dian's first fever

on monday morning, mak msg bgtau yg kepala dian panas. i wasnt panic yet. sbb pagi tu dian ok je sihat walafiat so i assumed mayb its the weather. mak was not at home so i called kak umi to check on dian's condition. kak umi asked me to calm down. dian was still under control, she said. so i pon assumed yg ok la tu kut. just a normal feverish hot hot heat mcm tu. tu yg sampai berjaya shopping sakan itu ini on last monday tu.

blk shopping, tetibe abah call. he asked if i can go home slight sooner than normal sbb dian dh meragam serba xkena. alang2 xde kje so i guess why not. my child needs me. so i called azam, he fetched me n we straight go to mak's. smpai je kat rumah i tgk dian elok je.. tp bile pegang kepala die, omak aihhh.. xpenah panas mcm ni. dh rase panas cntu baru la rush nk bwk gi clinic (bad mommy). 

hubs decided to take dian to klinik adik at sec9. teori kitorg we might as well take dian to the specialist sbb kalo bwk gi jumpe doctor biase nnt dian xdiberi special treatment a baby should have (gitu skali tanggapan kitorg based on experienced check rashes dian hari tu). alih2 smpai dpn klinik, klinik tutup.. cesss.. klinik tu mmg xpnah bukak! dari pada aku budak smpai dh jadi mak budak, xpnah tgk klinik tu bukak. so, kami menuju ke demc. dlm hati tu berdebor sbb days before ade bace entry ann (ash n ann) pasal demc n i plak mmg xpnah redah je gi demc. 

with prepared mind n body i straight je gi paed clinic. tanye nk check anak demam. then die tanye i ade appointment x, pstu die kate die dh xterima patient walk-in so die suh gi emergency clinic kat bawah. seperti yg dijangka sbb yg i tau nurse yg jage kaunter paed tu mmg xpnah nye friendly. acaner bole stationed kat situ aku pon pelik. muke dh la masam mcm cuka. stress agak nye dgr budak bising2. but that should not be the reason kan. senyum la skit. ckp dgn sopan santun. ini x.. *eh, aku ni nk cite ape senanye ni?*

dari membazir jumpe doctor lain yg tidak2 kt demc tu pstu bayar memahal, baik la aku gi klinik biase je. sudah nye kami ke klinik rashes hari tu gak sbb dh ade record *fyi, me n azam xsuke nk try n error sgt. thats why we continuously gi demc and continuously gi klinik rashes dian tu* hoping that different doctor is in charge and alhamdulillah, it was.. 

doc check n time tu dian mmg dh mmg xbole tahan diusung kesana kemari. smpai je kt doctor dian mengamok. lps tu ade bau plak tu. chehh.. dian buat kuih plaknye ditgh perjalanan. so its either nangis sbb xsedap bdn or nangis sbb kuih dh masak i pon tatau. doc kasi ubat demam n ubat titik kt idong kalo idong die  sumbat. smpai rumah i terus baring dgn dian. sian die.. panas sgt badan die. i bukak kan baju die kasi kebah.. ubatttttt.. errr.. i ni mcm ade perangai xsuke kasi dian mkn ubat. rase mcm xpayah la kut. biar dian baik sndiri. tp pstu bile org ckp baik kasi ubat skrg kalo xmelarat, aku cuak plak. 

i posted this photos of dian on ig n fb.. nampak girang je..

padahal.. lps tu muke die bengkak2 menangis. abis kuar air mata, air idung, air mulut. berjurai2.. hubs n i pon bertungkus lumus la nk memujuk. kesiannn.. thank god ade satu zikir yg bole buat die diam. susu pon die xmo sgt. smpai la pkul 10 lebih baru la die tdo. pkul 12, bgn.. nangis mcm kne pukul. kne nyanyi n she slept on her dad's arm. letak dan kami tdo bersama. sampai pkul 4 die bgn lg mcm kne pukul.. adehhhh..

