ada org kata kakak dian tu versi mak reborn. Hahaha.. gasak kan. Tp adik ni jenis watlekwatpis mcm mak kut. Suke control2 macho.. eh, mak suke control macho ke? Tetibe..

Xsabar nak tunggu dani cpt jalan. Nak bawak dani jalan2 naik aeroplane. Msti seronok. Dani kan anak lelaki harapan. Gentleman sgt bile kne marah pun muke control2 xmo nangis. Tp bibir dh cebik. Well, anak jantan mane bole nangis kan. Xsangka, baby2 pun dh tau gitu ye. Hebat btol ciptaan Allah. Effective btol hormon lelaki dani. Dh la kuat mengusik jgak. Kadang kalo main dgn dian, mak mampu menonton je. Koser la nk leraikan org yg tgh syok bergusti. Nasib dani wrestler berbakat kategori lightweight. Ape sgt setakat kena henyak dgn kakak. Die balas balik rilek dgn senyuman. Phewwwww.. *mak lap peluh

Rutin harian yg kne ulang alik pegi kje pastu menguruskan budak 2 org mmg meletihkan. Dh la dua2 tgh dlm fasa yg sgt memerlukan perhatian. Dian yg dh start sekolah lagi. Nevertheless, mmg enjoy berikan dorg perhatian n kasih syg yg dorg mau n perlukan. Tdo smbil kne peluk dgn dua org budak pun bole buat mak relax aftr a looong day at work and doing chores for our next day necessities. Kalo malam ni mak xbasuh baju dian gosok baju dian, esok nya dian nk pakai baju apa pgi sekolah? Kalo malam ni mak xcuci botol susu dani, esoknya dani nak pakai botol susu yg mane? Gitu mentaliti mak2 skrg. Malas cemane pun tetap la digagahkan. I think i must credit myself for all these effort. I wasnt like this before, i swear. Skrg semua nya rajin semuanya mampu semuanya boleh buat demi anak2. Time ni la rase justin bieber diperlukan utk nyanyi lagu never say never kat celah telinga.

Anyway dh terlajak bebel. Meh tepek2 skit gambar dani sbg pemanis entry kali ni..

Till then, ttyl..

1st entry 2016 // dian's 1st school experience

Ok, mari gagahkan diri utk karang seketul entry dan dipost dgn jayanya utk tahun 2016 ni. Yes, mmg malas tahap gaban nak update blog skrg. Kasihankan anak kedua sbb xbyk coretan nk dicoret psl dia. Kalau dulu, pantang org tu pandai skit, updateeeeee.. mkn skit, updateee.. hahaha.. tp dani mmg sempoi org nye. Xmengharapkan perhatian mcm si kakak. Gigih la mak main geletek2 awak, sudahnye awak mcm lg gembira kunyah remote dari bergurau senda dengan mak. Sobss.. maybe its not me, its you. Hehehe..

So calendar 2015 pun dh boleh campak ke tong. Mase utk tukar table calendar baru. Yg lebih clear dan bersih, blom diconteng2. As the years goes by, anak yg dulu nya cuma pandai merangkak, skrg dh pandai menapak masuk gate sekolah. On 6th jan 2016, my very 1st child was sent to school. Ohhh how time flies. Experience hantar anak buat pertama kali kesekolah mmg xkan boleh dapat dilupakan sampai bile2.

Dian was sent to PASTI al-quds when she was only 3 years 1 month and several weeks old. I know, too baby to go to school. But to me, its now or never. Kehkeh.. mcm tahun dpn xde tadika. Tp dian seorg yg bright, i can tell. Cume nak asah tu xreti mcmane. Mak ayah dian mmg dh menyimpang jauh. Xde langsung tokoh nk mengajar tu mengalir dlm darah kami. Alhamdulillah skrg dian dah nampak progress nya.

Masa hari pertama, mmg dian extra extra clingy. Pantang mak amik setapak langkah kebelakang, melompat die nk peluk mak die. Like it or not, i've to leave her crying with the teachers. Perasaan mak2 mase hari pertama anak sekolah dlm sejarah hidup die, cuma tuhan dan mak2 je yg tahu rasanya. Teruja, berdebar, sedih, terharu, takut, memacam la.. saat nak amik die balik sekolah adalah yg plg ditunggu2. Excited nye nk amik anak tu smpai mcm nk tanye die hows school 80juta kali. Nasib anak tu pandai sound "kan dah tanya. Cukupppp.." hahaha.. mak nenek sgt anak aku ni. Mementang dh pgi sekolah satu hari.

