selamat hari raya =D

**scream**

sekejapan saje bulan ramadhan yang mulia ni dh nk berakhir. haih laa.. ini kali terakhir berpuasa, berbuka dan bersahur as a single lady.. time ni la nk liat2 bgn sahur, time ni la nk ngelat2 basuh pinggan. lepas ni kalo brani buat mcm tu lagi, alamat porak peranda la rumahtangga aku.

i have more or less 3more months until our wedding day. honestly, i dh pnat survey. i cume berharap dekat vendor2 i je skrg. kalo nk google2 pun i just google kerja2 vendor sendiri je.. pretty happy when they update their album. owh, smlm i dh settle kan baju raya cum baju to my wedding for adik2. alhamdulillah.. settle satu part. baju raya i sendiri pun dpt la sepasang buat pakai hari raya pertama. tu pun yg murah2.

anyway, di kesempatan ini i nk mengucapkan selamat hari raya aidilfitri to all dear friends and readers yg sudi menjengah blog yg xde pape ni. kalau ade ape2 yg i tulis kat sini mengguris or menyakit kan hati korg, i mintak maaf sangat2. seriously, this blog is only meant for fun. again, thanks for all ur support n time for visiting my humble little blog.

straight from our heart;

frzm.

fira.azam

i pun nk share raya preps jgak..

hohoho.. sana sini share pasal raya preps. i je yg tak mule2 lagi.. pasal diri sendiri mmg la i dh buang keinginan tu jauh2. i cheer myself up dgn mengenang kan raya tahun dpn yg mudah2an dpt mengembalikan nostalgia zaman kanak2. kalo dulu2 merengek mintak kat mak nk kasut bubble gummers yg dlm ade air, dust2 kilat n ikan2 kcik atau yg berlampu brek. next year berhajat nk mintak wedges 5" bertakhta kan bling2 atau pun kulit sawa xkisah la sawa sumatera mahupun albino dgn my soon-to-be-hubby.. weee..

ok, checklist persiapan raya thn ni (raya pun pakai checklist tau. sedih)

1. baju raya adik2 - ini misi utama sebab i nk suh adik2 i bli baju raya cum baju utk wedding i nnt. drpd bli kain n jahit i rase beli sendiri lagi murah. adik2 i pun xsuke kut nk pakai baju yg berkain sepapan. jadi biar diorg pilih but pasti kan warna pink.

2. kuih raya - yg ni agak memalukan kalo tidak dibeli dan disumbangkan memandangkan yg diri sendiri sudah berkerja + bergaji + xlama lagi nk berlaki. total balang kne beli = at least 5. quota diberi kepada mak sendiri, FMIL, nenek2 n aunty2. T_T

3. membahagiakan mak abah - xkisah la diorg nk beli baju ke, cushion ke, kasut ke, songkok ke tp duit utk itu telah diketepikan. sambil2 tu mata harus tertumpu pada price tag sambil jelingan tajam dilayangkan kalo agak2 harga die tu over budget. hohoho.. tp mak abah xkan la nk buat mcm tu. i bet diorg pun senanye xharapkan pun i nk blanja diorg pape. ade ke kekadang tu mintak mkn je sbb nk jage hati. chaittt!! beli la something ape2.. baru la rase kurang berdosa dipagi raya.. =P

4. duit raya - wajip bagi pada anak sedara. sib baik anak sedara baru sorg.. kalo nk mintak tong2 dgn azam boleh? alamat kalo tong2 dgn azam, anak2 sedara die pun kne tong2 la.. adusss.. susah la plak jadi mak sedara ni.. T_T

ok dah.. baik i end sini je.. dh xsanggup nk berfikir lanjut. if only duit i berkepuk mahupun bukan sbb nk kawin, kompom raya ni meriah.. but im sure raya akan tetap meriah tanpa perlu i berbaju baru, berkasut baru, berbag baru, ber-rambut baru.. apa2 pun i xnk raya dari belas ehsan org2.. im an adult now (ehem2..) nk kawin or nk raya sendiri tanggung ye.. salam..

raya tahun lepas ~

try, is all we have to do

we sing this song with our whole lungs out everytime we're driving through the highway. its maniac and its crazy. but despite the hands and the shouts, the off-tone n everything (smbil berangan k-ci & jojo), no matter how good or how awful i sing this song, i will always mean it, every single words.