the next day i took an EL. dian was kinda fine in the morning. tp xdinafikan, manja nya lebih. i marah sume org yg kesian kan dian sbb everytime org ckp sian dian, dian msti nangis mcm btol2 kesian. kalo xckp kesian xnangis plak. -_-".

the 2nd nite aka mlm td, dian bgn nangis2 jgak. tp body die xpanas sgt mcm the night before tu. alhamdulillah.. cume die flu and batuk plak.. insyallah, it'll be better soon. pray is the best medicine i can do for her. even though mlm td die meragam smpai xnk df i still continue trying. smpai la i kne berzikir sambil df baru la die diam.

this morning mood masih cranky. kesian die kne tggl dlm mase tgh2 xsihat ni. im sorry, dian.. i've tried all the thing that i can.. plus, its an experience for u too.. ini la name nye demam, dear dian.. im sorry too for not treating u like org sakit sgt, being garang to u. i just want u to be positive. the more "sakit" i treat u, the more "sakit" u will be. trust me, it'll work. it works on me..

get well soon lil pwinshess..

boring monday

hi everyone.. selamat ber-monday blues.. guess monday blues kali ni xla blues mane sbb today adalah payday.!! ditambah plak boss xde kt opis, bkn main la aku pon geram2 tingat kan dlm akaun ade duit byk (cheitt) 

so today during lunch, i amik kesempatan meronda keliling shah alam. hahaha.. hover sgt.. girang la katekan boss xde. actually round sacc mall dgn kompleks pkns je pon. since dh lunch sesambil pam, i pun mula kan sesi ukur bangunan seorg diri. withdraw duit kt sacc mall. msk anakku, little heaven, konon nk carik kasut tp xjumpe. kasut2 yg ade sume besor2. kasut dian ye kwn2.. bkn kasut i. lps dikecewakan, i gi giant plak. konon nk carik something instant for dian to eat. skali tgk2 sume utk 6+ mths. as far as i've ever seen mmg sume pon utk 6+ mths. tp kak ipar kate ade yg utk 4bln. hurmm.. biar bonar.. last skali beli biskut milna dgn sabun cuci botol dian je. (tu pon sbb segan kuar kedai tgn kosong lg. dh la dh pegang bakul) niat dlm hati mmg nk singgah sri kota sbb nk beli cereal bowl n spoon baru utk dian since the one that i bought the other day i dh terbengkok kan sbb masuk dlm sterilizer (tepuk dahi). errr... i didnt know that mangkuk to pun xbole sterilize.. (or actually bole???)

out from giant, i headed to kompleks pkns. terlalu la vincci. skali.. "eh, ade jual kasut longgok2 la.." i dh la mmg dh tahap truly , madly, deeply need a new shoes dh ni since the one that i wear skrg adalah since pregnant 5bln. *fact : i punye brg, selagi xlunyai, selagi tu i berkire beli lain = cheapskate* alkisah, berkenan plak nengok kasut nye.. so, terrrbeli 2psg. ni dh yakin dan sgt pasti azam wont scold me sbb i bape kali merungut nk beli kasut. beli plak kasut murah. soooo JACKPOT!

i know i know.. kasut yg i beli ni biase2 je.. sesuai la utk mak2 mcm i ni. kasut mughah.. RM47 for both.. kire ngam la tu.. 

done at sacc mall, lintas gi pkns plak.. beli buah sbb mlm ni decided to make pear puree for dian. sian asik kne mkn bubur nasik je. alhamdulillah she poop as normal, xde allergic ke ape. so, pass dh 4days rule tu. try tgk lagi kt sri kota kut ade baby's food for 4+ mths baby. ternyata, xde jgak. dh la tu milna kt situ lg murah. denggggg.. pstu amik blk cereal bowl n spoon kt situ (beli kt sri kota sbb murah. biru pon biru laaa), something for me to bite at office n bayor..