Hari kedua dan ketiga hantar dian kesekolah, kena bencinta skit. Nak ajak die mandi tu allah makkkk.. abes mase utk slow talk dgn die je. Hari ke4 dan seterusnya alhamdulillah, dian sndiri yg salam dan cium mak die n tinggal kan mak tanpa pandang2 belakang *lap air mata.

Kalau tanya dian belajar ape kat sekolah td, jwpan die msti abc. Dari hari pertama xpnah tukar jawapan lain. Haihhh.. urut dada mak. Tp sedar xsedar, die rupenya dah bole beza kan a besar dan a kecik. Huruf2 lain mak blom test power. But insyallah, she's catching up. Bravo dian! Diam xdiam alif ba ta pun dah makin lancar walaupun ada huruf2 yg mcm xde dlm senarai but its ok. Graf progress menaik. Daripada zero, mak ayah yg xpenyabo ni xreti nak ajar cemane, skrg dian dh mula berisi skit. Im so proud!!!!

Dah almost 2 minggu dian sekolah, harap dian xjemu. I'll stick to my promise, insyallah.. biasala, bile time pujuk tu bermacam2 janji mak kne taburkan. Insyallah dian, will make it true. =)

babywearing me - SNUGGBABY

holaa!! boss xde so nak update blog.

many things going on around me lately. tatau nak share yg mane dulu. tp rasenye bole la nak share pasal my new outing gear. 

kalo before this sorong zapp xtra tu je kehulu kehilir. skrg anak dh dua xkan nak beli satu lg quinny? sudah2 la tu. dian being the 1st owner of the stroller refuse to share it with dani. haaa.. i guess itu la makan die bile dari kecik dh ajar anak dok stroller sampai xbole jejak tanah. skrg pun kalo jalan2 dgn dian, 5 minit je die nk menapak. or less.. lepas tu xpayah diajak2. terus panjat stroller duduk diam2.

so last week, we decided to have a night stay at PNB Darby Park. actually dpt voucher one night complimentary hasil tangkapan lucky draw kat opis ari tu. alhamdulillah.. rezeki bebudak. being to Kuala Lumpur is like being to another state for me n husband. mmg rare la kalo nk jejak kaki kt KL nun. before pgi tu berdoa la supaya dikurangkan jerebu. alhamdulillah, jumaat mase check in the haze was not so bad n mase check out tghari tu je jerebu start menyerang cam onggile.

Since we're in KL harus la tpt yg dituju ialah petronas twin tower. dah sampai tu keras kejung tatau nak buat ape. so kitorg terus ke kampung baru carik nasi lemak for dinner. tapau je la since the hotel mmg spacious + complete + generous and so cosy smpai rase xmo keluar. we like our suite so much smpai rase mcm nak repeat stay. 

night view from our suite *KLCC dicelah2 Troika*

spjg berjalan, i put on my SSC which we just bought at fabulous mom few days before.

meet bitty. SSC from snuggbaby which as to date, i love it very much. beli dekat fabulousmom shah alam with discounted price. berbaloi2. mase pgi beli ni xbawak dani pun. padahal mmg dari rumah. xde nye nak testdrive2. pgi FM, tanye counter n terus nampak kotak2 snuggbaby memanggil2. memule xnampak pun design bitty ni. sanggup alih kan kotak2 semata nk tgk gambar design yg available. my bitty is the last they have in store. yg lain corak katun2 bunga2. nahhh.. aku ni asik terbayang kalau pakai SSC nnt ssh nak nampak hot. inikan corak katun. lg la. mase nak beli snuggbaby ni ade gak la pandang boba n onya. tp xpela. mari sokong local brand. so rezeki kami ade si bitty ni or kalau tidak, msti aku pakai dani dlm SSC corak katun2. 

my verdict : berbaloi gak la berbabywearing ni. sekurang2 nye sorg anak disorong sorg lagi digendong. mase pakai SSC ni gi KLCC pun dani tdo. pgi Avenue K pun tdo lagi. selesa la die tu smpai tetido2. pueh ati bile anak2 dedua tdo mase shopping kat Avenue K itu hari. 

