my first baby expo

happy monday dan selamat menunaikan ibadah berpuasa untuk hari yg kesepuluh!!!!

pejam celik dh 10 hari dh puasa. mcm xrase plak. terlalu syok gak nye puasa tahun ni.. persiapan raya, masih blom ade. insyallah tgh bulan nnt baru start carik brg untuk diri sendiri n suami.

as we all know, last weekend ade baby expo di midvalley. honestly, i bgn sgt pagi utk pegi ke expo tu. thank god husband sgt supportive ke event2 begitu. hahaha.. xsangka2..

supposed kami gerak keluar dari rumah pukul 12 tghari. tp atas sbb2 yang tidak dapat dielakkan, 1.30pm gak kitorg keluar rumah. traffic from shah alam to KL was not so bad. cume bile nk masuk midvalley tu dh start crowded. alhamdulillah, looking for parking was a breeze. syukur..

sampai di midvalley kami xtoleh kiri kanan. laju je menuju ke aras paling atas utk ke exhibition hall. errr.. terkejut dengan keadaan sekeliling bile didapati ramai ibu bapa yang terduduk diluar hall bersama anak dan stroller masing2. n yes, most of them beli pampers! hahaha.. we were like, ok.. adakah mereka semua ni terduduk kerana didalam terlalu ramai org dan memenatkan?

jeng jeng jeng

nama pun 1st timer, kitorg mcm xheran sgt dgn the first few booths. susah nk adapt nk tgk barang dgn org yg berhimpit2. 1st booth that we saw was mamours. errrr.. nothing interesting. seterusnya nampak logo avent dan esprit berpusing2. esprit? playpen? kami lalu je, xmasuk pun sbb ramai org dan macam2 stroller! tp rupe2nye nun dihujung ade playpen idaman! harga? RM759. tp kitorg xbeli. kalo ikut kan nafsu dan hati yg xberiman, dan2 tu kitorg amik. but nahhhhh.. kami dh fikir semasak2 nye n we dont think we need it now. 

perjalanan diteruskan. ohhh.. geram btol rasenye kalo org depan xbergerak dan menghalang jalan. azam dah mcm blurr2. die tatau ape yg menarik n dgn org yg sgt ramai, mamat tu keras kjap. hehehe.. we then saw momma's booth. yupp, my dream feeding bottle. a nite before fina dah bgtau yg kt situ die xjual set. bodoh kan? aku punye la upset. u are the brand's booth n u dont have all the products? sedeh!!! i just study some few things about the bottle. lepas tu sambung jalan. 

melintas ke hall sebelah, kitorg stop kat booth mumsdream. was influenced by fina (again) about alat pengurusan uri. lepas ditimbang2, kitorg pun beli bukan satu, malah dua sebab ade yg kirim (errr... u know who u are). alat tu were quite heavy. tp sementara xde benda lain yg dibeli, ok la lagi. masih bearable. next stop, pureen. borong wet wipes and sebotol ABD detergent dan baby blanket. kali ni, muatan dah start berat. i risau kan azam. takut mood die berubah sbb brg berat n org yg sgt ramai. tu pun mase nk byr i dh lepas ke counter, die xgerak2. xreti gamaknye nk squeeze himself dlm lautan manusia tu. sian nengok kn..

next mission, carik grooming set tommee tippee. sib baik jumpe. tu pun puas gak la pusing. sian lagi kat suami. dah dpt grooming set, kitorg stop kat booth fiffy. i told myself that i must buy the napkins at this expo. maka, mendapat la 10helai napkin fiffy for rm25.90. pstu beli cotton buds n thats it.. 

dh beli tu cam blurr jap. ni je ke? then i asked husband, patut ke beli botol susu momma tu? azam kate beli je la.. then i pun grab la satu twin pack..

lepas dh beli, kami menonong ke arah car park utk letak brg dlm kete. dh janji dgn syima nak swap brg dgn die. lepas dah swap, i begged azam to just walk a little bit more tu mothercare. since i kinda change my mind on the confinement set, so i must get something to help me stretch some part of my body. u guys pun sure tau kan ape benda yg bole membantu. antaranya vco n most' favorites, mothercare perineal gel. 

alhamdulillah.. nasib baik ade stok. smpat tanye SA tu cane nk gune n such. die kate jgn pakai awal2. better pakai bile dh 6weeks dr EDD or bile dh masuk 8 bulan. so makna nya xbole nk pakai skrg. takut nnt baby terkeluar cepat plak. errrr.. baby bole sampai tergelincir ke? hehehe.. cara pakai, 2kali sehari. texture gel ni rupenye macam sedikit kesat. pstu die mcm xoily. (kesat dgn xoily, lebih kurang la tu). bau, biase2 je.. well, alang2 dh dpn mate, i grab je terus. SA tu ckp, gel ni mmg bagus. ramai yg bile pakai for the first time akan pakai lagi utk baby2 yg seterusnya. insyallah, i ikhtiar je yg mane patut. mudah2 an semua dipermudahkan..

