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salam sejahtera semua.. selamat hari sabtu n selamat pengantin baru kepada mereka yang berkenaan. honestly syndrome stress garu2 kepala sudah menyerang.. i admit, im such a good actor.. tgk luar mcm tenang, cool kan org, org tanye progress aku jawap 99%. hakikat nye, xla hebak manee.. 

how i wish time could fly faster. skip kan ke tarikh2 berikut : 

15th november - 25th november - 15th december - 23rd december - 24th december

hehehe.. hari-hari diatas adalah my paydays n the wedding dates. haribulan lain sile jgn nyibuk. sekian..

i guess its time to feel empty

gosh.. tajuk sungguh sadis n xble bla kan.. honestly, thats what i feel at the mo.. mengaku yg i excited nk memakai persalinan nikah n sanding.. setelah berdiscuss dgn vendors, i juga mengaku i excited utk duduk di thrones yg bakal direka khas utk i n azam.. well, xde la khas sgt but im sure the vendors wont repeat their designs or msti akan tuka2 color according to our theme kan.

since the time is running super fast, i've to admit one thing.. financially, its sickening too.. xde la byk sgt nk beli but i dont know.. its like never enough.. syukur byk jugak perkara2 yg dh settle.. also admit that my progress tidak la se-smooth mane sehingga xade cacat cela.. tp kite usaha n ikhtiar.. perlu diingat buat tah keberapa kali, sabar is the key.. lebih2 lagi nk kawin ni.. mcm2 dugaan dtg.. sakit, kelat, pahit utk ditelan, mencurah2 air mata memikirkan hal2 yg dtg tah dari mane2 (but thats if i think about it hard. but i wont.. its a piece of shit, it'll disappear).

owh.. cume tinggal sebulan lebih utk dikahwinkan, mendapat ibu bapa baru, kakak2 baru, anak2 buah baru n yg paling penting kehidupan yg paling baru.. new n eternity insyallah..

hurm.. blog sudah menjadi semakin boring. mari isi kan dgn checklist terlatest yg xberape best.. *tah2 ade yg xbace smpai sini pun kut sbb boring sgt*

PRE-WED

Kursus Kahwin - DONE

HIV Test - DONE

Legal Matters - PENDING

Invitation Cards - consider DONE

Prewed Photoshoot - an amateur one, DONE

NIKAH

Date - DONE (23rd December 2011)

Time - DONE (5PM)

Venue - DONE (rumah ku syurga ku)

Catering & Canopy - consider DONE (deposit paid) } Eiman Catering

Photographer - consider DONE (deposit paid) } Lampu Studio

Videographer - consider DONE (deposit paid) } LHmedia.TV

Mini Pelamin - consider DONE (deposit paid) } Package Ren da-Belleza

Candy Buffet - consider DONE (deposit paid) } Package Ren-Da Belleza

Hand Bouquet - consider DONE (deposit paid) } Package Ren-Da Belleza

TQ Tags - 200pcs consider DONE (deposit paid) Package Ren-Da Belleza

Nikah Dress - consider DONE (deposit paid /1st fitting DONE) } N.E.R

Nikah Veil - consider DONE (deposit paid /1st fitting DONE) } N.E.R

Groom's Baju Melayu - consider DONE (deposit paid /1st fitting DONE) } N.E.R

Groom's Accesories (songkok, sampin etc) - PENDING

MUA - consider DONE (deposit paid) } Aim Azam

Guests Doorgift - DONE

Hantaran Deco - consider DONE

Barang Hantaran - PENDING

PA System (optional) - PENDING

Bilik Pengantin - PENDING

SANDING

Date - DONE (24th december 2011)

Time - DONE (11am-5pm)

Venue - DONE (Dewan Serbaguna IPK S'gor)

Catering - consider DONE (deposit paid) } Eiman Catering

Photographer - consider DONE (deposit paid) } Lampu Studio

Videographer - consider DONE (deposit paid) } LHmedia.TV

Pelamin etc - consider DONE (deposit paid) } Package Suri Weddings

Wedding Attire- consider DONE (deposit paid) } Package Suri Weddings

MUA - consider DONE (deposit paid) } Package Suri Weddings

Handbouquet - PENDING 

Guest's Doorgift - consider DONE

PA System - PENDING

Preparation Room - consider DONE 

Entertainment - PENDING

Miscellaneous

Shoes - DONE

Baju Family - DONE

MOH & BOH - MOH DONE

Make Up for Family (optional) - PENDING

Flower Girls & Boy's Attire - PENDING

Deco Deco Deco - consider DONE (on going process) } DIY

= 10 more pending items

lets go go go!!

si penyedap hati dikala stress

monolog sendiri

"i've done my best. semua akan ok, semua akan cantik, insyallah.. insyallah.."