time ni dani tgh tdo

time ni dian baru bgn tdo

so far cume aku je yg berbabywearing. husband xlg. tggu dani besar skit. husband aku ni diameter lebar skit. kesian plak kalo si dani kne kangkang besar2. tggu la dani besar skit lagi. so tugas gendong anak, let me do it. tolak stroller, leave it to hubs. cume ari tu je pinggang cam nk patah skek bile pakai kat SCM. mayb sbb buckle kt waistline tu longgar skit kut. before tu pakai xsakit pun. papehal, posture badan kne btol utk elak sakit2.

for the sake of updating

gahhhh... lame gile xupdate blog.

nak update tp mood tu xmari2. ari tu ingat nk update pasal raya. tp type2 punye type, niat terbantut. pstu nk update pasal sekolah dian, pun same jugak kesah nye. nak update psl dani, pun bantut jugak ditengah jalan. skrg rase nk update psl my study plak. tp mcm xbest nk update sbb yg lain xhabis update lagi.

hahaha.. sib baik xde yg menantikan. tp sian la dani sbb xbyk progress dia termaktub disini. dlm ig pun #daniislam still jauh lg nak kejar #dianmedina. harap dani xkisah.. 

anyway, dani dh 6 bulan. officially dah makan n according to bibik, he eats alottttt.. well, tgk badan la kan. mamat tu blom merangkak tp dh bole duduk bile diduduk kan. kalo kitorg pgi mkn luar pon just letak je die dlm baby chair. dh senang dh. alhamdulillah.. setakat golek2 tu jgn ckp la. as to date, baru skali jatuh katil. kecederaan : bibir pecah berdarah skek (luka biasa anak jantan)

dian tgh masih dlm sesi potty training. start since sabtu lepas. rasenye semakin hari semakin berjaya maju jaya. n btw, dian dh register school! huhu.. insyallah next year dian 4tahun die dah masuk kindy dah. cepat kan masa berlalu. when ur baby is not so baby anymore. sobs..

mak #diandani plak, after a super loooooooong semester break, this 20th dh kne start masuk kelas semula. n my energy i tell u, siap dh print soalan assignment! im so enthusiast to score in my next semester. #misimencapaianugerahdekan.

hopefully nnt dh start study bole la rajin kan diri update blog lagi. almaklum, mase tu lg byk mase nk ngadap laptop. alang2 buat research n siap kan assignment bole singgah2 blogspot.

so till then ye..

Hospital review : SALAM Specialist Centre Shah Alam

Salam Ramadan!

Alhamdulillah, berjodoh lg kite dgn ramadan thn ni ye.. 5 hari puasa so far has been good. cume maybe sbb cuaca, mata ni ngantuk nye nauzubillah! tekak ni haus, perghhh.. kalo kt surau dgr kuliah tu, stok kepala tersengguk2! lps tu cpt2 tgk kiri kanan. mujur org sebelah2 2 x 5 je. hehehe..

ok la, sebenarnye mmg nak review pasal hospital SALAM ni. last entry pun dh ckp konon nk buat special entry on my experience at SALAM. tp malas nye tuhan je yg tau. ni pon sbb nk buat hilang ngantuk, ku joget2 kan jari jemari diatas papan kekunci.

hospital SALAM located in seksyen 19, shah alam. die kat housing area. rasenye xsusah kut nak carik. its consist of maybe 8-10 of shophouses. hospital SALAM ni je dh take up the whole row so nak kate besar xbesar kecik xkecik. parking wise, hurm.. xtau cemane nak komen yg ni. well, kalau rumah kedai tu kan, nasib2 la kalo dpt parking. mmg parking lot nye belambak tp again, its nasib2. org lain tu xsemestinya nak ke sepital. tah nk beli roti canai ke, nak beli susu anak ke, tah nak pegi ke salon ke, almaklum.. kedai2 banyak.