taraaaa!!!!

lepas dh beli (n mase tu azam xjoin pun masuk mothercare. die dok kt luar je) kitorg terus shoot pulang. we decided to use the nkve instead of federal highway n alhamdulillah, lalu lintas adalah lancar..

so there goes my 1st experience of visiting baby fair. its a good one, indeed. cume masih xbole adapt lagi kalo nk kne pilih2 baju ke ape. org terlalu ramai. susah nk stay at one booth lame2. bile balik cerita kat mak n kakak diorg tanye knp xbeli diapers. i was like, isnt it too soon? but mak n kakak ckp kalo murah ape salah nye. n pk2 blk, lps ni cume ade IBEX je kt KLCC. pstu tggu la hujung tahun baru ade expo lagi. gulp..

errr.. perlu kan pemikiran yg pjg. harus dibincang dgn suami. till we meet again.. daaa!!!

participating exhibitors for parenting expo at midvalley 27th-29th July 2012

byk exhibitors yg i sgt look forward. husband, i may spend all of my salary here (if u dnt mind). we pretty much agreed on the deal. my gaji for this expo n his gaji for the non expo items (which includes my raya expenses. tq). kikiki.. 

diaper bag *versi xberangan*

morning mommies or who ever readers!! 

i am supposed to flip the files, go through some details and start preparing some urgent report. but i cant help myself from writing an entry. again, about the diaper bag.

ever since the moment i printed out the checklist sheet from the internet, one of the essential things to buy is a baby diaper bag. my type of bag, harus tidak kelihatan seperti diaper bag. azam selepas bersalin (bukan azam suami saya) adalah utk transform jadi the glam mom yg akan menjadi kebanggaan suami dan anak saya. more or less like my sister kut.. errr.. if u know her.

speaking of diaper bag, smlm jgak i start berpijak dibumi yg nyata. those bags that i put on my previous entry mmg hanya untuk angan2 semata. mane nk dpt oiii longchamp berenda2 tu di malaysia? xharga nya pun beribu2 lemon kalo beli di overseas sekali pun. nahhhhhh... itu cerita mak jenin. skrg mari bercakap sebagai rakyat malaysia yg bertaraf sedeharna *eh??*

smlm i browse through zalora.com.my. kat situ pun ade baby/diaper bag cantik tau.. harga pun mampu milik..

ini dari baby couture. harga, less than RM110. lengkap dgn waterproof changing mat. pockets for bottles pun byk. kinda cool kan?

ini plak dari gin & jacqie. harga below rm200. smart kan? mcm nk jalan2 dekat tepi pantai..

and as i followed some online shops that sells branded handbags, tetibe di salah satu website tu "i want bags" ada promo sempena hari raya dan coach baby bag is part of the list!

harga RM590 tp kne byr half by today n another half upon arival of the items. hehehe.. kemain bergaya si ibu kalo bawak bag ni kesana kemari.. tp to me, its too expensive, lagi mahal bag dari breast pump. so, nahhhh.. sape2 berminat bole la ke [link] ini.

ok, nak sambung kerja now.. nnt sambung bergoogling lagi.. have a nice day!

wordless wednesday :: diaper bag *versi berangan*

longchamps'

polo ralph lauren's

kate spade's

ramadan ya ramadan

salam ramadan semua.. alhamdullillah, dah 4hari kite berpuasa.. im so happy that i have successfully puasa insyallah utk spjg 4hari ni dgn baik. lapar tu biasa la. perhaps sbb i jenis xbyk bergerak n berpeluh (cause duduk dlm office je) tu yang boleh bertahan tu..

1st year berpuasa dgn suami, 1st year berpuasa dgn family baru but sadly, 1st year berpuasa jauh dari family sendiri (jauh la sgt). but through out all these experiences, i rase seronok jgak buat sesuatu yg baru.. waking up for sahur with hubby mmg best. automatically mata akan segar bugar. kalo x, turun ke meja mkn pun still dlm keadaan kusut masai. 

we had our 1st buka puasa at in-law's house.. overall, its quite meriah. tp family members xcomplete. tp masih best. 2nd day of puasa buka dirumah mak. i am super excited buat karipap. rasenye, ini la feeling org yg jarang blk rumah family sendiri n dh jarang berkepit dgn family sendiri. automatic jadi rajin menyediakan juadah. automatic jadi rajin make sure semuanya ok. owh... seronok sgt!!!