23 dec - 23 nov - 23 dec

super busy week!!!

holla lovelies.. ok skrg i nk tanye korg.. especially disember brides, amacam preparations? i rase minggu ni jadual i super padat yg hamat2.. siang ke office seperti biase.. mujur xde meeting yg dragging. ade la satu on monday.. mlm, the whole day of this week i ade program. erkk.. weekdays je la.. weekend masih free kut. semua kelima2 hari i urus kan hal wedding. 

monday

smpai rumah about 7 ++ pm. ade appointment dgn decorator pelamin n deco utk nikah at bangsar.. i was late.. -_-". but the meeting was sooo awesome. suke kan semua yg didiscuss. anil sgt baik.. mom-2-be yg comel. i let her know all the things yg i rase she should know. on what kinda pelamin yg i nk, what colors, what concept, n.. i dpt deco canopy! ohh.. unbelieveable! mcm xbole byg kan canopy nnt berdeco2 lantern.. semoga semua nya ok.. insyallah..

tuesday

its the fitting!!! the moment yg i sgt tunggu2.. alhamdulillah, semua nya ok.. its to be continued esok.. insyallah..

wednesday

hujan xrenyai2.. very serious about my diet.. konon nk distract dgn bershopping. yupp, tu la yg dpt kain utk mak, abah n bridesmaid. arrived jakel about 8.40pm. xtau plak jakel tutup pkul 9.. i went there with mak, elya n elya's mother.. we went directly to level 3. pang pung pang pung, jumpe la kain yg dicari.. yupp2, seperti yg tertera di entry sebelum ni. so hari ni, officially..

buy kain for families and bridesmaid

thursday

which is today, i kne ikut abah jumpe tok kadi.. huwaaa.. excited yaw.. xsabar sbb nk book tok kadi tu je.. hahaha.. mcm book MUA plak kan. tp tah ape cite la agak nye kan.. will definitely share with u guys later kalo interesting.. kalo biase2 je xcite ye.. wish me luck!

friday

fitting lagi.. (insyallah) hari tu azam xtry lagi baju die.. so designer kate friday ni dpt tgk baju azam.. lets hope that it will be ok jgak for him... teheee.. cam xcaye je dh nk dekat rupenye nk nikah ni.. *grin*

weekend

to go to kajang n see my card's vendor. hopefully semua akan ok jgak.. 

pheww... penuh organizer kawin i.. rehat cume diwaktu tidur. im glad i have time utk update blog lagi.. hehehe.. im feeling good at the mo.. anda pula bagai mana??

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aktiviti minggu ini.. ^____^

invitation cards!!!

nothing to feel happy about it YET.. dpt berita gembira yg kad dh siap n its ready to be collected. namun begitu, hampa seribu kali hampa bile sampai ke tpt collection n tgk kad yg xmcm yg sepatutnya. dari envelope ke font ke warna ke size, semua nya menyedih kan. mujur masih ade mase utk re-print. well, will wait n see in the next 1week ++

main table's / VIP doorgift

dari kajang ke kota damansara. pheww.. bak kate azam, mmg east side west side habis! typical SSF, semuuuuuuuuua nya cantik.. sgt rambang mata tgk bende2 comel disana. oleh sbb xtahu nk pilih sape yg paling cantik, akhirnya harga yg jadi penentu. name pun pengantin budget, dh tentu la yg paling murah tu automatically menjadi yg tercantik. so, cawan diatas dibeli sebanyak 12 ketul. cadang nk letak telur pindang dlm tu. harap mereka2 yg layak akan suke gembire.. =P

cermin tangan memey?