dari sudut susun atur n dekorasi (aikkk, pasal ni pon nk review?) boleh dikatakan, so so saje. i dnt blame the management tp mmg constraint diorg adalah pada space. hospital ni ade 2 lift tp non of the lift bole muat kan sebijik katil pesakit. so, its either pesakit naik wheelchair or jalan je la sendiri. apart from that, rase nye acceptable. even better dari hospital bersalin terkemuka lain di shah alam (read: bukan demc)

the labor room and ward org bersalin + paed wards diletak kan di tingkat 2. masuk labor room die macam masuk maze. mungkin sbb sempit. but alhamdulillah, my labor room was not so sempit. just nice, lengkap ade tv. so bole bersalin sambil tgk tv. dari segi ward nye pulak, aku suke ward aku. i had my ward at anggerik suite room number xingat. hehehe.. but i had the corner room so de palma hotel is part of my view. room condition, still very cosy. xla semodern looking mcm demc, but yeah.. comfortable jgak. my single bed ward siap ade kerusi ala2 kerusi sofa so muat utk husband tdo. toilet pon lengkap ade air panas. every ward akan diletak kan senaskah al-quran.

service wise, i like my gynae and the nurses. ini kali, i had the best experience dgn nurse2 yg membantu. semuanya murah senyuman n sgt helpful. unlike the experience i had at demc, one of the senior nurse was so arrogant for having many years of experience as a nurse sampai terbawak2 perangai nurse gomen die tu. sakitttt ati bile fikir2. dh la first time, terus dpt nurse yg xmembantu. but at SALAM, semuanya baik2. buat kite rase selesa n xawkward langsung walaupun baru pertama kali jumpe. food wise, biase2 je. aku mkn time malam lepas bersalin (lapar gile time tu) die serve ikan and sayur air ape tah. pagi as usual roti. n lunch aku dh lupe. kehkeh..

dari segi harga, the 1st info yg aku dapat ialah rm1999 utk pakej bersalin normal. but that was the old rate. rate terbaru ialah rm2699. still cheap kan. compare to demc mmg jauh sekali. harga bil bersalin kan dian 3 years ago was double the figure of having dani. but then, demc have its own reason for that. total bill yg husband kne bayar hari tu, rm3699. thats because i had my induction and dani had to be vacuum n thats the reason behind the extra rm1000 from the publish rate. tp, semua utk mmg kitorg dah expect sbb from the pamphlet mmg dh tulis situ harga induction sekian2 harga vacuum sekian. my personal opinion, SALAM agak transparent bab harga which is good unlike demc yg ade banyakkkkk cas-cas tersembunyi.

what i dont like about SALAM is the pediatrician. rase nye dorg ade sorg je paed and he's not very friendly. tah la.. aku tgk die xmcm suke budak pon. tp tatau la kan kalo dgn org lain die ok. i've seen better paeds and maybe thats why. so, lps bwk dani for check up seminggu (SALAM xde service homecare mcm demc) itu la kali terakhir dani berjumpe dgn doktornye itu. 

ok, hope ini membantu sesape yg nk find out ttg what to expect at SALAM. in case ade pape persoalan bole komen je.

SALAM RAMADAN!

of delivery story 2.0 (part 2)

since skrg tgh free, sambung la cite pengalaman bersalin lagi.. 

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so the day has come. doc suh dtg pukul7, tp kami keluar rumah pukul7. belagak konon rumah dekat dgn sepital so watlekwatpis je.. semua brg yg nak dibawa ke hospital n kerumah mak kami angkut skali. penuh gak la kete dgn brg kitorg mase tu. hantar dian ke rumah mak and kitorg pgi lapor diri kat SALAM.

memule buat registration kat kaunter. bayar deposit and naik ke labour room. walaupun ini 2nd time, kami still terpinga2 sbb mcm xbiase dgn keadaan di SALAM. rupe2 nye husband xboleh masuk LR masa nak masuk kan pil induce tu. i is sad. mase memule masuk LR as usual they put on the CTG band around my belly. check bukaan and tunggu la kut2 ade contraction detected. tp mmg xde la kan. 

supposedly, i can just wait in the ward instead of waiting at the LR. mind you, the occupancy of the LR at SALAM were pretty high (and the wards too). mcm xde nye mase yg xde org yg tgh active labour. but the nurses were all cool and calm. when they did the ctg on me, i cant seat still. mengandung 9bulan dan berbaring terlentang adalah azab ok. dah la mase tu lapar sesgt. everytime when the nurses came in to check on me, i asked them if they can just let me have my breakfast at the nearby mamak just for awhile. promise them i wont run pon dorg tetap xkasi. actually, i just want to see my husband, not so much on having breakfast at mamak.