3rd day puasa buka diluar. hehehe.. ini semua gara2 xtahan dgn godaan lasagna. ajak suami ke delifrance but too bad, lasagna nye dh xsesedap dulu. kesian suami terkulat2 nk pilih juadah berbuka. maklum la tekak melayu. aku plak bwk die masuk kedai perancis!

but alhamdulillah, tiada pembaziran dapat dikesan. kami makan semua sampai habis. today, i buka without suami. terpaksa "menabur bakti" di tempat kerja yg indah permai. blerghhh.. mujur suami redha kan. kalo x, resah la hati kenang kan suami buka sendiri..

ragam lil' DD dlm perut? so far she's behaving. ade la part2 die tendang2, siku2.. tp biase la budak2 kan.. kite layan je.. hehehe.. i bet she also enjoy her puasa so much this month as i am eating alottttttt mase buka puasa. hopefully i bole continue puasa sepanjang bulan. insyallah.. 

semoga semua juga mendapat puasa yg berkah ye.. see u later! =D

saiful sin the new comer (WEDDING DESIGNER)

ever heard of the name saiful sin before? me havent. i just have his brochure which i dont know from where the hell does it come from. probably sbb office hubby kt sec15 same area dgn butik die. attracted by the brochure, i then decided to google his name or senang ckp, i enter his blogspot as stated on the brochure.

i know, its been a while since i havent blog anything about weddings. well u see, this is my blog. i'll talk about my LIFE journey n my INTEREST. so, no special subject to be particular.

sambung pasal saiful sin..

i often forget his name as i always remembered saiful nang. errr.. nang n sin, confusing? it is to me..

pada those yang tatau, saiful sin is a designer who do fashion designing to shoe designing to pelamin designing n even hantaran (i think).

i am pretty impress on his design for pelamin sbb semua idea nampak fresh n modern chic.. well, u got to see it to believe it..

so, how? impress? blom? wait until u see his hantaran artworks..

*pengsan* 

unik sangat! yet very luxe n chix dont u think?

n then his couture which i think kinda ok..

the baju raya

to bride to be, perhaps u can inquire if u're interested. his boutique pon i tgk sgt cantik based on his blogspot. kire mcm ada bakat btol la die ni interior designing. eh?? hahaha.. the details of the shop ade kt blog die. so, feel free to visit..

http://saifulsincouture.blogspot.com/

ps. i xdpt ape2 interest tau blog psl ni. cume share something yg baru n menarik saje.. best of luck b2b!

my pregnancy journey : hello month 6!

hooray!!! kerja dah siap!!! tahniah kpd diri sendiri.. since kerja dh xde, so i suppose this should be one pretty long entry..

btw, do u know that i am now in my 24th week of my pregnancy journey? owh.. kalo xtau pun xmengape sbb yg penting i tau. hehehe.. selama ni asik kire minggu n i always thought that "ahhh.. masih awal lagi.." hakikat nye if u ask me by month, i am actually entering my 6months of pregnancy! whoaaaa.. this is my last month of 2nd trimester, man..

lps ni i masuk 7 bulan n itu dh bole dikire sebagai sarat mengandung kan? looking at my belly, sebenarnye dh bole nmpk. perut saya sudah besar. besar mcm ade baby membesar didalam. tp maybe sbb i suke pakai baju yg loose n i hate all those body hugging shirt ke, maxi ke wtv, so people can hardly notice that im actually pregnant. 

so far, the journey has been great. im enjoying it every second. not much of extra treatment from people around me but the one that im getting from my hubby, is the best in the world. mase ngandung ni la, u nk die picit kt mane? kat pinggang? kat bahu? kat blkg? kat kaki? u name it! selagi xsuruh berenti, he wont! owh... nekmat weyh.. itu part urut, blom part makan, blom part amik2 barang.. hahaha.. but of course, xbaik la nak buli husband time ni kan. jadi jgn besarkan bontot, turut la menyumbang sedikit tenaga untuk membuat sebeberapa perkara dirumah tu.

between me n baby plak, i rase mcm dh start ade bonding. nak kate i slalu borak dgn baby tu xla. i suppose she can hear me if i just ckp dlm hati. hihihi.. but lately, she's been moving like aggressively. ntah die bersilat ke kat dalam tu, bercangkul ke, bertukang ke, i pun tatau.. but tell u what, hati ni cpt sgt panic bile tetibe perut sakit, n baby xgerak (pdhal perut sakit nk membuang). kalau tibe2 perasan, on the spot i akan pukul2 perut. padahal tantah time tu die tgh tdo ke. huhuhu.. sorry, darl.. i just want to make sure that u're ok in there..