Tell me it's real
The feeling that we feel
Tell me that it's real
Don't let love come
Just to pass us by
Try, is all we have to do
It's up to me and you
To make this special love
Last forever more

Baby you told me that you love me and you'd never leave my side
Through the bitter end through the thick and thin
You promised me baby that you wasn't going anywhere, yes you did
Baby keep it real let me know just how you feel

I can't explain the way you make me feel
Everytime you tell me that you love me
And you know you did so many times
Just when i thought that love could never be a part of me
That's when you came along
And showed me happiness
Baby you are the best
I think you're different from the rest
I really love you

Tell me it's real
This feeling that I fell
Tell me it's real
For your love
I will do anything 

happy birthday n happy anniversaries!!

to the love of my life,

happy birthday to u, love!! i tau i dh byk kali bgtau azam how deep is my love to him.. never in a million years i could ever imagine my life without him. the one who will always makes me feel special, important n most important is he will always makes me feel safe n warm. put me in any situation, i'll be as strong as the wind with him by my side. as fierce as the storm with him on my back. as happy as a rainbow with him right around me. i love him, i love him n i love him to bits!

23rd of the month is here again.. i pnah ckp yg angka 23 mmg meaningful sgt. beside its our anniversarry of knowing each other, its also our engagement anniversary n in exactly 4months time, insyallah i n azam akan diijab kabulkan n menjadi sepasang suami isteri yg sah while completing each other with our strengths and weaknesses.

tonight, i tunggu jam ticking to 12am. hoping that i'll be the first to wish him happy birthday. but call2 xdpt. he's going to gombak to settle few things of his job. phone die msti battery kong or terpadam dgn sendiri since selalu jgak jadi mcm tu.. well, at least thats the reasons i can only think of. 

while waiting, i rase mcm nk buat checklist of 4 months until our big, happy day..

PRE-WED

Kursus Kahwin - DONE

HIV Test - PENDING

Legal Matters - PENDING

Invitation Cards - consider DONE

Prewed Photoshoot - an amateur one, DONE

NIKAH

Date - DONE (23rd December 2011)

Time - consider DONE (> 3pm / after Asar)

Venue - DONE (rumah ku syurga ku)

Catering & Canopy - consider DONE (deposit paid) } Eiman Catering

Photographer - consider DONE (deposit paid) } Lampu Studio

Videographer - consider DONE (deposit paid) } LHmedia.TV

Mini Pelamin - consider DONE (deposit paid) } Package Ren da-Belleza

Candy Buffet - consider DONE (deposit paid) } Package Ren-Da Belleza

Hand Bouquet - consider DONE (deposit paid) } Package Ren-Da Belleza

TQ Tags - 200pcs consider DONE (deposit paid) Package Ren-Da Belleza

Nikah Dress - consider DONE (deposit paid /1st fitting 23rd sept 2011) } N.E.R

Nikah Veil - consider DONE (deposit paid /1st fitting 23rd sept 2011) } N.E.R

Groom's Baju Melayu - consider DONE (deposit paid /1st fitting 23rd sept 2011) } N.E.R

Groom's Accesories (songkok, sampin etc) - PENDING

MUA - consider DONE (deposit paid) } Aim Azam

Guests Doorgift - PENDING

Hantaran Deco - in progress } DIY

Barang Hantaran - PENDING

PA System (optional) - PENDING

Bilik Pengantin - PENDING

SANDING

Date - DONE (24th december 2011)

Time - DONE (11am-5pm)

Venue - DONE (Dewan Serbaguna IPK S'gor)