ohh.. knp name memey yg dikait kan? hahaha.. pompuan mane yg xsuke cermin tangan ni.. senang nk buat check eyeshadow, mascara, pores2 yg tidak dicover rapi oleh foundation. oh yess!! harus la cermin ni yg menjadi teman mase bermake up nnt. cermin ni pun beli kat SSF. cume RM15.90 ya'all!!! =D

kain for mak n abah

finally!! kain utk mak abah berjaya dijumpai di jakel. xsangka, jakel juga agak tenang diwaktu mlm. mungkin bile mlm kakak SA sudah penat dan xbermaya so diorg xlarat nk pum pang lagi. yg beaded chiffon tu lining die yg kain lite tu n pink tomey2 tu kain abah. hahaha.. sorry bah, kali ni je pakai pink kayh? *larikkk*

kain bridesmaid

mmg dh lame cadang yg bile beli kain utk mak abah, akan beli skali kain utk bridesmaid. syukur alhamdulillah, kain utk bridesmaid pun jumpe dgn super cepat yet kitorg puas hati sgt.. yes2, kain lace xtermasuk carta design pilihan macam kat entry sebelum ni. tp kain ni sgt2 worth buying. yang penting harus creative memilih tona design yg bersesuaian. hikhikhik.. i like!!!

progress :: baju nikah - 1st fitting

alhamdulillah.. finally hari nya sudah tiba.. glad that everythng went well. anyway, i think i made the right moves. listen and patient. and akhirnya, i finally get to see my nikah dress!! its 75% as the sketch. owh well, its the first fitting anyway.. 

insyallah will be seing mr. designer again tomorrow utk baju azam plak. so far, nik has been very nice to me. all smses been replied promptly and in the right manner. alhamdulillah.. again, sabar is the key..

i went to his place with an open heart.. xletak expectation tinggi pun. perasaan sgt bercampur baur.. excited, nervous.. the moment i tgk baju tu kt hanger i wasnt really impress. bile sarung pun ximpress. but once mr. designer step into the room n tell me his plan utk letak itu ini as the detailings, i feel so good about my baju. glad azam is positive about the dress too.. 

some minor adjustment need to be done. im fat FULL STOP. kt bust, langsung xbole nk tutup. tu pun i dh pakai spanx yet its sooo tight smpai i cant even bend! phewww... major diet program pls!!! nik kate die nk besar kan skit. hurm.. i have to be more dicipline!

anyway, mari teaser2 kan baju tersebut.. from the picture pun dh nampak gemok pendek.. shite!!! i hate my fat.. (erkk, ade sape2 yg suke ke?). n from now on, gambar2 ni akan jd my default picture for my phone, my lap top, my pc at office supaye lebih beringat utk kurus..

i love this feeling!

Just got home. Fetched by azam. Shared with him about our cards that may be ready by this weekend.

Can't believe we were both excited. Its goood to hear how azam, yes azam the fiance pun excited nk distribute cards to invite our friends n family.

Wee.. I ngaku, I mmg gatal nk kawin dgn azam!

Pak pak, kepung kepung kepung kepung..

progress! progress!

its the 2nd nite n alhamdulillah semua dh bersticker.. yupp2, im talking about my jars.. all 500 of 'em dah selamat di-sticker kan in 2nites only.. 

jeez.. terase comel plak bala2 balang ku.. xsabar nk kasi kt guest.. hahaha.. isi pun blom ade.. actually the deco xsiap lagi.. but coming soon la kut. tunggu bile dh beli ape nk diisi kt dlm baru bole pk cane nk tambah deco2 lagi...

apart from that, mak pun dh start project die.. erm.. this one i totally leave it to mak. ape yg cantik kat mate mak, itu la yg cantik kat mata i. pendek kate, pakai bedal je la...

first attempt. blom siap lagi ni.. mak baru work with barang2 yg mak ade. insyallah weekend ni nk ajak mak utk dpt kan bahan2 yg betul.. well cant wait for weekends! kan kan kan.. owh, btw.. nk kne kasi credit kt assistant i yg super rajin. smpai demam2 die temankan i mengadap jar2 ni sume selama 2 malam berturut. thank u so much dear.. nk tau siapa kah org yg menguntung kan i tu?

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she's mimi!!

*dh mcm cikgu rosnah dh kan?*

my first wordless wednesday

my dream pelamin.. 

i cant see myself in other pelamin but this..