material wise, sobs.. masih lemah. i dari dulu asik berangan, google, berangan, google. beli nye tidak. the previous pureen warehouse sale pun i skip. xpe, hujung bulan ni ade.

my only collections so far -_-"

so anyway, here's some visual chronicle of my pregnancy just to share..

this is the most recent scan i buat earlier this month. time ni we was at our 22nd weeks. i was 60kg mase ni baby was 560g. doctor kate semua nya ok dan normal. alhamdulillah.. nampak xtu muka die? n her little hands n little fingers.. weeeee.. baby saya dh ade semuanya!

this one was done about 2months ago. when i was in my 18weeks pregnancy. baby dh start developing. mase ni first time check up kt DEMC. time ni doctor ajar, kalau nampak yg warna hitam dari gambar tu, its actually the fluids that contain in our belly. kalo pada baby that means ade fluid la kat situ. contoh nye, dlm scan ni kite akan slalu nampak bahagian jantung die warna hitam sbb kt situ ada darah. got it? perasaan everytime bile tgk gambar ni : "uii.. mancung nye idong anak aku.. muncung nye mulut die.." hehehehe..

ini plak gambar pertama yg i dapat during my first scan. nampak ape2 ke? actually, doctor yg scan i time ni cam xsekolah skit. boleh nampak actually bentuk baby tu as im actually in my 13 weeks. tp doc tu gi snap dari atas kepala plak. cissss.. time ni tgk serious xbrape nk ade feeling lagi. al-maklum, masih baru kan? but dh bole nampak pergerakan bile dh scan. teruja weyhhhh.. (eh, joyah nye aku)..

tp skrg bile dh rase sendiri baby tu gerak dlm perut kite, lagi bertambah2 keterujaan. msti die dgn gumbira berguling2 dlm perut ibunya yg besar ini. 

overall, im so happy being pregnant. im so happy being a wife, a daughter and daughter in law, sister and sister in law to my husband n our family. tho, im still in my young age, but im blessed with all the joy granted only to woman. with this pregnancy, makes me feel even more woman. alhamdulillah.. syukur kehadrat ilahi. semoga semuanya dipermudah dan diberkati Allah. 

ps. i sometimes hear the devil whisper : i've been through alot even when i was young. i might die young too.. astaghfirullah..

puasa tahun ni.. no more fira, no more..

mlm ni dh start puasa! slmt berpuasa semua!!!!

unlike the previous year, thn ni puasa means alot to me. no more bgn sahur liat sampai mak cubit kaki dan mengeluarkan suara yg annoying. no more turun bwh duduk kt meja makan tanpa perlu basuh muke. no more turun bwh hulur cawan kat mak n mak tolong tuangkan air milo. no more mkn laju2 n terus baring kt sofa utk sambung tdo. no more fira, no more..

untuk buke plak, no more pgi dapur tanye mak masak buke ape n cume tolong mak isi makanan kat pinggan n tolong hidangkan saje. no more jerit2 kt adik2 utk set table same2 sbb semua msti nk kne adil dan saksama. no more cangkung dpn tv tgk iklan sebelum buke sementara tunggu azan. no more fira, no more..

tp yg best nye, thn ni no more calling bf or tunang lepas sahur utk tanye die mkn ape. no more mintak permission mak sambil umpan mak nk beli buka ape utk keluar gi bazaar ramadhan dgn azam. no more sebelum buke pegang hp sbb nk wish slmt berbuke. no more take turn dgn adik bradik utk buke kt luar dgn partner or kawan masing2. no more lps buka terus carik phone utk update juadah buke masing2. no more fira, no more.. 

tahun ni, mati la aku bile time sahur kne sepatutnye jadi one of the earliest utk bgn n check ape makanan yg dh ready (especially kt rumah mertua), mati la aku bile time buke tu kne at least dok di dapur utk satu mase yg lame (especially kt rumah mertua), mati la aku sbb thn ni aku kne amik kire ape suami nk mkn, ape suami nk minum before disumbat kan ape2 didalam mulut sendiri. mati la aku, mati la aku!!!!

but im sure, its going to be a very cool lesson to learn. yela, dh gatal nk kawin kan. so kne la terima semua ni. 

ape2 pun, i look forward for ramadhan. its going to be so much fun, insyallah.. cume yg pening kan kepala bile time waktu berbuka. nk buka kt rumah siapa. rumah parents dgn PIL dekat sgt. kadang2 nk consider rumah siapa yg paling skit org. tp kalo dua2 skit org mcmane? kesian kat mak sendiri, kesian kat mak mertua.  if u ask me, msti la nk buka rumah sendiri. lebih selesa. lebih boleh malas2. hehe.. tp.. sian plak kt MIL kalo rumah die xde org. ok, ini susah.. semoga semua nya dipermudahkan while i just go with the flow..

insyallah.. selamat menjamu lunch semua. lunch la puas2!!!