Catering - consider DONE (deposit paid) } Eiman Catering

Photographer - consider DONE (deposit paid) } Lampu Studio

Videographer - consider DONE (deposit paid) } LHmedia.TV

Pelamin etc - consider DONE (deposit paid) } Package Suri Weddings

Wedding Attire- consider DONE (deposit paid) } Package Suri Weddings

MUA - consider DONE (deposit paid) } Package Suri Weddings

Handbouquet - PENDING 

Guest's Doorgift - PENDING

PA System - PENDING

Preparation Room - consider DONE 

Entertainment - PENDING

Miscellaneous

Shoes - PENDING

Baju Family - PENDING

MOH & BOH - PENDING

Make Up for Family (optional) - PENDING

Flower Girls & Boy's Attire - PENDING

Deco Deco Deco - consider DONE (on going process) } DIY

lepas raya i'll be busy with meeting up with vendors. few fittings, few discussions to make.. its getting more serious than ever. sebelum ni i just select without ever imagine mcmane nk discuss to decide later. im pondering. its nerve-wrecking pun ye jgak. i ni nag nag nag je. kadang2 yg pelik2.. hopefully i wont talk crap lepas ni. n hopefully ape yg i ckp lepas ni will be yg cantik2 saje. i wish..

lepas celebrate azam's birthday during iftar later today, no more #4 on my wedding countdown ticker (except for the week n the day) im looking forward n excited while in the same time sgt2 takut. to be honest i xbrape nervous utk menjadi seorg wifey but im nervous for the day itself. mungkin kah tgn i dh hijau? kuku2 dh mule panjang? am i a bridezilla now? well, hope not.. nk raya ni. better switch my mood smbil pasang lagu raya. 7 likur hello2!! how i wish ramadhan will never end.. =)

entrance deco ku

lame gile xmenconteng kat sini!!!

ok, sumary (dh xreti nk intro dh)

last thursday merupakan detik bersejarah bagi aku. cecececewahhh.. akhirnye dpt gak berjumpe dgn geng2 alam maya yg akhirnya menjadi geng2 alam nyata. totally seronok to the max.. we had so much fun. xsangka jumpe kawan sehati sejiwa. kami mmg b2b/bbf yg saling MEMAHAMI..

selaku ketua kumpulan, yati bersama kami2 yg lain menjoyah kan diri di secret recipe, sacc mall.. diet2, xde dlm kamus hidup kitorg mlm tu. linda siap confessed yg die "suke mkn nasik" dkt abg SR. yg paling best n terharu bile fiena, uya n suria sudi join all the way dari PJ n Puchong.. skrg, ade request utk berbuka sesama lagi next week. amy, sabar eh? i pun rindu dh dgn korg. anyway, kitorg ade plan baikk lepas raya.. geng, i look forward utk aktiviti wanita kite tu.. =D

ok, done.. mari kite cite perihal wedding saya pulak!

the moment i tgk deco ni awal2 thn dulu, hati i dh tergodadadada.. suke sbb die simple sgt.. kalo bole nk buat lebih kurang mcm ni. lets consider it as inspired by whitelacetale.wedding.

photos credit : whitelacetale.weddings

ahhhh... suke sgt! i love the balloons, the easel idea, the names on the board (which i rase kalau gune frame pun boleh), the little table n the flower2.. iskkk.. suke gile!! so, i may need two of these as hall i nnt ade dua pintu..

according to my plan, satu pintu nnt utk entrance guest i n lagi satu pintu lagi utk entrance guest azam. warna pun kalau bole i nk buat 2. white n blue + white n pink. azam surprisingly bagi i suggestion yg sgt bagus. xsangka kreatif jugak laki aku ni..

he suggested kitorg gune je design my wedding card utk signage. to me, thats such a brilliant idea. dh xyah susah2 nk fikir design. great2.. nnt bole tanye vendor kut2 diorg bole print kan skali. nway, what do u guys think? simple sgt ke? tp xde date, xde welcome2 kan? actually i jumpe byk lagi template cute kat google but i just think yg kalau gune design ni org akan ingat skit.. mcm simbolik skit. btol x?