otw back to office lalu booth2 yg ade kt situ. i know there's one booth jual baju2 baby. cube nasib kut ade jual kasut n yes!!! ade kasut!! comel! got sizes! but mahal skit.. (aku mmg berkire part kasut anak. bende kecik cenonet smpai 40, 50, 80 pe jadah!???) harga RM28. aku bargain mintak 20. die xkasik. 25 pon die xkasik. last2 aku terpaksa buat muke comel. die kasi la 26. JENG JENG JENG..

cute kan kan kan? harap2 muat la kaki dempak dian tu.. otw blk lalu gedung harian beli spsg baju rumah plak utk sape? utk dian! heyyy.. utk dian! heyyy.. utk dian! <-- nyanyi mcm najwa latip

demikian la cerita spjg lunch hour td.. semangat bejalan sorg2. time ade duit syok la.. this is what i'll miss kalo btol dpt jd SAHM. kalo nk mintak duit suami plak msti xseseronok ni. xpuas! hurmm.. susah nye nk idop ekk?? xde yg btol2 dpt puas kan hati. well, mereka kate hidup xpernah sempurna. thats why.

k la, nk sambung kerja.. chow cendol!!!

dian dh mkn roti!!!!!!

panic attack!!!!

received msges from mak saying that dian was crying.. i got panic. i called mak. then mak kate dian dh diam sbb kak umi dh kasi mkn roti.

WHAT??????

mak tried to cool me down by saying that its roti cicah susu.. grrrrr.. cicah susu?? bajet mcm biskut cicah kopi?? ohhh dian medina oiii.. sabo ler nak, blk ni mak buat mknan utk kamu ye.. almost every adult i met says that dian dh nk sgt mkn. really? bile die dgn i elok je die.. errr.. of cz la sbb i xmkn dpn die. hurmm.. maybe they're right.. dian pon dh 4bln 3minggu lebih. mmg i bace kt internet ade makanan for babies 4-6mths. maybe dian is just advance. 

im not the type who like to control my mom or the baby sitter on how to take care of my child. even though i have the right to do so, i just feel so wrong doubting people who i should trust to look after dian. kalo dh byk sgt rule and regulation nye, i might as well benti keje (which i will. sooooooon..) n look after my own child by myself. 

so, be it.. if dian wants to eat, eat.. i'll prepare her the kinda food she should eat. not roti cicah susu. so i ran to PKNS to buy her the right spoon n bowl n penapis. already asked my brother to dig in the store of my wedding gifts to look for the blender (prezzie frm syima syaz. thanks syim2) n he found it. 

first meal for dian is going to be a rice cereal. 

cant wait to prepare n cant wait to feed her. yikes!!!

what to go inside the tummy

assalamualaikum semua.. happy monday.. rase sekejap sgt weekend hari tu kan. glad i enjoyed mine very very much.. btw, thanks so much for those yg drop msgs in my previous post. alhamdulillah, rashes dian dh berkurang n i pon dh stop gune krim yg doctor bagi tu. but still, i xmandi kan dian pakai sabun lg. wet wipes tu pon i gune dgn jumlah yg sgt minimal. 

btw, over the last weekend ntah knp ekkk.. suratan atau kebetulan. mementang lah i tgh sibuk buat preparation for dian's first solid food, die pon mcm tau2 je bile org tunjuk die mknan, beria die nak amik. dh la pe'el menguji kesucian sesuatu bende tu dh semakin ketara. nak pasti kan everythng suci. xkisah la bnde baru utk di-discover atau bnde tu hari2 pon die jumpe. wajip nak kne lihat, sentuh, hidu dan rasa.. errr.. im happy to see her progress. gasak la die nak buat ape pon. asal kan die xmkn habuk or ape2 yg xpatut ke. i consider it as part of the learning process.

