today, i is sad..

monday blues strikes!

arghhh.. xsuke la check up in monday. dh la liat nk masuk opis. pstu dpt plak berita yg kurang senang mase pgi check up td. so, yeah.. i is sad..

cam pelik plak hari ni. biasenye pagi2 isnin babycenter akan bagi email remind me about my weekly progress. tp tggu punye tggu, xde plak. doc pun ckp im still in my 33 week. kalo ikut percaturan i, today i supposed to enter my 34th week. weird eh..

but anyway, pagi2 td dh excited nk jumpe doctor. i really look forward to see my daughter's progress. praying hard that she's doing ok. n alhamdullilah, she is ok. of course setiap kali check up akan dimulakan dgn menimbang berat badan. regularly i'll just gain 0.5-1kg. but hari ni i gained 2kgs in 3weeks (according to my counting) / 2weeks (according to the doctor's counting). yg mane satu btol pon aku xtau la. but of course kalo ikut counting doctor, peningkatan itu adalah tidak sihat. pk logik pon bole tau. 2weeks = 2kgs? 

ok, dh la berat naik. suami plak ringan plak mulut die sebut pasal injection kancing gigi. so mendapat la i sebijik..

sib baik i jenis xtakut jarum walaupun jarum die agak kasar la jgak. effect pon i mcm rase xrase sgt je lagi. doc kate might as well cucuk hari ni cause in 2weeks time (mase next check up) nk kne buat ujian MGTT. gosh... menyesal xjage mkn. i yakin i xde kencing manis ke ape. but i just gained weight sbb terlebih mkn. i perasan tu. i mmg mkn byk. arghhhh... menyesal. 

walaupun ditenangkan oleh suami dgn mengatakan bahawa ape yg terjadi or bakal terjadi adalah yg terbaik for me n the baby, i still rase down hari ni sbb my record dh rosak! my graph dh xcantik. iskkkk.. ini la yg i selalu risau kan. kat hujung2 cani la mcm2 bole jd. takut oiii.. mintak2 la next check up berat xnaik. kalo naik pon biar la 0.5 je. 

dh la, bnde dh jadi.. nk buat camno. but masih bersyukur DD di posisi yg betul. air ketuban pon masih byk. berat die pon doctor kate cantik cume kepala die je sedikit besar. hekkkk.. DD is 2.3kg hari ni. according to the doctor, insyallah kalau dlm mase sebulan maybe berat boleh capai 3.3kg. well, kite tgk la cane nnt. im gonna start my diet regime for sure. hope DD can just adsorb whatever nutrition yg i dh ade. plus the obimin plus, i hope that will be enough.

errr.. DD, mak bukan xsyg kamu org xnk kasi kamu mkn byk tau. tp mak nk make sure that i'll get to deliver u perfectly. i'll take a very good care of u, insyallah. DD jgn mintak makanan yg byk fat lagi ye psni..

update update!!!!

selamat petang semua!!!!

di hari khamis yg indah ini, thank god i managed to complete most of my job on time.. ohhh, tgh berkobar2 nk buat kje sementara masih boleh berkhidmat utk syarikat. dgn jayanya i dh informed my boss that i'll be taking my maternity leaves slightly earlier than my EDD (which will be on the 22nd November. insyallah). he seems to agree and sudah mula mempersiap sedia kan perisai office kami sepanjang ketiadaan i nnt.

anyway, xtau nk bagi tajuk ape utk entry ni. rase nye mcm byk beno bnde yg nk di hupdate dan dikongsi. kite mule satu persatu ye..

saturday, 15th Sept 2012

its my cuzen's bride reception at seremban. i went to work then sneaked out heading to seremban. gambar nye di hp hubby. lps tu, singgah jenguk baby hannah yg dh besarrrrrrr.. bile dh besar, baru la brani skit nk dukung. ohhh... comel btol hannah. cant wait to play with my own baby DD..

since its the last weekend of raya, semestinya open house menderu2 ye kawan2. saya yakin jemputan kalian juga mencurah2. jadi itu adalah sebab musabab kenapa keadaan lalu lintas sungguh la menyakit kan jiwa raga serta perut yg sedia kenyang. i was so excited to be at home. i've purchased something on friday. lupe plak on saturday xde org kat rumah. ghiso kut2 kalo kurier tu tgk xde org die bwk blk plak parcel aku. but lucky me, the parcel tu ade je kat rumah! lupe nk tanye adik i yg kebetulan blk rumah sekejap. parcel tu mmg die congok kan kat depan pintu or mmg mase kurier tu sampai my adik was at home. tp xkisah la bagaimana caranya sekali pun, tp sgt la teruja bila melihat isi parcel adalah ini...!!!