*verangan*

its for my bridesmaid!

i have one lovely friend, beautiful cuzen and awesome neighbour.. with her, i rase sgt comfortable to share all my thoughts, opinion and excitement.. i am soooo lucky i get to share everythng with her without any hesitation.. dgn die, diyakini, semua selamat.. we were close friends since forever!!

will give the honor of being the bridesmaid to elya.. to propose her directly, not yet. but i know die pun tau task die pada hari bahagia i tu.. i know i can always count on her in most of the things.. die je yg paham i. se-kekwat2 i, se-gedik2 i, se-ngade2 i, only elya yg bole tahan n bear with me all the time.. thanks mucho, cuzen sista! i love u to bits!

i'd like to call this coming weekend as hari fabric sbb i nk beli fabric je weekend ni.. nk carik kain utk mak abah (which i niat nk kasi kain yg paling meletups skali to mak n abah), kain for bridesmaid (elya) n kain langsir utk bilik pengantin n sliding door rumah mak.

lately i dgn elya byk tgk2 fashion baju utk buat contoh baju bridesmaid. one thing for sure, elya will be wearing pink on that day.. i ternampak post filmshortifact on color scheme.. sukeeee sgt!

elya semestinye kne pakai warna rose.. ahhh... rose n menthe.. my wedding sgt!

jeez.. xsabar nk berkain hunting this weekend. lepas beli kain je nk terus mencari tailor utk buat baju. mission utk mendapat kan tailor yg super handal n affordable adalah priority!

skrg, kne carik contoh utk buat tunjuk kt tailor supaye die boleh ikut.. antaranya..

by rizalman

dan rizalman

dan rizalman lagi

dan rizalman jgak..

this one from pu3. sgt simple kan.. senang la pengapit aku nk berlari kesana kemari.. =P

elya skrg dh bertudung *alhamdulillah* so baju diatas ni mcm sgt elegant!

elya suke yg classy2. so yg kt atas could be an option. =D

imagine sume design diatas in rose yg kt color scheme tu.. n the man of honor nnt plak pakai warna menche.. awww... cantik nye.. the bride n groom dh tentu la pakai putih.. jeezz... syok nye berangan.. to cik elyaasarah, cpt pilih design.. nnt kite bwk ke tailor!!! =D

11th weekends before the big day!

hello sume.. hows weekend? hopefully best2 belaka.. to b2b, wedding progress jgn dilupe.. weekend i this time agak digunakan dgn baik.. well, yupp, dh bole kire bape kali weekend je i ade until the big day.. so kire2, tinggal 11kali weekend je lagi.. so, rase nye its time for me to push the speed button now to avoid last minute stress of cz..

so, last saturday... after work i dgn mak n azam n kak lin n mimi pergi berjalan ke sec9 utk mencari2 ribbon ape yg patut.. mak kate nk carik ilham... tell u, ke kedai reben2 ni dgn mak adalah sedikit stress.. die xbgtau ape yg die nk. ape yg die nk pun susah nk paham. so, biar la die dgn dunia die.. layan kan je.. then kitorg ke jakel utk carik some fabric for my doorgifts..

next day which is today, i jln lagi dgn mak mencari bunga.. mak n her 2nd project which is bunga telur is on going.. kitorg pgi plaza alam sentral n i berkesempatan utk tgk blkg n bontot fahrin ahmad (???)

haaa.. ni station mak... sape2 jgn kacau. ilang bunga die sekuntum, kompom riuh sekampung..

owh, btw.. hari tu i dh amik sticker dari marry me. baru je tampal kat 2jars. yg lain2, tunggu mood dtg...

n.. n.. n.. guest book i dh ade cover!! tp blom siap lagi.. xskit2 lagi nk tambah.. wee..

progress minggu ini - HIV test CHECK!!!

HIV test

hi korg!!! yes2.. cube tgk kertas karbon biru diatas.. haah.. itu la pengesahan nye.. i dgn azam dh selamat buat HIV test isnin lepas.. selepas hampir 2minggu tunggu utk smpai ke hari appointment.. i xamik cuti pun.. just amik sleep time je dari office hour.. cuak bile hari jumaat bos2 kate nk buat meeting petang isnin... owh, mmg panjang lebar la ulasan diberikan. mujur meeting pun kemudiannye dipostponed n i pun dgn girang ke KK sec7, shah alam.

smpai klinik dlm pkul 2.45pm. since dh byk baca pasal experience b2b buat HIV test kt KK shah alam, i masuk2 je terus carik tangga. tu dia tulis tampal yg borang HIV kne amik kt atas.. hehehe... mcm pro dh naik sendiri xpayah tanye org.. smpai kaunter, bagi ic number azam n org tu bg 2borang utk diisi.. pang pung pang pung, tunggu giliran sume, maka terhasil la kertas 2keping kt atas tu..

time tunggu giliran nk register n bayar..

our lucky numbers. (lucky ke?)

since meeting pun xjadi pade hari tu, i pun lengah2 la skit nk balik office tu.. singgah ke sec2 utk bind kan project i yg sgt hangat2 taik ayam dibuat ni.. skrg tinggal nk buar cover but since xde idea, terbengkalai sementara...

cube teka apakah disebalik cover hitam ni...