=)

leg cramps

its been 2 nites in a row since my left leg have been cramping. paling sedih bile time cramp suami xde kt sebelah sbb dh kne pgi kje. according to my counting, dah 3 mlm tdo kaki cramp n the first time experienced leg cramping mase kat penang. 

awal2 dulu i panic bile tibe2 kaki cramp. im not the type who used to this cramping thingy. bile kne attack awal2 tu rase cam nk nangis memikirkan what actually happened to my leg? why does it hurt? why does it heavy? why cant i move it? tp skrg dh biase skit so dh pandai relax skit.

for the past 3days, kaki akan mule cramp bile pagi nk dekat2 subuh *alarm clock subuh aku kaki cramp. kau ade?* no doubt mmg i kadang2 tdo selimut terpelanting kemane2. al-maklum org ngandung, tdo mesti telipat2 kan. so, cramp akan menyerang bile tgh menggeliat or nk stretch out. time tu, baru nk menyesal knp la aku menggeliat.

the last time i had my leg cramped, it effected my betis for the whole day! seharian betis rase keras n sakit bile berjalan. smpai i told husband that im sick with myself cause every moves that i made will make me say "aduhhh" then hubby suh tuka. kalo rase sakit, cube ckp "oh yeah". hahaha..

discussed this with other pregnant friends n of cz, talked to mak also about this. mak kate sbb kurang calcium. sigh.. itu sedih. its sad to know that my body is weakening. i used to be strong n had no problem or what so ever even during my pregnancy. but now, rasenye mase utk terima kenyataan sudah tibe. ade satu lagi human dlm perut ni. die tukang amik vitamin aku, tukang amik energy aku, tukang kasi berat aku, but i allow it. she may take it as much as she wants as long as she'll be healthy. 

so, for the sake of the baby, i've done some research about this whole cramping thing. errr... not to say research sbb my only bible during pregnancy pun is only babycenter.com so it says that there are 3 reasons why i experience cramping during my sleep..

• during day time, terlalu byk tenaga yg digunakan. so the muscles get tired n they tend to "protest" during our sleep. yela, kesian muscle.. dh la berat, kne paksa jalan. maka, die pun menegang while we were sleeping. nak kasi xsakit. time tdo tu tinggi kan kaki, or before tdo mandi air panas or selimut kan area kaki dgn towel yg direndam dlm air panas sbb cara tu bole merehat kan otot kaki.
• sbb seterusnya, ye.. kurang calcium or potassium. juga jika mkn terlalu byk meat n junk food. hehehe.. aku dan junk food dh mcm isi dgn kuku. n skrg, baru nk terhegeh2 minum susu. padan muke aku!
• sbb terakhir, ape lagi kalo bukan sbb tumbesaran uterus dlm perut. mungkin bile uterus dh membesar, blood vessels sume mengecik dan sempit. eh? ahhhh.. bayangkan la sendiri.

mcm2 cara yg i jumpe utk mengelak kan cramp. tp tula, i think the easiest way tdo letak kaki atas bantal. yeah, like a boss..

pstu ade gak petua2 lain yg i jumpe mcm jgn silang kaki mase duduk *eh, skrg tgh buat*, dont let ur leg hanging mase duduk buat kje (especially yg kt opis) letak la kaki atas ape2 (it helps to reduce kaki bengkak jugak tau), sapu minyak n pakai stokin mase tdo (yg ni langsung aku xrajin) dan macam2 lagi..

ade stgh org ckp, leg cramping ni juga bole berpunca sbb terlalu sejuk. err, saya tdo bwh aircond jadi rasenye xla sejuk sgt kut. eh??

so, terungkai sudah persoalan diri ini on knp kaki asik cramp saje lately. its normal rupenye bg those yg sedang di 2nd trimester or 3rd trimester of their pregnancy. honestly, saki baki pain cramp tu masih ade but yeah, since skrg dh tau, dh bole la avoid or amalkan yg mane2 perlu..

till then, arios!

kisah samun adik kawan saya yg menakutkan!!!!!

the more we think about it, the more scary it will be.. imagine, im expanding a family in a dangerous world. sad, ultimately sad..