lps tu kan, last weekend i tatau nk ckp cane. ade org dtg rumah my FIL. so jamu la kopok lekor dgn goreng pisang. dian tenung je makanan tu n bile org masukan makanan tu dlm mulut, kemain lagi die nak mencapainye. lps tu org sekeliling pon start la kate die nk mkn dh la, susu xcukup la. so secara tibe2 timbul la perasaan mcm segan bile org tgk si anak tu excited lebih. mcm la mak die ni kejam sgt xnk kasi die mkn. adehhh dian, u're just 4 months!!!

dah la mase weekend tu i dgn suami beria membincangkan hal susu ibu. nampak gaya husband i pon dh terer tau pasal khasiat susu ibu ni. siap beria die marah kan kawan die yg bagi anak die mkn mase umur 2bln n pakai susu campur. so secara xlangsung, husband pon dh pandai berkempen tentang pentingnya khasiat susu ibu n cara2 utk memerah susu. bagus suami, im impress!! xsia2 i menang kan susu ibu vs any formulas in the market. but still, i tetap defend moms yg xkesampaian nk feed anak die dgn susu bdn cause i know, bkn semua org boleh.. *tp org yg suami sekolah kan ni xde effort + mind set diorg lain skit so we cannot do much*

back to dian on solid food.. hurmm.. im in thorn. nk kasi dh ke ekk?? but she's not even 5! perhaps i'll just stick with my plan. first solid food after dian's 5months jab. but i really hope dian xtunjuk kan reaction semangat nk mkn sgt. sedih ok.. feel bad pon ade. but i definitely dont buy those "susu badan xcukup ni". errr.. i bet dian's reaction is due to her high level of curiosity and it got nothing to do with her being hungry or full. sbb kalo xcukup msti die nangis kelaparan kan? hahaha.. kne cool kan myself supaya bertahan. will feel bad too to dian sbb die kecik lg. too small to process the food. 

btw, last saturday we bought her the seat.. alhamdulillah, muat dian duduk dlm tu.. she seems to like it too.. blom ade makanan so die cube nk jilat tray tu je dulu. msti bertambah leka bile dah ade makanan nnt. purchased it at peekaboo. really satisfied. btw, sempat gak try kan dian kat bumbo seat. lutut die tersepit ok.. nk cabut die dari kerusi tu pon susah! siap ikut melekat lagi seat tu dgn bontot dian. hahaha.. n this bosster seat from fisher price ni pon portable. siap bole lipat jadi bag lagi. so it will b at mak's during day time utk kak umi kasi dian mkn, n our room by night time utk i plak kasi die mkn.. senang!

next up, nak beli kan plate and cutlery for dian plak. errr.. at midvalley's expo perhaps? hehehe.. jumpe pon reason nk meredah lautan manusia tu.

cant wait to share our experience bile dh bg solid food to dian nnt!!! 

TTYL 

demmm u rashesss..

ohhh geram sungguh rasenye. the moment perasan montot montok anak ku menggerutu, darah ni terus sampai kepala. tatau cane nk describe. sedih ke marah ke takut ke ape. but i definitely hate that feeling. yg pasti, i feel so sorry and so bad for dian. berat mata memandang, msti la berat lagi bahu yg memikul. 

it was since last saturday when i noticed bontot gebu anak ku dah tercemar dek bintik2. bintik2 and the area tu at first xberwarna merah. cume warna skin tone biase je. terus i sapu kan pureen nappy rash cream. everytime tukar diapers, i msti oles kan nappy rash cream tu. sapu tebal2 supaya ingat nye akan cepat baik. 

on monday, balik kerja tukar kan lagi diapers dian. n omg.. hati meruntun qalbu kau bile tgk bontot gebu dian dh bertukar kemerah-merahan. it was so red as red as nyawa ultraman yg berkelip2 kat dada tu. i was speechless. husband start panicking and asked here n there. ntah knp die kalut sgt tah. most probably sbb rashes tu nampak sgt painful so kami amat kesian kan dian. patut la petang tu die ek ek ek n we cant figure out why. so we just assumed that its because of the rashes.