selain pada tu, i also bumped to this one blog. super suke jgak sbb i kinda had the same idea with the one in this blog!

photos credit : [here]

weee... i dh xsabar nk prepare2 sume2 i.. cant wait for december. 4 more months to go!! ayuhhh!!

hows my wedding is going to be like?

its 

4 months 1 week and 2days

until 23 December 2011

buat setakat ni i membayangkan wedding i menjadi yg indah2 belaka, yg molek2 belaka, yg cantik2 belaka. tp hakikatnya, its still too early to tell.. risau, takut, nervous semua ade.. my progress so far berjalan quite ok. well, thats for the big things. bende2 yg mmg senang nk dicapai dek akal i ni. tp utk bende2 kecik mcm signage, poster/bunting/banner, entrance deco, semua i xdpt nk imagine lagi.. mmg xde progress lagi dlm hal ni.. *sigh*

ok, sile beri maklum balas ringkas, how do u think my wedding is going to be like nnt? yupp, based on jalan penceritaan i di blog. hopefully xde yg berpendapatan bahawa wedding i nnt akan jadi grand, gah, meletup2, which that will always be in my dream, really. tp, menyedari kemampuan sendiri, i dont think it'll be as gorgeous as anak2 tan sri's, dato's or anybody yg tidak punya sedikit pun kesempitan dlm hal2 kewangan.

obviously, i cant afford rizalman to design my wedding dress (es) , i cant afford NGI or Flora etc to work on my pelamin, cant even afford paying rental to beautiful venue such as royal chulan n not even dewan perdana felda. photographer pun yg biase2.. CST, i xmampu.. owh.. semua nye yg biase2 saje. dh la biase, basic2 plak tu..

i dont know but im sure some of u may think that my wedding is going to be something grand or wtv. whether its in a good way or negative thinking, but trust me, wedding i will just be like any other ordinary wedding. the only special thing about my wedding is me n my groom. 

however, i mmg sedang cube as hard as i can to make it as nice as possible. tp i xdesperate nk kan wedding yg meletup smpai i abaikan kemampuan sendiri. im blessed with what i have. n insyallah, dgn rezeki halal ni, the almighty Allah will blessed my ceremony. trying hard to be as moderate as i can. 

n no matter whats ur perception is, im sure my wedding will be nice and of course memorable enough for me. to me, my wp is NGI enough, my OV is CST enough, my wedding venue is royal chulan enough, my OP is daniel haikal enough n everything that i've hired will be good enough for my budget n most important thing is for myself..

insyallah..

entry kosong

nothing to update actually.. just boring.. gahh... lambatnye nk abis bulan august! huhuhu... biase la tu... selepas habis madu, sepah pun dibuang. basically, semua yg i plan nk buat on august dh settle. cpt sgt kan. haih.. i ni mmg xmenyempat org nye. i bole follow up semua bende dlm mase satu hari. but chopp.. its bulan puasa.. august pls go bt ramadhan pls stay.. TQ

so, azam will totally gonna get his dream royal-like groom attire with songket. yes, songket. thank god its within our budget. so white2 all the way.. yupp, thats what we both are going to wear. our wedding card, done! its all ready for printing. *nervous*. kad akan siap dlm bulan september.. jeez.. next month tu.. gile la.. nk kate xsabar memang xsabar but nervous pun ade jgak. mcm susah sgt nk percaya yg im finally going to have an invitation card with my name on it, inviting people to my own wedding.. pheww.. ini super serious ok. no turning back..

date for my first fitting utk baju nikah pun dh ade. 23rd september 2011, a date to remember n its a big sin kalo i lupe. ini pun i nervous. tah mcmane la rupenye nnt kan.. dh siap ke agaknye baju aku tu.. isk.. from the date, i have exactly 3months until the date yg i kne btol2 pakai baju tu.. goshh.. xbole nk bayangkan. mintak2 la baju tu ok.. ameen, ameen, ya rabballalamin. ayuh korg sume pun amin kan utk i..