ok, skrg dh ade 2bp. pembelian secara haram (tanpa izin suami) utk bp manual tommee tippee ini akhirnya diredhai dgn syarat kalo xgune, die pam mulut aku. adehhhh.. but i think i'll use it. yela, si gondol tu kan berat n hanya bole berfungsi bile ade kuasa elektrik. so what if hari tu black out? ini la masenye si TT dtg meringankan beban.. =P manual bp ni i beli di my little boss. murah je. tu psl beli. nasib xsampai seratus pon dan isi kotak jugak bermacam2. kalo x, musti cik abg murka. hehehe.. kate org, malu bertanya sesat jln. so i've asked 1 mommies' group in FB. mujur ade sorg tu pnah pakai n die kate die gune bp ni ok je. so berlandaskan satu review dan harga yg murah, i beli. hope it'll work well on me too. insyallah..

monday, 17th Sept 2012

hantar baju2 DD kerumah mak. mak kate kak umi boleh basuh kan baju2 tu. lps tu, ke rumah wan utk lepak2 disana. memandangkan all this while i pakai phone company, rasenye skrg is high time for me to get a new phone of my own. nnt bile dh cuti pjg, xkan la phone company tu i nk usung blk rumah. biar lah phone company setia berkhidmat utk company nye. hubby, my cuzen n myself seterusnya pergi ke digital mall, pj n grab myself a samsung s2. well, s2 lah saje. s3 xmampu. mule2 nk sgt pakai iphone sbb iphone ade byk choice of casing (being me, aku xkisah function lain phone tu janji bole call, sms, whatsapp, masuk fb keluar fb, masuk twitter keluar twitter, instag, camera bagus, main game, n of course, many choice of cute casings). n samsung s2 can give me all that. sib baik la ade jugak casing2 cantik s2 dipasaran.. bile google di internet, rambang nye mate! dh tanam dlm hati, mase pantang nnt harus tukar casing seminggu sekali (byk duit aku!!!). so as at the moment yg xsampai seminggu pon pakai phone ni (which nombornye pun aku baru beli n even xactive pon lagi *hampeh hotlink*) i pakai casing polka pink ni dulu..

tuesday, 28th Sept 2012

the next day, hubby n i tdo rumah my parents. semestinya, i excited nk tgk hasil basuhan baju2 my baby. alhamdulillah, kak umi dh cuci kan semua. baju2 DD semua dah pon dilipat n disimpan rapi dlm almari beliau. without any further a do, i pon pack je la skali DD's hospital bag smbil dibantu emak. ohhh... mak saya sgt helpful tau! she loan me her bag (since i xde any special bag utk hospital as azam suh i pakai je bag yg mane ade T_T ) n kasi i kain2 batik die yg xpnah pakai tu..

tadaaaa!!!!

dlm bag DD i isi napkin, blanket, her clothes, mittens n booties, hats, towel, her barut n later on, tggl nk taruk diapers n some toiletries. xdilupe, i'll bring along my manual bp just in case. in my bag plak, i dh isi socks, panties, disposable panties, baju butang dpn n nnt nk isi kain batik, tudung, toiletries, selimut, pashmina (sbb i xde sweater n maleh bebeno rasenye nk beli) n pads. 

n today, dlm misi nk pujuk suami ajak die gi nagoya carik kain. dh mintak tolong maklong utk buat kan sarung/cover utk DD's mattress (nampak tilam hijau kat gambar atas tu? itu la tilam nye. xcomel sgt bukan?) insyallah kalo ade rezeki, i akan buat something extra special for DD. next in my list : toiletries DD, diaper DD n my own disposable pad.

this monday, i'll have my check up routine yg rase nye dh masuk stage once in 3weeks. gulp.. will enter my 24th week next week. lps tu the routine will be shorter n i'll be seing my gynae more often then. lps tu, xyah tgk gynae dah. tgk baby plak.. phewww... cant wait for that.

baik lah, rasenye sampai sini saje coretan dari saya.. terima kasih kerana membaca n wasallamu..

my own version of baby checklist

happy weekend everyone!..

as usual, kalo ade entry dihari sabtu itu maknanye i sedang rancak berkerja stgh hari. hahaha.. perkerja cemerlang sgt kan ade kje tp update blog? well, aku xpedulik!

yesterday was friday n me had a lunch date with linda. we're on a mission n we hope we'll get accepted. sementelah lunch sume, kami ke OBW shah alam since linda is looking for something. jeng jeng jeng.. sambil teman linda, aku minum air skit. dapatla beli satu dua barang utk complete kan checklist yg berwajip. demikian adalah senarai checklist ku setakat ini :

*i printed the checklist somewhere. its in jpeg form so i kne la type sesatu utk tulis kt sini*