kalo bab risau lebih, bagi je kat suami, die mmg terer. i yg elok2 bole control emosi pon bole melompat panic bile tgk husband xsenang duduk. i just managed to call lisa since die ade up entry psl hannah cirit birit tu. tp it does not help much sbb situation dian and hannah xsame.

so husband pon immediately wanted to take dian to the clinic. memule die nak jgak jumpe dr. koshy kesayangan die tu. tp dah malam hari, mane la ade doctor tu kt klinik. so we just took dian to klinik duniamedik at sec23 shah alam yg my SIL kate kids friendly. masuk klinik, mmg ade environment yg buat kanak2 suke. i kinda like the decor of the clinic too. tp bile dh masuk jumpe doctor, adehhh.. doctor die mcm xheran je dgn anak aku. bile aku ckp psl rashes je die mcm buat muke "laaaa.." ok, maybe ini masalah biase yg dihadapi oleh baby2 tp as a parent, we will try our best so that our baby xpayah la nak lalui keadaan yg sakit2 or perit2. n even if she really has to go through it, tidak lah kami gembira membiarkan keadaan pulih dgn sendiri tanpa sebarang ikhtiar. plus ape la gune diciptakan ubat tu kalo kami xbole nk dpt kan. kalo nk beli kan msti la kne ade presciption doctor dulu kan? demmmm..

last skali doctor tu just prescribed eucoccin cream and lactacyd as sabun mandi dian. die kate at the mean time, jgn mandi kan dian pakai sabun, kalo dian poo2, basuh gune air paip. lactacyd tu titik 3 titik je dlm air mandi. eucoccin cream sapu nipis2 2kali sehari. dikhuatiri kalo tebal2 n byk kali, kulit dian bole menipis. *nauzubillah*.

since rashes dian ni menyerang pada hari i berkerja, jenuh la i brief kak umi n mak pasal keadaan dian. cane nk sapu kan ubat semua. seriously, kalo bkn kt depan mata kite sendiri or kite sendiri yg treat anak kite, mmg susah nak puas. kalo la i xkje, nak jgak i monitor bontot dian n biar kan die xpakai pape. tp ni nk suh org buat, i kurang selesa.

as at this morning, alhamdulillah warna merah tu dah surut. still menggerutu tp nampak nye mcm dh tahan skit. mayb ubat eucoccin doctor kasi tu dh start bertindak dgn baik. trust me, weekend ni i akan kasi 150% attention to dian n xmo dh letak krim pape sbb takut la bile doctor ckp kulit nipis ni. kalo dian sakit pon cane die nak cakap kan. apart from that, i can just doa the best for my little child. 

pacifier, at last..

dian is officially on pacifier.. since when? since kak umi discovered that dian will sleep longer while sucking on pacifier. am i ok or against pacifier...?? errr.. i think im just so-so. nk kate against kalo itu dh buat dian tdo lebih lena why not right? 

since org kate pacifier menggian kan dan boleh buat baby jongang, i seboleh2 nye avoid giving her pacifier just for the sake of saje2. dian ni mulut die mmg aktif skit walaupun tgh tdo. kat rumah tu pon mak n kak umi kate kalo dlm mulut xde pape dian akan tdo kejap je. as sekejap as 5mins. kesian.. kesian dian tdo xlena n kesian kak umi or mak nk kne ngadap dian yg cranky sbb ngantok. so disitulah bermula cerita dian dan pacifier.

seingat i la kan, mase dian kecik2 dulu die xmo isap pusing ni. asal masuk mulut die je, chiutttt melompat pacifier tu. tp skrg, lps settle isap susu je i cpt gantikan my own nipple dgn pacifier ni. hehehe.. bole la i buat bnde lain plak. kalo x, tahan la mengiring susu kan dian. 