hurm... what else.. owh, i dh arranged with a friend. she's very nice she even help on my accommodation for the big day.. hohoho.. wedding venue cume beberape round about away frm my house pun aku nk ber accommodation bagai. ternyata, aku pengantin yg agak mengada. well, actually im considering my family members kt kampung yg i bercadang utk having them to sleep over at my house. well, uncles n auntys, cuzens and all will definitely be my VVVIP.

the nearest hotel to my hall is concorde. thanks to my lovely friend, ilah sbb managed to get me the room with a very2 affordable price. ok, its a simple room. bukan suite mewah2 atau gah2. hanya deluxe room biase but who cares. janji my OP n OV n MUA bole masuk n azam n i pun dpt bersiap dgn aman, damai n sentosa. preferably kalau our room mengadap masjid negeri. ahhh. panoramic.. *xpasal2 im concern on my video n photo n everything. huhu*

so raya ni i'll be busy again.. besides raya i have few important weddings to attend. well, i bet u know who u are. lepas tu fitting. lepas tu collect card.. great! hantaran pun nk kne beli jgak.. harap2 semua akan berjalan lancar jgak. september pls be nice to me..

last but not least, doorgift for guest.. hape nk bg ni i pun xtau.. telur msti mau bagi tp tatau nk bg mcmane. tetibe rase cm nk bg ceramic. tp xmo bg ceramic english2 mcm kt kk tu.. tah laa... satu hal lagi nk mencarik.. bilekah akan dimulakan operasi? kite tanye pada yg pakar saje nnt..

till then guys.. nitey nite~

wordless thursday (ade ke?)

im on mc n i've finally confirmed the artwork of our invitation card.. cuak + malas nk pk lagi dh.. masuk ni 4draft dh diorg bg.. asik mintak tukar je..

think we're done now. tunggu saje die siap.. 

till then.

puas hati!

im 180% satisfied with my latest draft of our invitation card. nk suh die print skrg bole? hehehe.. azam blom tgk, parents blom tgk.

but im all happy with the draft already! 

ps. mcm xcaye je nama i bakal menjemput org ramai utk hadir ke kenduri sendiri.. huhuhu.. lets spread the love... =)

ramadhan & augustus 9 = hari yg suram

i even posted it on my fb status. hari ni i super down. saw a potential clutch for hantaran but financially, it broke my heart. its not about the price, its not about the figure. but its about me. my money. -_-"

masalah yg xmungkin dpt dibantu oleh sesiapa. again, its about me. nk kate panic attack tu xjgak. im breathing, as fine as normal. tp mengenangkan hari raya yg bakal menjelang, birthday azam just around the corner and 4more months until the big day, aku rasa haru. 4 bulan = 4 kali gaji. 

despite keharuan and bulan ramadhan, some preparations masih berjalan. puasa xmembatas kan aku utk membuat keputusan. i've followed up couple of things during the first week of puasa.

1. i managed to get contact with my mini pelamin vendor for my house. im not an expert and obviously im a first timer. i asked few friends and finally i asked the vendor herself. agak2, when is the best timing for me to see her and discuss about the color n theme n everything? she said next month would be good so next month it is.
2. settled on baju azam's design n currently waiting for the final quotation from wp. yes, azam akan pakai baju baru. i jeles sangat. but xpela, i dh terlalu miskin utk memikirkan tentang kehendak sendiri. mujur i xpnah ade angan2 for my baju kahwin. yg penting pakai baju n baju tu mmg baju kawin. titik. so, as soon as we received the quotation, azam n i tinggal bagi cue for them to start tailoring.

so, that was last week. minggu ni kerja sedikit tenang. no more big meetings so by right, i shouldve exhale as looong as i want. i rase the more we think about the wedding, the more problem will occur. yes, i masih belum sampai tahap stress. cume sedikit kacau dibuai perasaan sendiri.