later, they moved me to another temporary room. kecik je bilik tu. errr, its not even a room i guess. tempat tu mcm tempat org amik blood preasure je. no pintu, just curtain. asked them again if they can let me have my breakfast n they say ok. i can call husband to buy me something but i still cant get out of the LR. immediately i called my husband and made him bought me chicken muffin with egg with hashbrown and iced milo at mcd (dinner mcd, breakfast mcd, im such a mcd ambassador). few mins later, i can hear my husband's voice. asking the nurses where is zafira (awwww.. i can tell how much he loves me masa tu). finally he found me. dia teman kan aku makan sambil aku cerita kat dia about hearing other woman who was in labour. in fact, dia sendiri bole dgr few screams. teheee.. finished my breakfast and he left. not feeling comfortable surrounded by woman who were actively in "pain".

few mins after had my breakfast n kiss bye2 to dear husband, doc siti poped out. told me its time to insert the induce pill. yikesss.. i think the time was around 8-ish in the morning. she said i should be dilated in 6 hours. if it's fail, more pill will be inserted. if fail again, CZER!

so aku baring je kat atas katil bilik kecik tu. not feeling anything strange. not feeling any pain. just feeling full with the breakfast i just had. tdo kjap. and then, an indian nurse came n told me that i can now move to ward. but unfortunately, its double bed ward. sobsss.. 

so i moved to the ward all by myself (n the nurse). already called husband but he was so confident he waited for me from home.. cheit!!! so sementara tunggu dia, i rest myself at the ward. only based on what i hear, i knew that the lady next to me has just gave birth. bole dgr suara baby dia. but i couldnt see anything since we were apart by the curtain. but due to the newborn was in there too, they switch on the aircond with what, 30degree temperature? n i cant switch on the TV since the TV is hung on the wall but i need to close the curtain for privacy.*sigh*

husband came n i was complaining non-stop only by sign language. nak ckp kuat2 kang org dgr. so hubs keep on asking the nurses if they have any single room ready. pukul12 mcm tu, we got our room ready.

xtau la knp lepas masuk kan induce tu, aku dah xbole mkn dah. xtau nak makan ape. sudahnye, cume mkn few slices of gardenia butterscotch bread je. mase tu dh start rase contraction but it was very mild. husband took turn dgn mak abah teman kan aku. sambil borak, aku baca alquran yg hospital SALAM tu provide. habis jugak la surah maryam sambil layan contraction tu. if u asked me, this 2nd time labour was alot calmer. aku xbuta2 baring menahan sakit. i know what to do to adjust the pain, how to breath right, and so on. alhamdulillah..

about 4 ish, im getting tired. kne baring but the pain has became stronger. kire2, its more than 6hours already. phewww.. a nurse came to check on me. borak punye borak rupenye nurse to our neighbour! dulu die slalu tempah jahit baju kurung dgn my sister in law. hahaha.. kicik nye dunia. she told me that i can enter the LR soon so kne cucuk ubat buntut utk flush isi perut.

entered the LR and sakit makin terasa. up to the level yg susah nak tahan punye. nak dijadikan cerita, the aircond kat LR tu xberfungsi dgn baik. so bile contraction + kepanasan = kemarahan. lucky i have such a wonderful husband who was so gigih to fan me using newspaper. seriously, i turned to hulk when i was in pain. mase tu dah dilate 4cm. i was injected with pethidine n the gas to reduce pain was provided.

on and off the nurses came in to check on me. husband masih setia mengipas. the gas was not working for me. about 630pm the doctor came n told me that i was right on track. she said despite the size of the baby, she believes that i can do this. she mentioned about my flexible pelvic bone. heard another lady who were actively pushing. i wish it was me. cant wait to get the baby out. bile the lady dah selamat bersalin, we can hear her baby crying. n everytime the baby cried, my contraction is getting stronger. sampai mcm nak ckp kat husband pegi suruh baby tu diam! hehehe..

i was told to call the nurse should i feel the urge to poop. so i stick on that. the contraction was so darn strong yet i dont feel like pooping yet. the doctor came in n check on my dilation again. she said i was ready to push. eh, tp xrase mcm nk poop pon. she said nevermind, just push whenever i feel the contraction. serious mcm xpaham. dulu dian xmacam ni pon. tp xpela, sape nak sakit lame2 kan. so everytime the contraction came, i push it out loud. rase mcm push buta2 je sbb rase mcm nothing is coming out. 