another time yg puting ni xkan melompat dari mulut dian adalah kalau die tgh mamai2 tp dh kenyang. kalo time ni kasi die pacifier insyallah die bole tdo. apart from that alhamdulillah pacifier tidak diperlukan. errr.. stakat ni dian xbole ckp lagi kalo die nk isap puting. but i really hope bile die dh pandai ckp pon die xkan mintak puting. i pon selagi terdaya n termampu, cube la menahan kan diri baring mengiring bersama dian. cume kalau btol2 ade hal je baru sumbat pacifier.

at this moment dian pakai nuk orthodontic pacifier. die mcm suke. but im thinking of buying her another pacifier. pernah terbaca kat mane tah, pacifier or puting ni kalau kite tukar lebih kerap lebih bagus. ini utk mengelak drpd anak kite terlalu "syok" dgn the current pacifier or puting. i guess ini la yg smpai stgh budak terlalu addicted smpai meragam nk kan puting or pacifier kesayangan die. plus, kalo kite rajin tukar, kuman2 pon xsempat nk bersarang lame.

perihal kes jongang plak, erm... sape xtakut anak jongang oiii.. harap2 dian jgn la tumbuh gigi lg sementara masih ber-paci ni. though using the orthodontic ones, still takut walaupun the study suggest that with less usage of pacifier it wont effect the growth of teeth. semoga dian tergolong dlm kumpulan less usage of pacifier tu la hendaknye ye..

at this point pedulik la ape kate mereka about keburukan pacifier. im not encouraging dian to suck on her paci. i just want her to have the good sleep a baby should have. so far, pacifier hanya diperlukan diwaktu siang and only when she's trying to sleep. dian is such a good girl bile tgh2 tdo pon puting die terlepas sendiri and bile puting dah terlepas sendiri, i menjadi tersgt la lega. perhaps dian cume perlukan pacifier utk buat die tdo dgn nyenyak je kut. dh nyenyak pacifier kemane, die kemane..

so basically, pacifier ni ade kebaikan n keburukan die. im looking forward for the pros n mintak jauh for the cons. semoga dgn penggunaan yang bersesuaian, maka jauh lah segala keburukan.

btw, in case ade ibu2 baru yg xtau, teether adalah tidak boleh di sterilize ye. i've made my mistake when i confidently sterilize dian's. kikikiki.. tu la, suh bace detail kt blkg xmo bace smpai abis. die tulis situ dont boil, xprasan plak die tulis dont sterilize. oleh kerana terlalu nk kan teether tu bersih suci, akhirnya jadi begini..

sib baik dian xreti bercakap. kalo xmsti die bebel kan mak die ni. hihihi.. pk2 blk, klaka plak.. tp i dh gantikan teether baru utk dian right on the next day. so harap dian xperasan.

well there goes my story about dian's teether and soother. lately semua bende dian nk cube masuk kan dlm mulut. kalau kite dukung die pon, die pandai je control badan die utk ketempat yg nak dituju. mcm tu la perkembangan dian setakat ni. im a happy mom to see her grow and develop right in front of my eyes. msti die pon seronok belajar bende baru everyday.. will share here more soon..

TTYL!

solid food preparation? gear up!!

td i called my mom mengadu psl susu dian. mak cube tenangkan by saying that its not my fault. as dian is growing, she tend to drink more. bkn susu i yg xbyk tp dian yg minum byk. but as a mom, i'll try my best to coupe with her demand. nampak gaya kne smbung minum jus longan kering dgn red dates blk. kne mintak mak buat kan sbb mak buat sedap. but mak got her point there bile mak ckp kalo nnt dh introduce solid food to dian , xde la kut die minum byk sgt nnt. hurm.. btol jgak.

at this point i rase mase utk bagi dian solid food mcm dh dekat sampai. instead of 6mths, maybe i'll introduce solid to her a bit sooner. baru je lepas baca magazine psl sign of baby yg dh ready utk solid. antaranya..