sebenarnye, i sgt la xpunya guts utk meminta walaupun dari azam, si tunang ku sendiri. tolong ajar i mcmane caranya. i sedar, i agak reserve bile part nk bgtau org i xde duit. rela duduk rumah je xkeluar. tp bile ade duit, mcm nk belanja org as though as aku org paling kaya. nope, kurang arif meminta2. cara i meminta sgt sarcastic. arghh.. benci! sigh.

however, hari i hari ni diceriakan oleh vendor invitation card. even semalam pun mereka dh mencube. they've finally sent me the draft. sgt laju i must say. seingat i, i baru je submit map i pada diorg last week. around 30th of july mcm tu n smlm diorg dh buat kan draft. i dont know if its normal but im happy with the progress. ngeee.. 

the first draft mmg ade byk silap. well, its the first n its fasting month. mereka mungkin tersilap n i pun dgn senyuman memaafkan. n then about 1pm hari ni they sent me the new draft. the amended one. alhamdulillah its much better dari yang sebelumnya.. its yet to be approved sbb still ade silap dari segi tatabahasa. i'll amend it tonite. as soon as i receive any comment from azam.

check out hasil map yg i lukis. hohoho.. mengade nye i untuk berperasaan bangga melihat hasil lukisan sendiri menjadi bentuk yg lebih di fahami. haha.. yes, ade touch i sendiri utk kad jemputan i ni. well, thats the happy part for today. cepat la jam pkul 4. i want to go home... =(

aktiviti sabtu

hi ya all.. its 6th of ramadhan and syukur kite masih dpt merase. hari ni sabtu. as always, melilau mencari aktiviti yg boleh dibuat dihari sabtu.

1st week of puasa company blom kasi cuti dihari sabtu. aktiviti ke office dijalan kan seperti biase. berjaya clear kn table dgn mengagih2 kn ape yg patut. syukur.. but dek kerana sedikit kesulitan di report maka telah menghabiskan extra sejam terlebih di office dari yg sepatutnye..

berjaya kawtim dgn boss supaye die email kan je yg berkenaan ke email i. n then, zassss.. azam n i menuju ke Plaza Alam Sentral utk berjumpe dgn asst. wp. its high time utk diorg buat kan baju utk azam seperti yg diingini. jaminan diberi paling lama pun akan siap dlm mase 1bulan. yes, kami mmg ade 4bulan lagi, tp nnt kalo kne alter itu ini mcmane? haih.. masih envy kn si azam sbb dpt baju baru. well, baju lelaki.. basically same je kut. tinggal muat xmuat je kan.

so, azam nk baju design sebijik macam ni..

itu pun kalo wp xcharge extra sgt for songket. kami xsanggup nk top up byk. dh tgk warna songket dgn baju putih i nnt. cantik sgt2. tp kalo xmampu , azam akan pakai baju berkain duchess satin je.. ok, harap2 bole nego dgn wp.. bismillah, bismillah..

done with the meeting, azam n jln2 skit kt ground floor. banyak baju melayu wooo... org pun byk yg hamat! managed to convince azam utk berbaju raya sedondon thn ni. color still xdecide. but then we saw this..

hahaha.. gile sedondon kan.. ni baru btol2 buat gune kain satu papan je. hahaha.. will we wear this? nope, i dont think so. hahaha..

n this is azam membelek2.. konon mcm minat la.. but i know die xkan pakai kalo sedondon sgt. hahaha.. ini dh bukan sedondon namenye. ini btol2 sekain..

ok, done berjalan2. pesanan khidmat masyarakat i utk semua, tolong jgn pgi ke plaza alam sentral dihari sabtu. we've spent more time in the parking lot than berjalan2 didalam mall. parking lot basement die congested yang amat sangat!

next up, kitorg bwk mak n adik2 berbuka di stall kegemaran. 

yeah.. disini la tempatnye yg menjual chicken chop favorite ku sejak zaman berzaman.

selesai berbuke we headed to tesco utk membeli sediki persiapan utk esok. nway, esok birthday mimi. so kami berhajat nk menyambt secara besar2an.. i helped aliff to make this..