husband is such a hero, he helped me alot this time. he hold my hand n leg n keep telling me not to stop pushing. since aku push buta2 je everytime contraction dtg, i have to tell the doctor and the nurses (and husband) when im going to push and when i want to stop pushing. kadang2 aku push dorg dh bg smgt utk push tp sakit ilang so aku bgtau dorg, ok lek jap.. tgh xsakit. huhu.. at one point, husband siap suruh aku pijak perut die instead of pijak besi katil tu untuk aku push kuat2. aku rase dgn cara tu sgt membantu. Everytime i tried to push, i push my leg real hard on him (bkn slalu bole pijak perut suami. Kuat2 plak tu.. teheee). He's doing his part by pushing my leg back. So mcm sgt kuat disitu. Errr.. paham x? Paham x? n since mase push dagu perlu ke dada, husband also hold my head so that i'll be stronger. phewwww.. i dont know what i'll do without him.

after quite many attempts doc siti cakap dia akan gunakan vacuum. ingat lagi die ckp yg die nampak aku dah try hard enough, so she's going to help. lps dia kate nak tolong guna vacuum tu la baru lps tu berjaya.. alhamdulillah.. leganya rasa bila baby dah berjaya dikeluarkan and diletakkan atas perut.

later, they took the baby out for cleaning. it was around 7o'clock. doc siti start dah nak jahit. time tu seriously aku penat gila. husband dtg tolong suluh spotlight utk doctor. so husband ckp this time, dia bukan stakat husband tp nurse sepanjang proses aku nk bersalin tu. ok husband, ok.. u're the best midwife i have ever had (correction: midhusband). Its about maghrib, and our baby was azan-ed and hampir seluruh LR dapat dgr dia diazan kan. 

weighing healthily at 3.7kg, our little son was 52cm long when he was on board. gambar atas tu mase dia baru dibersihkan and menumpang katil dgn baby org lain yg baru dilahirkan jgak. malam tu, my whole family came, with dian of course. alhamdulillah dian took it very well with her new baby brother. she's happy too i can tell. 

we named our little hero, Muhamad Dani Islam (thats muhamad: our deary prophet SAW, dani : penerima/receiver, islam: sejahtera, kedamaian, taat dan menyerah diri)

Alhamdulillah.. semuanya dh selamat. Dani pon is such a good boy. He sleeps the whole night every night. Sikit xmenyusah kan mak nya. Im so happy that now our family is complete. We have ayah, mak, little kakak n baby brother. Insyallah, this is the family i'll take along with me to jannah. To #diandani, they have complete me.

of delivery story 2.0

happy mothers day!

its been awhile since i last blog.. well, nak pgi mane lagi kalau bukan pgi bersalin. tehehehe.. boss is on leave for a week so i guess it is the right time for me to share on my labour journey before i tend to forget more things here and there. btw, yes, aku dah start kje pon.. so 2months+ from the historical date, i hope i can still remember the main part of it.

husband and I (well actually it was just I) decided to try doing the check up at SALAM specialist. reason : I am so paranoid about the baby being all over the place and more to the heavy-and-big-in-size side. been getting reminders from dr. mazita of DEMC that the delivery this time wont be as smooth. so, i was chickening a bit and cant imagine myself being czer-ed. 

asked few people i knew who just gave birth and asked them to story me about their experience. i had a cousin and even my sister gave birth at SALAM specialist which located right at the same section as my house. cousin told me that her baby was not in position while she did check ups at SALAM too, but the doctor can slightly move the baby to get the baby back to the right position. whoaaa.. ini sudah baik. we once asked doc mazita about going for urut to reposition the baby, tp doc mazita kata bukan xbole.. we just afraid that the cord can belit the baby's head ke, ape ke since we cant see the baby. ok, lagi la aku takut. but knowing that at SALAM, doctor die sendiri yg bole buat mcm tu, i said, why not give it a try. in terms of payment pun, SALAM lebih murah (before i discovered the new rate, i was so happy knowing that the package was only RM1999 for normal delivery)

I was so eager to try on SALAM (read: to see the doctor who can adjust2 baby's position). praying real hard to go for normal delivery again this time. husband was not so happy with the idea. he dont quite like the fact that we need to meet another new doctor since we've been so comfortable with doc mazita all this while. husband redha je mcmane pon kne bersalin nnt but im not so happy with his answer.

so, i need to do things all by myself then. segala effort goggling about the doctor, read reviews, sampai la ke peringkat membuat appointment aku buat sendiri xckp husband pon. tried to make appointment over the phone : failed. dalam hati ni dh ckp, mungkin bukan rezeki SALAM. my fate is at DEMC. while driving home from office, i gave another try to just walk in to SALAM n see if i can still make an appointment. this time, mission accomplished. the appointment was set to be on 3rd March 2015 n i was so relieved. 