1. berat baby dh berganda dari berat mase die dilahirkan. - dian's case, dh lebih dari satu ganda.

2. baby mempunyai kawalan kepala dan leher yang elok - yupp, dian dh bole control dh dua tu.

3. baby bole duduk dgn sokongan - refer pic above

4. baby menunjukkan bahawa dia sudahpun kenyang dgn menoleh kepalanya atau menutup mulut - i slalu kne game dgn dian kalo part ni.

5. baby telah pun menunjukkan minat terhadap makanan apabila melihat org lain mkn - yg ni i xprasan sgt. nk kne observe ni.

done few research about solid food n rasenye mcm dh paham sikit. istilah to introduce solid food to baby only when she's 6months or above tu bkn la disokong oleh semua. well, setiap manusia special so mane la bole same kan kan satu baby dgn baby yg lain. cume, baby yg dh berumur 6bln ni tend to have more control on solid food berbanding yg lebih kecik. perut pon dh confirm2 lebih matang. tp semua anak berbeza. tepuk dada, tanya anak.. ehh??

skrg ni i target utk sediakan bahan2 utk solid food for dian starting from next month. next month nk beli blender, pinggan, sudu garpu, storage, cutting board (cadang nk beli special for dian due to hygiene purposes) dan sbgnya. 

resepi pun sedikit sebanyak i dh jumpe kt internet n first thing yg i cadang nk introduce kt dian is rice cereal. i harap org2 sekeliling i dpt bagi kerjasama dlm part ni. *kak umi (penjaga dian) sgt excited nk bg dian mkn. i hope she can respect my way of feeding my child*

so sejurus je nmpk muke hubby, i terus present my proposal of gearing up for dian's first solid food. alhamdulillah, APPROVED! perkara yg harus dibeli :

1. Booster seat - dian ade rocker.. tp i rase mcm lebih appropriate kalo kasi die makan gune kerusi. at least bole mendisiplin kan die skit. tp ntah la, seat xnecessary but i wish to get one for dian kalo ade rezeki since she needs to be taught that duduk is for mkn n baring is for tdo..

another reason why booster seat ialah sebab it comes with tray n anak bole duduk dlm ni smpai umur 4thn! if only bumbo seat tu bole di-adjust size nye msti i beli sbb bumbo seat comey. tp lupe kan la. tgk rupe pon i tau dian wont fit.

booster seat spt gambar diatas dikeluarkan oleh macam2 brand. my dear ade, little bean ade, fisher price ade, the first year pon ade. harga berbeza mengikut brand tp nampak sume pon mcm same je. warna pon same. im more interested dgn the one by the first year (tp mahal skit n kedai yg jual tu dh out of stock) and my dear..

this version of booster seat from my dear ni bole adjust tinggi rendah. errr.. ade sape2 yg dh gi warehouse sale my dear? ade xbooster seat ni on sale?

2. baby bullet by magic bullet - since most of dian's first food need to carefully be mashed or blended, i think i might need this. maklum la, org rumah menumpang mane la ade blender sndiri. n i dont remember received any blender as our wedding gift 2 years back. why baby bullet? sbb murah n nampak nye mcm reliable. pehtu dpt byk accessories plak tu instead of just blender. the cheapest i've seen kat marissa shoppe at sec 20, shah alam. hehehe.. dekat plak tu dgn rumah. prefer beli offline sbb bole test dulu just in case. thank god the shop pon just near by our house. its ready stock n xpayah tggu lame2..