kek batik!!!

conclusion : xde. saje gatal nk share. nk tdo skrg eh? good nite.. =P

ROJAK!

hah! bile mood dh dtg, dan2 la buat 2-3 entry dlm satu hari.. mmg xbole bla btol mood ni. mcm pms plak. well, ape2 pun, since ini mood sendiri so kne layan kan aje..

mule2 nk cite pasal blogshop baru kepunyaan my sister. meet Qhayra.com.my

qhayra ni actually name my baby niece mimi yg ciut miut tu. they sell baju2, dress2, tudung2 all mengikut keperluan muslimah. chewah.. i sendiri tgk geram. cantik2 n sweet2 sgt.. knp xbeli? well, kalo kakak sendiri yg jual mmg terasa mcm duit ni melekat dlm wallet. nk mintak free tp dh bukan support business kakak la name nye tu kan..

of all the blouses i paling suke yg ni..

polka dots mmg sgt mengiurkan. murah pun murah. haih.. bile la nk ade guts utk mengatakan pada kaklin "kaklin, nk beli QT0031 wane hitam. nah duit! xde discount ke?" hehehe.. masih belum kuat nk ckp kat die guna script tu.

palazzo pants ni pun cantik. stylo tau pakai ni. bole terase tinggi gitu. hehehe.. tp i xsedaring itu utk pakai seluar ni. skirt bawah ni maybe bole consider..

psti terserlah keayuan i kalo pakai skirt ni. percentage utk azam pandang mcm pelik pun besar. me, in skirt? hihihi.. (cume RM45 & RM47 each saje)

of all, this is my favorite..

imagining myself amik gambar pre-wed skali lagi dlm dress ni.. ai yai yai.. terase ranggi je.. well, ade byk lagi collection lain yg cantik2. kalo nk tgk bole la visit website diorg yg belum berapa nk sepurna tu [qhayra.com.my] or just visit fb diorg je senang [fb : MyQhayra]

ok, done pasal business my sister. skrg lets talk about me. hihihi.. im in a contest. again. seperti biase, kne like2. humphh.. kalo bukan sbb aktiviti masa lapang mlm smlm mmg xmasuk. tp sbb boring2, i just sketch whatever not n submit..

a contest by styleweddings.my. cantik2 barang yg diorg jual. termasuk la kad kawin die. gile sweet kut.. contest yg i masuk ni i kne sketch kan gune tgn (of cz, xkan sketch gune rambut) ayat "i like weddingstyle.my facebook". hasilnye..

hehehe.. sekolah tadika sgt kan.. but bedal je la labu.. ini je yg termampu.. kalo ade korg2 yg bermurah hati nk tolong vote, sila la like page styleweddings.my ni n seterusnye like kan sketch adik2 i ni.. [click]. kalo u all nk join pun bole. bole nnt kite tuka2 vote kan.. i vote u, u vote me! hehehe.. prizes die awesome ok. video std @i-city, invitation cards, gift boxes, semua nya comel2. yg best nya, die bagi kat top 3 yg dpt vote terbyk. kire macam kalo tersipi2 tu pun still dpt hadiah la. bagus kan!

ok.. last but nk least, before i blk i nk share la perasaan i puasa thn ni. terasa sgt susah plak bile kalau dh kawin nnt. imagine blk kje kne prepare buke utk hubby. skrg, baring n membongkang je bile blk kje. tau2 pkul 6.50pm turun dapur tgk ape patut. skrg ni cerita la duduk dgn mak sendiri. what if nnt duduk dgn mertua. sakit wooo..

anyone yg bersindrom mcm i? mcmane nk hilangkan eh? isk.. xperempuan btol la i ni.. T_T

1st time sahur

another history has been made. on the 2nd day of puasa azam n i had our first sahur outside the house!!