a news that we've received this morning from a very good friend shocked us nearly to death. deep down inside, i tried to place myself in the victim's shoes (u know that it is much easier to put urself in somebody's shoe especially when u know that person?) if i were fiena's sister, i swear i will never step out the house alone. i swear i will never talk to any strangers (any as in nobody!). nope, not without my husband around, my dad or my brothers. im sure i will no longer be those bubbly woman who love to ask around because she always stick to "malu bertanya sesat jalan".

this is how i understand based on fiena's story :

"adik fiena blk rumah quite lewat mlm td. then suddenly die terasa mcm ade org on a motorbike follow die. she's grabbing her phone hard (sbb gile, sape xtakut kalo in that position) pstu xpasal2 die kne baling batu dgn org gila tu. smpai kne muka jgak (main baling2 batu plak penjahat tu. bak kate yati, "pondan nye") tp, pondan xpondan la kan. adik fiena decided to threw her bag away smbil berlari if im not mistaken without her shoes (die dh ready2 utk bukak kasut barangkali utk sprint menyelamatkan diri. wise move!). seperti anjing dibalingkan tulang, msti la anjing tu amik tulang tu kan. tp sebenar nye anjing lagi baik. because these two mangkuk bukan saje amik bag tu malah turut mengejar adik fiena. mereka tarik rambut adik fiena sampai jatuh n turun motor lalu menendang perut adik die bertubi2. she screamed and the pak guard dtg menyelamatkan padahal sebenarnye, its too late!"

ye, mencarut la if thats what makes you feel better. knp diciptakan hamba allah yg sebegitu kejam. we worried if the criminals tu mark adik die. n thats why i said, if i were her sister, i will never dare to go out the house. 

baru mlm td i borak dgn azam about the incident in OU. owh.. skrg rase sgt takut nk ke mall n park di basement. lps ni kalo kne pakai service valet pun valet la. n u know what, i rase semua perempuan or senior citizen patut mendapatkan khidmat valet. itu jauh lebih selamat rasenye. 

so azam said, no more going anywhere alone after this. not even to cross the street from office to complex PKNS. 

so to ladies out there, tolong jgn buat2 berani. xde tempat yg selamat lagi. percayalah.. n u can never trust nobody. told fiena that its hard to be in her sister's position. kalo buat2 berani sgt kang takut mereka menjadi lebih buas! so, just be careful n pray hard semoga kite sentiasa dibawah lindungan-Nya. remember ladies, skrg dunia dh mcm hutan. mulut jgn cabul. perangai jgn loud sgt. itu selalu diingat kan. so i guess, this is the reason why. tp kalau org tu nk buat jahat, die buat jgak kan. le sigh..

kepada si penjahat, semoga kau dihantui mimpi2 ngeri atas perbuatan yg xberperikemanusiaan ni. semoga tuhan memberikan mereka balasan didunia agar sempat mereka menyesal dan bertaubat. n to the ladies, lets use our power to influence. lets make the world to be a better place. insyallah..

Lil' DD

its about 6hours to go until weekend, n ohhh.. how i wish i could have a quality sleep this time. i dont know where went wrong but these couple of days, tidur asik xcukup je. nak kate tdo lambat xplak. bgn awal pagi, lg la x.. i bet esok pagi msti mate terbeliak seawal2 nye. thats what i hate about me over the weekends. kalo weekdays rase mcm berat nye mata nk bukak! dh weekend, lepas subuh dh xbole tutup2 blk. cisss... what a waste of time!

weekend ni, i ade byk plan in mind. one thing yg hubby excited, family dinner kat bagan. hahaha.. MIL dh janji nk blanje before puasa. i, of cz on saje. so, was thinking. i'll be spending the saturday with hubs' family n the sunday with mine. kalau semua bole habis on saturday pun cun jgak. but depends. 

errrrr.. actually kalo tgk kt title tu i patut nk cerita lain senanye. dh over excited psl weekend, aku cite weekend plak dah..

anyway, since doctor has confirmed our baby's gender, kitorg pun dh start pilih nama for our lil' sunshine. insyallah, the flower that we saw on the screen was pretty clear so its no doubt about it. tgk perut pun people can already tell. so, yeah.. im carrying a girl.

unlike most couple who did alot of homework and research before picking names for their child, laki aku senang je. awal2 lagi die asik mentioned satu name ni. well, try gak i suggest name lain. tp xdilayan nye. firm je die dgn name yg die nk tu. to him maybe "take it or leave it". kalo xsuke dh pyh tanye2 die lagi. hampehhh..

end up, i pasrah je. cume kne look for another name to combine n yes, i've found one. at this moment, dh jumpe pun satu name yg masing2 suke dan setuju. so later on, i can tell to this baby that your first name was my choice n your 2nd name was ur dad's choice. fair n square kan..