3. miscellaneous - ni pandai2 la carik. rice cooker, periuk sume dh ade dh org kasi mase kawin ari tu. cutlery for babies xde lagi tp yg i ni i xkisah la brand ape mcmane rupe skali pon. janji BPA free. bip dh belambak. rase nye mcm nk terjah je marissa shop tu bile dh gaji nnt. mcm2 ade jual kt situ. food feeder, food grinder, squeeze feeder n i think at a very reasonable price..

squeeze feeder by nuby

husband tanye smlm, knp xbeli baby food yg dlm jar tu je? hence the price, i detailed out la yg jar food tu ade pengawet, gula tambahan etc etc.. pstu siap bgtau die lagi yg its better to introduce veges first than fruits sbb fruit sedap so takut anak refuse vege kalo dh rase fruit sedap. husband pon dgr la celoteh bini die yg tibe2 jd nutritionist xbertauliah ni. msti dlm hati die ckp "mak nye sndiri makan memilih, sayur xknal, ade hati ni bagi anak sekian2". kikiki.. ampun ye suami. saya berjanji akan belajar bersama anak nnt..

as u can see, semangat mak dian ni tgh membara2. seronok kan tgk anak kite develop this and that satu persatu. insyallah, i'll train myself to be more discipline jgak. kalo xbole buat hari2, buat once a week n prepare terus stok for the whole week. 

there are still lots of things to be studied. harapnye i akan berjaya n yg penting dian akan gembira.. *wink*

im yet to discover dian's interest on eating food but she obviously interested to eat me!!!

4 bulan dian medina hidup dibumi

selamat ulang bulan anak ku..

alhamdulillah, dian have survived her 1st 4 months in the world.. rase nye mcm dh hidup dgn die sejak azali. well azali la bagi dian sbb sejak die disemai dlm perut, sampai la skrg umur die dh 4bln, muke pompuan ni yang die tgk hari2. syukur, xpnah sehari pon aku miss tgk muke die. mintak2 tuhan xlekang kan la kami sampai bile2.

berat skrg i xpasti. tp mase die 3bln 3mggu hari tu die dh 8.1kg and 65cm long. overall dian dh mmg pandai meniarap. walaupun die nmpk mcm besar, alhamdulillah die xde mslh utk angkat badan die sendiri. setakat ni, die bole meniarap bebile mase yg die nk. tp dari meniarap nk ke telentang blom lagi. n bile meniarap, dian dh sikit2 angkat bontot n bile die turun kan bontot, die dh maju kehadapan sikit. kire2 ade la 3-4 inci beralih kedepan. before this pon kalau i baring kan die, sekejap je die dh move to the side kalau nk amik ape2 brg yg dikehendakinya. smlm mase i mkn dgn husband smbil tgk tv, kami letak dian dlm rocker. bajet nk tegak kat seat supaya die xla boring terbaring n bole join us skali. tp bile dh tegak, die nk tambah tegak plak sambil menegak kan badan sendiri sampai sudahnye, mcm nk sujud dh. oh my diannn..

selama 4 bulan ni i berjaya breastfeed her smpai skrg. syukur, rezeki dian masih ada utk minum yg terbaik.. tp beberapa hari ni susu mcm kurang. ntah kat mane silap nye. im not sure if susu i yg kurang or dian yg minum byk. tp stok dlm fridge mmg dh kritikal. mengenangkan stok kritikal terus production utk pagi ni pon kritikal. sobssss.. serious tertanye2, where did i went wrong? i still mkn mcm biase. in fact terlebih kadang2 pon ye. knp perut tak synchronize dgn boobs? tolong la berkerjasama.. maka dgn ini, i berazam utk minum byk2. paksa gak minum. xkire.

bersyukur jugak sbb setakat ni dian blom pnah demam. runny nose pon xde yg serious. ade pon kejap je pastu back to normal. cume skrg ni die tgh batuk2 manje. i xsure die xsedap tekak ke ape but im monitoring it. 

apart from that, dian xde mslh. she's a perfectly normal baby. alhamdulillah..

skrg, i look forward sgt nk tgk ape progress dian. awwww.. watching ur baby grow adalah sgt epic. lebih epic dr narnia mahupun lord of the ring. this is definitely the best gift ever!