Baby Gear

1 Baju Lengan Pendek - 3 pairs (insyallah more to come)
2 Baju Lengan Panjang - 5 pairs
3 Rompers - 4 pairs (insyallah more to come)
4 Sleepsuits - 4 pairs (insyallah more to come)
5 Mittens & Booties - 10 pairs
6 Baby Bip - 3 pcs 
7 Washcloth - 8pcs
8 Baby Binder - 5pcs
9 Baby Hat - 4pcs
10 Blanket/Swaddle Blanket - 7pcs

Baby Diapering 
1 Napkin - 1pack (10pcs)
2 Diapers - PENDING 
3 Diaper Wipes - 2bottles & 3 packs 
4 Changing Mat - 1
5 Diaper Bag - PENDING
6 Baby Cloth Detergent - 1bottle

BABY CARE & GROOMING
1 Bedak Bayi - PENDING
2 Losyen Bayi - PENDING
3 Baby Oil - PENDING
4 Tisu - PENDING
5 Sikat - 1
6 Cotton Bud - 1bottle & 2packs
7 Nail Clipper - 1
8 Nasal Aspirator - 1
9 Methylated Spirit – alcohol 70% (Cuci pusat sebelum luruh) - PENDING 
10 Gripe Water / Colic Water (untuk kembung perut bayi) - PENDING
11 Termometer - 1
12 Vicks - PENDING
13 Minyak Telon/Yu Yee - 1bottle 
14 Syringe for Medicine - PENDING 
15 Cotton Balls - 1pack
16 Nappy Cream - 1tube
17 

NURSERING
1 Bedding set - 1set
2 Play Pen / Katil Bayi - PENDING
3 Kelambu - 1
4 Laundry Basket - 1
7 Bakul Baby (Simpan Baby Gear) - 1 
8 Bakul Baby (Simpan Baby Care) - 1

FEEDING
1 Botol saiz  S - 4bottles
2 Puting Botol Susu  - 2 with bottles + 2extra
3 Bottle Sterilizer - PENDING
4 Bottle Brush - 1
5 Penyepit Botol - PENDING
6 Nipple Cream - PENDING
8 Nursing Pad Washable - 2pairs (insyallah more to come)
9 Nursing Pad Disposal - PENDING
10 Breast Pump (Electric) - 1 Spectra Dew 300
11 Breast Pump (Manual) - 1 Tommee Tippee (OTW)
12 Nursing Pillow - PENDING
13 Nursing Bra - 2pairs (insyallah more to come)
14 Termos - PENDING
15 Cooler Bag - 1
16 Breast milk storage - 20bottles & 13plastics
17 Drying Rack - 1

TRAVEL
1 Baby Warmer for Bottle - PENDING
2 Baby Carrier - PENDING
5 Stroller / Jogger - PENDING
6 Car seat - PENDING
7 Nursing Cover - PENDING

BATHING 
1 Towel - 2pairs
2 Bathtub - 1
3 Shampoo - PENDING
4 Sabun Mandi - PENDING
5 Span - PENDING
6 Gayung - PENDING
7 Bath Support - 1

EXTRA
1 Penyangkut Baju Berklip - 1
2 Permainan Bermuzik - PENDING
3 Bumbo Seat - PENDING
4 Baby Gym - PENDING
5 Small Hangers - 1dozen
6 Cloth Pegs - 1dozen

FOR ME!

1 Jamu/Set Lepas Bersalin - NR (to be collected at Yati's)

2 Socks - 3pairs

3 Sweater - PENDING

4 Tungku - PENDING

5 Selimut - done

6 Slippers - PENDING

7 Kain Batik - 2pairs (insyallah more to come. courtesy of mak n MIL)

8 Bengkung - 1

9 Maternity Pad - PENDING

haaaa.. gitu la kisah nye. overall rasenye semua bende basic dah ade kecuali diapers, toiletries and my maternity pad. yg itu xperlukan pencarian yg mendalam. gi tesco je semua dpt. bende2 lain yg pending tu actually ade some of it yg xnecessary especially while expecting my newborn. perhaps, later2 bile ade keperluan baru beli.

im half way pack my hospital bag. im excited n nervous in the same time. started to feel some symptom of org2 yg dh nk bersalin. hari tu kaki dh bengkak sekali (time bengkak tu i xbyk berjalan pon n time byk berjalan xplak die bengkak. funny)

1st batch of the laundry kak umi (my mom's maid) dh buat hari tu. but the 1st batch were those yg akan dipakai kemudian cause the sizes are mostly for 6-12months baby. so i've folded n hung it properly in DD's wardrobe smlm. sambil tu, DD's newborn stuff pun i dh pack utk dibawa ke rumah my mom. will do the laundry there insyallah if its not tomorrow than maybe on monday. i think im gonna do it myself sbb i just love playing with her little clothes n teringin nk rase sendiri pengalaman basuh baju anak sendiri.