am not gonna reveal it to the public as its still a plan. some of friends dah tau sbb mereka lah tempat aku mengadu kalau tension dgn jawapan husband yg menyakit kan hati apabila dipropose name lain. but as at now, lets call her lil' dd first. 

btw, lil' dd dh dpt baju!!! thanks tasha n sister! nnt weekend ni insyallah will get more stuff for lil'' dd. 

erkk.. its lunch now.. let go eat!

tetibe rase cam nk mkn ni from jombali cafe. bapak nye.. esok jom?!!!

mommy's wish list

wohooo!!! its thursday baby.. gotta finish some work today (tp kje tergantung sbb kne tggu report from other dept. my part - DONE) n esok, insyallah i akan lenggang2 kangkung saje..

while waiting for others to submit their reports, as usual i'll do the survey for my baby's stuff. sudah nye, ia menjadi part of my wishlist.. ohhh.. kalo la duit itu seperti kertas report aku yg kne reject ni, ptg ni jgak aku gi ikea beli itu ini.

honestly, i cant wait to revamp our room. i've so many things in mind n rase mcm nk beli mcm2. a colleague just asked, "kak fira xde plan nk gi vacation mane2 ke?" oh no no.. tidak jika blom complete brg keperluan anak ku.

im entering my 6th months next week. rase nye its time dh utk i lengkap kan brg2 baby. alhamdulillah.. ade yg sudi nk give away some of their old baby stuff so from there i can save alot! huhuhu.. lisa was right, at this point of time, kalo ade yg nk bagi, rase macam nk tadah gune lori kontena! *lisa xckp mcm tu but im pretty sure thats what she meant*

as we all know, this weekend ade pureen warehouse sale di PJ. im going, definitely. nnt bole singgah rumah wan sbb its in the same section pon. pstu singgah babyland ss2 survey playpen, singgah ikea, singgah OU, ahhhh... sume nk singgah la!

so kat bawah ni list yg i dgn yakin dan pasti nak carik dan grab dekat warehouse pureen ni..

ABD Detergent & napkins

baju & mittens booties NB 2-3 psg utk pakai kat rumah

baby wipes

n rase nye itu dulu kut. yg lain2 bole tambah2 kemudian since at the end of this month pun ade satu lagi baby expo yg i dont want to miss!

the exhibitors pun not bad. bole try tgk video die kat [sini]. cume bulan puasa tu kne ade skit kesabaran la nk menempuh umat manusia kat mid valley nnt. insyallah, nnt kite plan baik punye..

ok, done dgn informasi berguna utk mommy-2-be. here's something yg i've been eyeing for the whole day..

some of my friends dh beli storage utk letak barang baby mereka. while me, still surveying. love the storage from ikea ni. suke sbb bentuk die mcm tangga. love it! love it! love it to bits! tapi.. harga die agak keterlaluan. blom pun ade playpen.. baju2 ke hape sume baru nk dibeli ni. so, i cant be spending half a thousand just for this..!!

well, here's another one from ikea. harganya abit cheaper but kalo sudi pejam mata tu mungkin bole jadi terbawak blk rumah. its rm299 n its pretty practical i guess.. nnt nk usha kt ikea n nk cross finger kut2 it'll be on sale or what..

begini la kalo melanguk kt opis. xde lain di tgk nye kalo bkn catalog ikea. iskkk.. 

besides ikea, i found a new (for me) website yg jual brg baby at a pretty reasonable price.. check out easy.my n scroll sampai bwh. msti ade bnde yg akan catch ur eyes like this cute jumper from GAP,

this cute hooded sweater

adorable hello kitty carpet

and this cute doomoo bean seat for babies

hah.. pengsan sekejap.. tp xpe, harus kuat kan semangat. smlm dh gatal tgn gi usha baby carrier. since azam has been falling for quinny n rase mcm xmampu nk beli, i think kalau beli maxi-cosi dulu lepas kut. xde ne nye nk tolak baby diawal usia.. so pstu nnt baru beli quinny nye pulak kalo ade rezeki..

rasenye susah nak jumpe yg printed mcm ni. cute much, heh? suke mak budak usung bapak budak yg kne carry bende ni kehulu-kehilir. hehehe.. suami, beli ni satu jom! =P

Birthday Celebration - DELAYED!