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tadaaaaa!!!

guest book i dh selamat tercantum!!! tinggal buat cover je.. nk tunggu idea mari plak.. hihihi.. puas hati tgk hasil tgn sendiri.. nt bile dh siap cover msti lagi seronok kan? ok, weekend ni nk work on cover.. ayuh2!!! 

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thailand, here we come!!!

its a beautiful thursday.. lepas meroyan azam xexcited for our honeymoon trip smlm, pagi ni one of my boss sudah letak bunga dlm saya punye hati.. hihihi.. mungkin rezeki kut.. alang2 ajak linda breakfast, ajak boss skali.. linda ajak lalu lift lain, i nk ikut jln boss i jgak.. last2 mulut termintak die sponsor honeymoon trip to krabi.. i konon acah2 je.. being a boss, of course he's proud to tell everything he knows about the place.

from the conversation, its noted.. die suke tempat tu..

lepas beli breakfast, balik office, duduk mkn hash brown diam2.. suddenly bbm berbunyi.. boss sudah mintak date? ok, this is serious.. then boss suruh cpt. tried to call azam nk mintak pandangan but die plak demam n xjawap phone.. ok, i've air asia to count on.. check2 date, jumpe date yg kire murah gak.. so to boss, the date have been set..

terlalu office boss.. tersengih2 of course.. siap dh lepas office die patah balik tu buat2 nk tanye soalan pasal kerja.. and just as i knew it, die kate "booking have been made under ur name!". xmemasal terbuat tarian itik kt situ.. mujur dpt control dgn cara sihat.. 

so to krabi, thailand.. dont cry for me argentina.. we'll come n visit u!!!

hi Aonang Orchid Resort!!! *wave*

teruja bila dpt boss yg baik.. he treat me more like as a mentor than a boss.. dh plak tu die siap cite lagi honeymoon die dulu ke bangkok. siap riak cerite yg die dh habis jelajah semua kampung kt thailand.. teringat yg azam pnah ckp yg how he wish to go to thailand utk membikin keretanya disana.. 

hurm.. nk present kan die trip to hatyai utk tukar hood trunk blkg yg baru bole x? ok, nk kumpul duit.. that'll be his present for his birthday next year.. boss dh kasi byk tips.. well, thailand, hope to see you often next year! insyallah..

kite tukar trunk kete u jadi cani la eh, azam.. lepas hujan bole swim.. =P

7 series baby!!!

AHAH! BARU PRASAN I DH MASUK 7 SERIES!! 

hihihihi... patut la cinta i pada azam semakin bersemi! *bersemi plak, entry bawah tadi meroyan*

wohoo!!! lepas ni 6 series, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1!!!

ok, dh tau nk berangan ape mlm ni.. good nite!!!

i cant do this alone

off all things.. there's only one thing yg i akan surrender n i will never get to do it by myself...

yes, its part of our wedding stuff and as much as im feeling proud of settling all things on my own, satu satu bende ni i msti numb bile nk proceed..

its our honeymoon!!!!!!

gosh! i need a good one desperately but azam.. die mcm xkisah je.. oiii!!! am i not sexy enough for u? my body is a wonderland u know! 

erkk... xbrani nk up status kt fb cause i may sounds like a loser tp gasak la.. i have my blog to turn to n biase nye reader2 blogger pemaham org nye.. *kalo xpaham AAK? but pls just reserve ur comments kalo takat nk sindir2 n perli2.* 

i nk a nice getaway.. i need a break.. i need to find peace.. its not so much about azam that i care so much.. his body is not a wonderland anyway.. *ayat org xpuas hati*

i nk sleep under the fluffy duvet, sambil kat luar dgr deruan ombak.. listening to buble's without having anything in mind.. yellow table lamp at the corner of the room. xpayah sibuk fikir baju ape nk pakai to work n what to do first, first thing i step into the office.. which vendors to call for updates.. yada yada yada..

iskkkk... terase mcm dejavu.. im writing back what lisa has wrote back then.. cume my case, worst.. our honeymoon destination masih anon.. ye la, kate nye org sponsor.. i want to go to a place i know n i want to go.. nk berangan.. kalo xnk berangan ape pun xtau... uwaaaaaa!!!