i have 7 more weeks to my due date. that equals to 49 days. thats nearly about a month to go. but if the baby keluar sooner then the waiting time will be lesser. yikes.. im excited to welcome DD but im nervous for the pain. i dont know how am i gonna do it later. kuat ke aku. haiyaiyai..

anyway, thats it for today. mari continue dgn weekend kite with a smile. to those yg dh cuti, untung la dpt weekend lebih sehari. myself, lepas kne kerja stgh hari ni, hubby n i will drive to seremban for cuzen's wedding, plan to visit lisa n then balik rumah. esok gi rumah my mom, do the laundry (maybe) n nk ajak azam settle kan something di bank. on monday, nk collect set pantang from yati at klang, to meet linda to collect my pants and make payment, ajak husband gi nagoya utk carik kain. special project in the making? insyallah.. semoga yg dirancang dipermudahkan.

enjoy your weekend everyone n selamat hari malaysia!!!

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hari ni smpai dua entry sbb xde kje.. hahaha.. padan muke. sementara idea tgh byk mencurah ni, i tulis je ape yg terlintas. anyway, bukan la idea pon. i've been very concern about my food during pantang nnt since i do have problem with foods. i xmkn sayur. masak ape pun mmg xmkn. oleh sbb xmkn sayur, jadi i xknal sayur. bile disuruh beli sawi atau bayam mmg adalah masalah besar bagi ku. so, ampun kannnn..

i juga bukan seorg yg extreme dlm memakan. i seorg yg boring. i can eat satu2 jenis makanan itu setiap hari dlm mase seminggu atau lebih. lepas tu muak. bile dh muak baru carik makanan lain. tekak ape kah ini i pun tatau. i love ayam!!!! ayam is like my all time boyfriend. if anything happen to ayam, i'll die. and another favorite, potato!!! some family members call me potato head. ade jgak yg risau akan potato intake yg i amik cause konon nye potato adalah makanan yg bole menyumbang kearah cancer. yea rite...?! mat salleh tu mkn potato hari2 mcm mkn nasi elok je. *so, aku ni dikire mat salleh la kan?* so ayam + potato = food from heaven for me.

ok, back to topic. makanan mase pantang adalah sgt limited, bukan? habis la.. xkan la aku nk mkn sup sayur? xkan la aku nk mkn masak singgang? ohhh.. diperlihatkan warnanya saje aku probably bole lari instantly walaupun masih dlm keadaan pantang. btw, i juga seorg yg xsuke dipaksa mkn. i'll do anything not to eat tau. be it, i'll scream, run or to the extend of menumbuk atau melempang org tu juga xmustahil (tp kejadian tu xpnah terjadi). bergadoh dgn suami sbb kne paksa mkn dulu adalah perkara biasa. so, lupe kan je la hasrat nk "ajar" i mkn bnde yg baru.

found this on google. n when i read it, rase mcm mase dpn ku gelap dan hancur. im very keen to pantang at my own mak's house because she understand me. mudah2 an menu dibawah bukan la menu yg dihidangkan nnt walaupun die membuat muka yg paling manis lagi suci..

then i found this in a blog. yeszaaaa... ini baru la mampu mengukir senyuman diwajah ku. sape kate pantang xbole mkn ayam. yela2, xmkn byk2. mkn skit je. kalo begini la cara hidangnye, msti bole mkn hari2 smbil kepala terbayang kenny rogers..

untuk dapatkan resepi, sila klik sini

lagi satu makanan yg i look forward utk pantang nnt is my mom's steam fish.. ohhhh.. dulu mase kakak i dlm pantang, i cukup gemar mengecak ikan masak stim yg mak i buat. jadi, ia bole dijadikan salah satu menu utama! yummsyyy...

*ini bkn steam fish mak saya*

ohh2.. n do u know that kentang juga diboleh kan utk dimakan mase berpantang???fuhhh... lega nye bile dpt tau. so ade can la nk order kat mak potato salad hari2!! err.. xbole mkn mayonis kan? nvm, letak je olive oil. im fine. janji potato jgn lupe taruk (cemana potato salad xletak potato?)

kalo part snacking rasenye xde masalah kut. i suke mkn roti. i lebih prefer roti drpd nasi. pstu stakat biskut, air milo, horlicks, susu rasenye ok saje. so, insyallah semoga makan semasa berpantang nnt xde mslh. agak2 boring, i kne google lagi carik resepi2 lain. katenye pasta, macaroni, spaghetti pun bole mkn. tp dressing die xkan la bole yg bolognaise sume tu kan? serupa xyah pantang je. xpela, redha je. semoga selera berkembang mekar dihari pantang nnt. ameennn..

my current addiction: lebih suke fresh milk dari low fat. hahaha.. sebab semestinya, lemak itu lazatttttt...