ok, gile jakun kan sahur kat luar pun nk cite. actually, to be honest, itu la kali pertama dlm sejarah hidup i sahur luar daripada rumah. sebelum ni papehal pun msti sahur home made punye dishes n it has to be inside a house. hihihi.. until i bgtau azam yg how i wish i dpt try sahur kt luar before i kawin. n guess what? being an awesome fiance as always, azam gigih mengejut n menunggu i dari kemamai2an.

asalnye bercadang nk sahur dikedai mamak kegemaran. menu dh dlm kepala. air liur pun bertakung terpandang2 chicken chop mamak al-rafi tu. slurrrp!! unfortunately, smpai2 je tgk2 rafi tutup! isk.. punah harapan kitorg nk bersahur disana.

the clock is ticking.. 1st timer kan.. takut sgt xsempat. btw, kitorg pgi roughly dlm pkul ni..

hehehe.. my earliest sahur ever. tp xpe, demi cinta ku pada mu, azam..

end up kitorg buke kat mcd je. seperti biase chicken mcdeluxe menjadi pilihan while azam mkn double cheeseburger. tp kesian die sakit perut katenye. burger pun xhabis. i, melantak bagai nk rak. cume fries saje yg kureng.

we finished our meal n terus drive home to place where we belong (chewah). excitedly i smpai rumah n tgk2 family pun blom bgn sahur lagi (except mak yg sorg2 masak panas kan itu ini kt dapur). since mak dh bagi lesen sahur kt luar tanpa sebarang soalan susah2, i tolong mak ceduk2 nasi n susun lauk n kemudian sambung tido!

its the 5th day of ramadhan n alhamdulillah, perjalanan berpuasa berjalan lancar. cume satu konklusi terbaru dapat dibuat : tenaga pada satu2 hari berpuasa bergantung berat pada meal sahur pada hari itu. hihihi.. teori i lame, i know. so, i try my best to just eat tuna sandwich + cheese je hari2. senang pun senang. sedap pun sedap.

till then,

slamat berbuka!!

=)

darling syg baby..

beberape hari yg lalu, i cube membiasakan diri untuk membahase kan name i n azam kpd something yg lebih sweeet.. almaklum, kan dh nk kawin.

bahasa diri kitorg skrg : I U or kalo tgh gurau2 kasar tu gua lu, gua lu..

even though azam didapur n i didepan. eh, tebalik.. even though i didapur n azam didepan, kalo nk terpekik panggil die pun msti jerit "U!!!!!!". pendek kate, kami xde kata ganti nama lain.

smlm i try panggil azam abg. bluerghhh!! its sound so awkward. xkne2.. cube panggil baby plak.. mcm bole lekat skit tp mcm ngade2 plak. daling? erghhh.. langsung xbole. last2 kitorg panggil each other I U jgak. mane kan tidak, langsung i dibahan nye bile pggl die sipolan2..

imagine us in 10years time. anak at least dh ade dua, xkan nk bergua lu gua lu lagi.. tell u what, gua lu tu bkn kata ganti nama bile kami sedang bergaduh saje ye.. kadang2 tgh ejek org mahupun berborak kosong pun kitorg bahasa kan diri kitorg gua lu gua lu.. contoh :

"lu agak2 knp org tu kengkang?"

"gua rase org tu mungkin buasir"

or

"gua tgk jerawat lu gua rase mcm nk picit kan je"

"xpayah ckp bole x. lu ingat gua ske ke ade jerawat ni"

i perasan sesetgh org yg ade name2 timangan mcm sayang, abang, b, anje, aling n so on.. honestly, mulut i ckp geli tp dlm hati terase sweet jgak.. imagining the intonation bile azam pggl i sayang.. ohhh.. bahagianya. to be honest, azam xpnah pggl i mcm tu. bile i panggil azam mcm tu automatic die akan kepelikan.. last2 kitorg gelak sesame. it was like, what the...? tp nk buat mcmane. sudah lumrah nye begitu.

now, bole share dgn i ape name timang2an korg dgn abg syg? teringin gak nk tau.. mane tau ade yg unik2 ke bole tiru.. hehehe..

*gambar hiasan semata2*