3rd March 2015 has arrived. mase tu aku dah 38weeks. siap amik cuti nak pegi check up. sampai SALAM and we were asked to wait since the doctor pgi sambut baby kat atas. husband being husband yg xberapa suka dgn idea tuka doctor ajak balik. errrr.. aku 50/50. xpe, tunggu lagi skit. we tried to kill some times by having cendol, goreng pisang and what not at the nearby stall. around 5, baru doctor masuk and kitorg tunggu turn balik. will review about the hospital later.

the check up procedure kat SALAM and DEMC mmg totally different. oh, btw.. kat SALAM aku jumpe doctor siti mariam. her assistant aku dah lupa nama but also very friendly. honestly, friendly di SALAM bukan mcm friendly di DEMC. at DEMC, the staff were all friendly as trained. but at SALAM, the staff were all friendly like we've known each other for so long like that. like makcik2 neighbour kind of friendly. but im ok with that. its fun. 

so the moment we've been waiting for, entering the doc's room. doc siti mariam ni mmg nampak so islamic. mcm doc mazita but doc siti mariam was more motherly. she checked my check up book from DEMC and asked me;

"knp kau lari dr sana?"

tak sempat aku nak jawap die dah ckp dulu, 

"laaa.. merata anak kau ye. besar pulak tu. diorg nak potong kau ye?"

eh2, manede doc mazita cakap nak potong. she's very nice and sweet, excuse me.. hehehe.. tu ckp dlm hati je la. so, smile was all i did mase tu. with a little head shook to deny what she said. the conversation went on like a makcik and a niece kinda conversation. something i didnt get at DEMC as doc mazita,= even addressed me as puan which i think she is more puan than me. then, we straight went to scan to check on the baby.

before dia start pointing alat scanner to kat perut aku, dia pegang2, urut2 dulu perut aku. die kate kepala mmg dh kat bawah tp blom engage lagi. aku rasa mcm die slowly pegang kepala baby tu and brought it to the right position. as tho as, ok.. now he's engaged. hehehe.. mase tu rase mcm sakit jgak. mau xsakit, tp sekejap je. lps tu baru start scan. yayyy!!!!

sambil scan sambil borak. ape yg kami borak pon aku dh lupe. tibe2 doc mentioned yg the baby dah estimated 3.7kg. i cant believe my ears and made her repeat the number. as i remembered, the last time we checked on the baby's weight was 2.7kg. that was just like 2weeks ago n now he's 1kg heavier?!!! without further a do, doc siti mentioned some scientific words i cant remember and that means: ESOK DATANG LAGI AND KITA INDUCE.

husband and i was shocked to death. but we didnt do any crazy face like very the terkejut beruk. we managed to control, alhamdulillah. the conversation went on like nothing happened until i asked the doctor;

"so maknanya esok kne bersalin la?"

"yes"

"btol ni, esok bersalin?"

"btol, nanti saya inform labour room semua and please come at 7am"

we ended up leaving the doc's room puzzled. senyap je masing2 tatau nak ckp ape. i climbed on my husband's car, duduk, bersandar, n tarik nafas panjang2. shock mode masih aktif. husband asked me if im ok. told him that i wasnt prepare. my hospital bag was not even packed. i just dealt with the set pantang seller and tak close deal pon lagi.

sampai rumah my mom to fetch dian, told mak the whole thing. mak said i should keep calm, so keep calm is all i did for that night. 

husband and dian sleep early. so i did all the packing by myself as the way i want it. i didnt just packed for my hospital bag, tp kena pack jugak barang pantang as im going to be on pantang at mom's and dian's clothes as she'll stay with me. arranged with the set pantang seller to deliver the set right in front of my house malam tu jgak and have my desired dinner fixed alone.