"oh, hi selulit! apa khabar?"

kalau tanya khabar selulit i rasanya bertambah baik. errr.. faham xdouble meaning i? to cut the long story short, nampak gaya perut i ada ciri2 mcm nak dpt selulit. *danggg*. its not a good news. gile ke ape nk consider it as a good news? i start perasan this morning. honestly, rasenye die mcm blom crack lg tp skit2 line tu dh nampak samar2. T_T

jujur, i mmg xpnah apply ape2 or xpenah pon nk amik any precaution action to avoid the cellulite. nak kate konfiden xdpt selulit tu xla. tp selagi blom nampak, i buat bodoh je. rase nye baru smlm i baru terfikir yg i have such a beautiful belly. bulat je. xde selulit and linea nigra pun comel je nampak nye.. tp tu la. angkat bakul sendiri lagi. or maybe sbb mase belek2 smlm tu waktu mlm so xnmpk sgt. 

uff, buruk la kalo dh ade selulit nnt. org yg i turn to utk meng-ekspres kan perasaan hiba tak lain dan xbukan adalah suami sendiri. ohhh, die perlu dipersiap sedia kan supaya nnt xterkejut dgn keadaan perut isterinya yg nnt bakal menjadi menggerunkan. sbb itu la i kadang2 bersyukur jgak bile perut xbesar sgt. to me, lagi besar, lagi susah nk susut. tp bile kenang kan berat baby, i rase i dont mind if she stretch it a lil bit. eh, tatau la. nk baby sihat, comel dan gebu. tp nk jgak perut yang kempis, anjal dan tegang. iskkk.. why is it so hard for us to have both?!

so, selepas dah sedar tentang kehadiran "S" (bukan serena van der woodsen) i terus terfikir something to apply to reduce it. time ni la baru teringat product burt's bee yg slalu dikaitkan dgn selulit time mengandung/after mengandung tu. it not just famous on the blog malah juga di-recommend oleh beberapa website ibu2 yg pemes luar negara (nk tau website ape, google sendiri sbb aku dh bace lame)

malangnya ia sudah out of stock di website. nk gi kedai carik tu mmg la i ni rajin sgt org nye. nk ajak suami semata2 nk beli bnde alah ni, mmg harapan tggl harapan. he wont allow me for sure. msti disuruh nye i nnt utk berpantang je ketat2. kalo beli online, bole beli curik2. xgitu? hehehehe.. tp diorg tau mencurik itu berdosa, so brg ni pon xavailabe. demmmmm lagi skali. knowing my husband, die akan suruh i praktik kan ape yg org2 tua suruh praktik kan. kalo org tua2 kate pantang, maka pantang la. kalo org tua2 kate sapu halia, halia la. sobs..

ohhh... mengomel panjang2 ni lupe plak nk inform yg my pregnancy skrg dah 32weeks. errr... mmg dh layak sgt la kut kan utk dianugerah kan selulit2 manja? tp, kalo nk start applying all these cream2, butter2 ni sempat ke eh? ke dh terlambat?

apart from the "S" problem, i ade satu lagi problem iaitu sakit belakang tatkala sampai ke office. hahahaha.. itu mengada but itu adalah yg benar2 belaka tiada yg lain melainkan yg benar. rasenye sbb my posture la. bile kat office, ade kje ke, xde kje ke, mengadap pc adalah wajip. selama 9 1/2 jam kat office, 90% masa adalah mengadap pc. the problem is, skrg dh xbole duduk rapat2 dgn meja sbb perut dh kedepan. i risau nnt perut i tersepit (masalah sama dihadapi kalau nk basuh tgn/pinggan/muka di sink) org petit la kate kan. 

lepas tu skrg, i mmg dh xbole nk bend/rukuk sgt. kalo i have to get something on the floor, i kne bend kn lutut utk rendah kan pusat graviti. hehehehe.. mungkin sbb perut dh cukup besar utk menyendal so thats why. so mujur semayang time rukuk xlame sgt n kite kne support dgn tgn. kalo x, mmg susah la teman. 

haaa... boleh buat mcm ni?