"ALLAH SELAMAT KAN AKU, ALLAH SELAMAT KAN AKU.. ALLAH SELAMAT KAN ZAFIRA ALIAS.. ALLAH SELAMAT KAN AKU.."

tahun ni lagu tu xberkemundang. tiup2 lilin pun xde. mungkin dh tua bebeno aku ni gak nye. well, sesuai la kan dgn status i yg m2b ni.. supposed, my birthday should fall on last monday (malaysia GMT) tp most people wished me yesterday (tuesday = Greece GMT). hahaha.. to take it on the bright say, its still 9th July at some part of the world kan? well, better late than never, no?

lambat atau cepat, xkisah la. yg penting i was celebrated with full of love by husband (first yr celebrate birthday as a wife lewat sehari. special sgt kan) nevertheless, its one of the most memorable birthday i've ever experienced. and to be honest, its a very sweet experience. 

mari bikin drama dgn menceritakan mcmane kes lewat sehari bole terjadi. 

unlike tahun2 sebelum ni.. i used to countdown my own birthday n start giving hint on what i want. tp this year, i decided to stay calm. even on my birth day, i tggu je.. bile laki aku nk wish ni? ade surpise ke? jawapan nye, nada! kat opis plak meeting sampai pkul 7. mmg harapan la. blk rumah, tuka2 baju, masak, makan, tdo, hampa. the next morning about subuh, ade lelaki pelok aku wish happy birthday. dlm tdo, bercucuran air mata sambil ckp, "it was yesterday". mencicit azam carik hp die utk tgk date. beriya die mintak maaf but i was beyond speechless. sedih wooooo..

otw to work, in the car, he tried make it up for me. tanye i nk ape, nk mkn ape n all i did was geleng kepala (jual mahal konon nye). sampai die tanye, "nak beg baru?" pun i dgn berat hati, geleng jgak. hahaha.. sampai kt opis, i borak itu ini dgn geng. yes, maybe die xsengaja. die mmg xsensitip part date. kerja die mengadap batu bukit, bukan mengadap laptop mahupun kertas. but knowing my husband, xgune kalo jual mahal sgt. so i texted him. "since abg jahat sbb lupe birthday ISTERI (yes, i capital it) abg, abg kne blanje org baskin robin n org nk shopping mcm2. sile sediakan wang secukup nya." thats it..

abt 5.30pm, he arrived to my office, kami singgah pkns beli few things than baru blk rumah. tuka2 baju n woosh we headed to empire subang. asalnye azam kate die nk beli kan i make up set n he wanted me to choose. but nahhhh.. nnt je beli body shop punye. i dont need dior or stilla or wtv to make me pretty. chewahh.. then die tanye psl bag. indeed, i need a new bag. the one that i've been using ni pun dh huduh bebenor. it was also a birthday prezzie from him mase birthday i last year. so genap setahun, i dpt gantinya.

bye bye yellow guy.. thanks for your service. its been a great year!

tho, beg ni dh terkelepot2 i tetap bwk kesana kemari. ini la bag kenduri, ini la bag pgi pasar. i bukan jenis tuka2 bag. n yes, maybe because this bag means alot. kalo ikut kan, bole je pegi c&k tiap2 bulan bile dpt gaji. but nahhh.. its a prezzie, i love it n i'll take it where ever i go. insyallah yellow guy, kalo ade yg perlu, i'll definitely use u back.

skrg dh pakai bag baru. owhhh i tell u, im such a happy  kid mase di c&k smlm. try itu, try ini. about almost half an hour to decide. lucky the SA was very helpful. husband n him made me feel so special. mcm masuk candyland plak. so, i've chose a bag n kami headed pula ke toys r' us.

asal nye nk usha playpen. tp xbest la plak. n kalo dh suami aku yg masuk kedai menan, cenggini la jadi nye..

n mak buyong xmungkin ingin ketinggalan. azam tested most of the toys yg gatal2 tulis kat situ "try me". ohhh.. bapak2.. main la kau puas2 sebelum nnt kau kne kejar or carik anak kau yg leka tgk toys nnt.

next up, misi mencari baskin robin. tp kt empire xde. i tau kt subang parade ade but nahhh.. lenkali je. so i just had gelato fruitty n had kenny rogers as dinner sbb azam tingin nak mkn tu (eh, ni birthday aku ke birthday die)

kat rumah, i dpt lagi satu misteri gift. alhamdulillah.. 

see, permulaan yg sedih xbermakna ending nye juga sedih kan? kadang2 org xwish xsemestinya org lupa. n i pun xbole nk selfish sgt besar kan ego nk disambut pada hari itu2 jgak. so yeah, its worth waiting. being husband, when he doesnt spoil doenst mean that he doesnt love me. 

so, this is me being one year older.. alhamdulillah..

ps. kalo pjg umur, thn dpn sambut lagi.. =)