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sesi menunggu suami seperti biase dipenuhi dgn acara mengupdate blog. errr... mintak2 sempat habis mengarang by the time suami sampai.

since its monday, harus la i share my activity during weekend yg ohsem kan? tell u what, weekend i mmg ohsem sgt!!!!! bertuah anak dlm perut. mak abah never spent that lot in one shot tau?! but alhamdulillah, we slowly starting to complete one by one of brg DD. n shopping for baby adalah ultimate FUN!

well, kami xshopping di mall2 besar. i xfavor shops like mothercare, mum's care or wtv. we just shop at carrefour and tesco and gedung harian n those kodi2 shops. bak kata my aunty, "we're not cheapskate, we're just wise n we dont need those expensive price tag to make us look good. we wear our confidence". ewah2.. so last sunday, after sibuk mengemas bilik berpantang bersama mak n adik2 *which was fun tooo!!!* azam ajak jln carik almari DD.

i've been eyeing for this one wardrobe at carrefour since the other day yg kitorg beli breastpump tu. harga? 79.90 je. spatutnye kami beli di carrefour shah alam on saturday. tp last2, pulang dgn tgn kosong sbb carrefour shah alam xde almari tu. sgt hampa. i dont talk to azam almost half an hour sbb frustrated punye pasal. hehehe.. but since i have a wonderful husband, kami ke carrefour subang semula utk dpt kan almari idaman malaya on the next day.  n guess what, pnye la bertuah si DD, she's not just have 1 wardrobe, but 2!!! (see DD, told u we love u)

tat tadaaaa...

ini bukan almari idaman qolbu. pembelian little almari ini adalah tidak dirancang. we placed it at my mom's house. so brg2 DD mase berpantang nnt bole diletakkan dalam ni.

ini pembelian yg dirancang. i think it'll be nicer in pink. tp since letak nye dibilik rumah hubby, hubby has to make the choice then. love it sbb ade tempat utk letak baju lipat n baju gantung. survey jual kt tpt lain, carrefour subang jgak jual dgn harga murah.

as u know, kalo beli almari2 mcm ni dh tentu lah memerlukan skill DIY yg tinggi kan. seriously, i dont think azam have that skill. hahaha.. reason : die tu gelojoh. xnk follow instruction. sib baik la aku ni muke buku (bukan facebook) so i follow the steps one by one. completing the first almari was easy sbb adik i sorg tu mmg terer part2 memasang2 benda ni menghulurkan tangan.. so azam just buat n i jd mandor.. hehehe..

*sampai berbaju pagoda je suami ai uols*

completing the 2nd almari was a bit tough. bkn sbb susah ape. the lubang2 yg diorg buat pun mcm xfit n xcukup dlm n such so we kinda have to try harder utk screwing, attaching, etc. rase nye kitorg start buat ni dari pukul 10pm. siap dlm pukul 1am. hahaha.. lame xlame la kan. dgn si azam nye yg buat sorg sambil tgk tv maka there goes 3hours utk seketul almari. errr.. actually i can hardly tolerate kalo buat slow2 so i did the screwing here n there too. tp azam bising n suruh i relax2 so i do something else. hehehe.. yela2, kasi can org laki buat kje org laki. (but seriously, i do enjoy assembling stuff too. ala2 main lego kan kan kan?) 

while azam was busy assembling parts by parts, i also busy-ing myself by sorting out DD's stuff for i dont know how many times.

there are some of DD's clothes. ade lagi se-bag kat rumah mak. so lepas lipat2, baru la dgn gembira masuk kan dlm almari!

anyway, the almaris were not the only thing that we purchased on that day.. since kami btol2 serious nk bershopping utk DD, maka few more items being stuffed into the trolley.. =P

specially for DD, we bought her own starfish laundry basket and miscellaneous basket kut2 nnt nk buat letak ape2 barang die.

n then, we also bought some cloth pegs, mini hangers, bath support, bed set and some baju, mittens and booties. diaper rash cream, minyak yu yee tu kitorg beli kat bukit jelutong. hehehe.. tu pon sbb we're actually heading to my very good friend's house in kayangan heights, she was somewhere when we're done shopping, so it made us mingling at bukit jelutong area sampai jumpa kedai jual brg baby called MyLife. ingat nk kill some times je la kat kedai tu. tp rupe2 nye, kami juga meng-kill some amount of money. dangggg..

azam always wanted to buy a kelambu for his daughter. being a protective dad i can see. he is considering all the comfort and safety of DD unlike me yg lebih teruja membeli baju, baju dan baju. well, DD must be looking cute, thats what i thought. mujur punya suami yg vice versa. so he take care on the part. fair n square. at MyLife, kitorg beli minyak yu yee, diaper rash cream, rubber changing mat utk rumah (takut mase change baby tu ter-srettttt plak kan), head and back support (azam was the one who wanted it of course) and 4pcs of receiving blanket (not in picture). kelambu? kami dh amik tp rupenye org tu xscan pon n we only noticed bile dh sampai rumah.

overall, we are pretty satisfied with the purchases that we did. well, mak jugak tidak pulang dgn tgn kosong semasa membeli belah. managed to get myself few pairs of socks and undies. the abah, dpt eskem chocotop je. kikiki.. insyallah, the clothes will be sent to my house by this week for laundry. i pun tgh in the midst of collecting things for my pantang needs. yupp, sebulan lebih je lagi. got to start packing our hospital bag soon. can u imagine how excited i am right now? dh la terpinggir sebab geng sume dh ade baby. its ok DD, we'll make a good team soon. hehehe..

last but not least, items like toiletries and diapers je la tggl nk kne beli (shopping spot, dh target kt tesco je). bath tub, bole pakai mimi punye. tggl cuci kasi kilat or like new, then bole pasang bath support tu. i pon nk collect2 my oversize shirt je utk pakai during pantang nnt. insyallah, will purchase the sterilizer, warmer n such soon. more nursing bra to be added, set pantang dah ready, makcik tukang urut mase pantang pon dh dikenal pasti (all thanks to yati) and basically, thats all. 

im just counting down the days saje. am so excited to sleep with our baby by our side nnt. cant wait to make her wear all the cute rompers i've bought for her. cant wait to sing her lullaby n of cz, cant wait to have her in my arms *she's been kicking hard while im writing this*.

to daughter, thanks for behaving well in my belly for this straight 8months. sorry i complain to abah sometimes that u're kicking me hard. i know u didnt mean to. u just need some space cause u're one active baby arent u? about the complains, im just being manja-ish with ur abah. hope u understand. i can bare with u. no worries. u're behaving very well. thanks for not making my night sleep miserable. so far, i only had 2% of disturbed sleep which thats not even your fault. its just my body. thank you, thank you, thank you for all the cooperation.

will see u in a bit sweetheart!

ps. i took 2 days to complete this entry. so, mind the intro yg dh dikarang smlm. sowi..

of my feelings and the breast pump..

salam jumaat! 

today most of my job dah siap. knowing that its friday, i cant stop having this weekend smile on my face. yesterday have been good. of course la sbb dpt tambah brg keperluan bile dh jadi mak nnt. syukur.. dlm pada pening, dlm pada pending, dpt gak bergerak and settle kan sikit2. yela, bak kate org, sikit sikit lama2 jadi bukit. aku plak expect bende sikit2 nu haaa terus jadi gunung everest. *sigh*.

yesterday was my check up day. alhamdulillah, DD been doing fine. she's in the right position, the right weight, uri sume in place so doctor said the possibilities for the baby to change her position adalah minimum. she's short of space. sorry DD, perut mak dah cukup besar rase nye ni. if u need to expand more, do stretch it out. but not too much yea? hehehe.. so, as long as i can still feel her kicks at the upper side of my stomach, im happy enough. cume sometimes die suke geletek2 kat the lower side n it hurts instead of geli. errr.. sakit itu keterlaluan, not comfortable to be exact.

but anyway, to be honest, i cant wait to see her little face. i just cant wait to smell her skin. grrrr.. i just cant wait! pasal brg yg xterbeli lagi tu, insyallah it'll be completed soon. cash flow xmengizinkan utk complete kan semua in 1 shot. but alhamdulillah, kalo DD ter-keluar awal, i think she has enough baju to wear. (but still no diapers, how?)

ok. chill..

mentally, i think im ready to be a mommy. a "mak" to DD. husband n i have been calling her real name constantly. when we talk about her, kitorg panggil nama die. ohhh, rase sgt bersedia utk menjadi ibu dan bapa. husband pon sgt care about me now. he really particular about my movements. but seriously, i can still jump n even dance to those nsync's songs.  but of course, husband risau kalau DD keluar ala2 yoyo kalau i berjoget2. so, dpt buat 2-3steps pon dh kire bagus. 

insyallah due date DD will be on the 5th of november. ohhh september, tolong laju skit bole? xsabar nk october. i rase mcm i akan bersalin in october. pray hard kalo bole bersalin mase hari raya haji. sambil dgr takbir, phewwww... tenang nye rase. but bak kate husband, kite hanya mampu merancang, tp tuhan yang menentukan kan. i just hope that semuanya akan selamat n i dipanjangkan umur. ni nk jd trainer ni. dh semangat nk besar kan n didik DD supaya jadi manusia yg solehah dan berguna.

so, sekadar itu la perasaan saya skrg. indah, sgt indah. syukur i xde masalah during pregnancy. these 2days, i dpt tdo yg nyenyak. mayb sbb dh jumpe the right bantal. xde masalah sengal2 pinggang ke ape, loya2 ape tah lagi, selera normal2 saje, cume kaki je dh bengkak skit (kut). i xrase but org lain yg notice. hehehe.. agaknye, org lain yg monitor kaki aku kut. since i dont feel anythng so i rase biase je. alhamdulillah, thats my part mase pregnancy ni. 

anyway, i have another good news to share. errr... its good for me but i still want to share. smlm i took a day leave. lepas check up kami laki bini bersarapan di subang *jauh ko smpai sarapan kat subang*. husband xbrape sihat so i just layan kan. hehehe.. i layan tp tetap die yg kne drive. done breakfast, kami round carrefour. n guess what? we've found the best wardrobe for DD!!!! n its affordable too! harus pgi beli weekend ni. (errr.. almari yg dipentingkan. sabun mandi sume nnt mcmane?)

from subang, kami straight ke OBW shah alam. as promised, azam bwk jgak i gi beli breastpump.. phewwww... finally.. in case DD xreti sedut ke ape nnt, xla i risau sgt. pam je.. 

ini lah si gondol dan kawan2 nye. im surprised with the size tp lps dh test power dan bunyi nye smlm, rase dh ok dh.. bertambah2 semangat nk exclusive BF DD. 

of all shops yg jual spectra dew 300, i rase OBW yg paling murah. asal nye ingat nk beli yg xpackage. tp bile kakak tu ckp kalo nk yg double pump, lebih berbaloi beli yg package, azam n i started to change our mind. total harga w/o package is rm370. kalo nk beli second tube, kne tambah rm70. so, ade la lebih kurang rm440. kalo beli package pon harga nya baru rm430. so, might as well i beli yg package. hehehe.. dpt drying rack, blanket, washable breast pad, n storage bottle. so, berbaloi la kan.. terase seperti membuat pembelian bijak. cara pemasangan, kacang putih je. mcm main lego! 

selain BP ni, i tambah beli brush utk botol2 susu DD nnt. hehehe.. mmg geram kat brush die pon. luckily dikedai jual brush yg sedondon dgn botol. sesampai kt rumah tgk2 parcel dr ayu pon sampai. i kirim die beli kan i peristaltic teats kt IBEX tempoh hari. so smlm, complete la brg keperluan botol susu utk anak saya..

happy? yg xterhingga. alhamdulillah, DD masih ber-rezeki. btol bagai dikata. no matter what, rezeki anak itu ade. syukur nye kami rase. cube utk tidak berlebih2 lepas ni. tp kadang2 kalo suami dh offer, aku laju jgak kate ye. dh blk rumah baru la fikir dua tiga kali. all i can do is to give all my gratitude to Allah, the almighty, the creator for all these bless He pour in front of me. for all the test that he made me through, syukur.. syukur from the deepest of my heart.

n syukur esok weekend juga!  have a wonderful weekend everyone!

pending pending, pening pening!!!!

im entering my 8th month next week. baby stuff progress so far, slow on other stuff but very fast on the baby's attire. gulp. this is not a good sign. panic alarm, ON!

i biase dgr yg normally during the 7th month org dh start packing their hospital bag or at least do their laundry. gave husband the deadline that all laundries must be done by early october. in october, the baby may pop out at anytime. but we do pray hard if she could wait at least till the end of the month. her EDD is to be on the 5th of November. gosh, thats also not a very long time to go.

important things that we've yet to buy for the baby is her bath tub, her toiletries, her sleeping mat and wtv pillows (cita2 nk buat own tilam kekabu terbantut), her diapers and basically, thats all. kalo lain2 yg xbrape nk penting tu mcm her carrier, the breastpump (time dh short baru la breastpump tu xbrape nk penting. but at least the baby is find without it kan? kite ikhtiar gune yg "natural" in case xsempat beli), the diaper bag, the sterilizer tu sume blom dapat. honestly, i am not happy!

my confinement set is on the way. thanks to yati for the arrangement. SIL pun dh kasi bengkung. so for me, rase nye dh bole survive utk mase berpantang nnt. eenie minnie stuff mcm stokin, kain batik, sweater tu sume, not to worry much kut. 

ape lg ek? haiyaaaaa.. see, pening wooo pk. ntah ape la yg i buat all this while. ok2, nk letak gambar supaya i lebih beringat dan terbayang these important things. ghiso weyh brg xdak. if people ask me "mesti xsabar kan nk tggu baby keluar?". honestly my answer is "i sabar je lagi sbb brg die xcomplete lagi!!!".

sorry DD, i seriously cant wait to hear ur voice or to see ur face or to smell u or to touch ur skin. but i must make sure that i have all it takes to makes u comfortable so that u can be happier and cuter for mak n abah. insyallah, will work it out ASAP..

errr... ini pon xpasti if ini semua adalah semua yg diperlukan. gosh.. terrible nye aku ni! but i need to have all these before the baby keluar. her lampin, her baju2, her barut semua settle. masuk kali ni, dh brape kali dah aku print checklist. hampas! tiap kali nk gune aku print baru, tiap kali panic aku baru nak check. masalah btol.  tgk la skrg, stroller kemana, playpen kemana. sian anak aku.

ok, tekanan jiwa dihari rabu dah terluah.. doa kan saya yg baik2 dan semoga mimpi indah (??)

~ wordless wednesday ~