mood : dress nikah..

hari ni, entry ni, izinkan i menggedik skit (padahal rasenye slalu pun gedik). refer to the subject above, i still cant get over my nikah dress. pape pun sib baik jgak i tgh mad about nikah dress since rasenye dh xde ape nk dimadkan lagi utk bln april ni. according to my monthly timeline, by april kne settlekan dua bnde je. yg lain tugas2 menyurvey and mengescout bahan2 mahupun calon2 utk merealisasikan majlis perkahwinan impian i (chewah).

so, azam has do the talking. xtau nape die sendiri nk ckp dgn mak die on the kain part. but nvm, let him be. according to him mak die mungkin nk tukar warne. aiyark.. musnah sudah harapan nk berangan baju warne peach ala2 siti sarah. but xpela.. as long as bukan warna pelangi, i dont mind. on the color of our baju mmg i'd like to give this honor to his mom to choose. lgpun pening la pk byk2 pasal bnde2 ni. pening kat material je dh xtertanggung. 

overall, katenye mak die agree to buy me kain by april. kalo ikutkan sale jakel its until 5th may. euro moda rase ade sale jgak up to 80% but xtau smpai bile. mintak2 la blom abis lagi. dgn kadar segera i nk gi check mase lunch hour nnt. cant wait! or kalo ade sape2 tau share la. the sooner i know, the better. =P

pk punye pk rasenye melepas la nk buat baju ala2 jovian mandagie tu. xsanggup nk spend duit sampai seribu on the material. blom tailor lg. but alhamdulillah i ni masih beragak orgnye. untung lah sape yg mampu tu kan. i sedar i ni bkn org ada2 so taste tu jgn la nk mengada sgt (curhat).

i dh mule nk suke beaded chiffon. berangan nk buat design mcm tu, desigm mcm ni. tp xjumpe lg design yg btol2 melekat dihati. but yeah, perhaps i'll just go with the chiffon. its safer dont u think. berazam nk do the beading or what ever it takes supaya nmpk lebih berseri sendiri. n yg kite sume maklum, bunga chiffon yg dipatch kat baju tu sgt in skrg kan. yupp, yg mcm marion, siti sarah n elyana punye baju tu. 

source : google je

xtau nape i rase mcm bunge2 tu do-able sgt. well apsal plak xkan. kalo xdo-able abis sape plak yg tepek kan kat baju 3celebs diatas. masakan robot. hehehe.. jd sbg b2b tegar, i cepat2 google step2 nk buat bunge tu. yg i jumpe, ade 2cara. up to u nk bunga mcmane.

cara pertama

bahan2 nya..

n tadaaa..

i pun xtry lg but will definite share this with u kalo i dh try nnt. so, if u girls interested, feel free to check on its tutorial [here]

cara kedua

u need chiffon, gunting, hot glue, peniti n anything round untuk jadi acuan (acuan?)

n it'll turn out like this! cantik kan.. imagine kalo gune ur color. *drool*

this one seems easier, to me la. xpayah jahit2 but tampal2 je. can check on its tutorial [here]. 

ok, keinginan semakin membara. gotta focus on work now n lunch nnt nk gi jln euro moda. ttyl darls. ttyl.. =)

baju nikah - part yg paling dibenci

last weekend pgi jakel dgn elya. survey2 kain utk dikenen pade FMIL. kalo ikut kain yg should go with my dream design tu.. gulp! satu gelen air liur telan pun still xbole tenang. 1meter je dh rm400. nk buat ape kain 1meter? plg busuk pun 2meter. abis tu rm800 la? dh la plak kain tu xde package2 nye sbb die dikire kain exclusive. mane nk beli lining lg. kain for my groom lagi. haish.. mmg no way la nk dpt kain tu kn. sabo je la. sobss..

 

kain rm400. muke cover telan air liur

nk xnk terpakse carik other options. ok, jumpe lace. mmg cheap. but tu la.. ala ala puas xpuas ati la plak kan.

1st lace

sengih tp dlm hati pelik ngape la akak ni sarung kan aku gune kain warne pink. padahal dh ckp dh nk warne peach. kalo pink skit2 xpe. ni pink btol2 plak tu. kne sabo lg.

2nd lace

this one mcm.. erm.. better. the bunga tabur2 pun. but i still rase yg kain ni xcukup rich dgn bunge lace die. ohh... well. rich is just for the rich. ok, statement mengade. *padahal kecewa*

3rd lace

haaa.. yg ni lg better. kaki die penuh. *abaikan muke yg mcm bibik tu. dh la gemok. xmekap. uneven skin tone. double chin. eiii... bughok!* but yeah, i kinda like this. tp die xmcm kain yg i suke tu. more like kain langsir. =(

n then i tried chiffons. yupp, kain permainan selamat tu (play safe). dh budget dh.. kalo susah2 sgt mmg terpakse tukar ke plan b. 

1st chiffon

sbg mak nenek bertauliah. i rase kain ni skit plain n boooring..

2nd chiffon

haaa... cer tgk muke i. mcm suke sikit kan. huhuhu.. tell u i hate this part. susah tau nk pilih. pstu nk pk kain ni nk buat mcmane lagi. hish!!

so skrg ni, im puzzled. no way im getting my dream dress. for almost 1k only on the materials? in my dream. so i dgn elya continue searching for other design yg mungkin bole dipertimbangkan.

susah2 i mungkin akan ikutkan je pape pilihan my FMIL. but i mmg nk sgt jumpe die dlm mase terdekat ni. nk mintak die tolong consider beli kan i kain tu maybe by next month. by may/june i dh nk gi hntr tailor. budget by august baju dh siap. should there be any alteration, by september everythng should be ok dh. lepas tu.. mmg habis la baju tu kne touch up dgn i.. hehehe.. i mmg nk touch up baju i sendiri.. so i need time.. get ready to nego!

nway, i mesti bg credit to my cuzie elya cz teman i all the way. sanggup btol die melayan kerenah i yg mcm mak nenek ni. sekejap nk mcm tu, sekejap nk mcm ni. pstu amik mase plak tu nk citekan ape senanye yg i nk. hehehe.. i sendiri annoying dgn diri sendiri. elya sgt terer cz she can handle me. thanks cuzie!!

extended promotion! - iklan

i xtau if i should call this a good news or a bad news. but nway, it has got nothing to do with me. i dh pun grab this promotion. skrg mungkin its ur turn plak. fyi, [Ren-da Belleza] extend kan 2011 promotion diorg smpai tgh bulan april ni! well, tu pun i dpt tau dr wall diorg on FB.

katenye sbb 'org kuat' mereka yg xberapa nk sihat so diorg xbole nk reply email. yela, xfair la kan. org yg inquire tu mungkin email before 30th March tp sbb diorg sendiri yg xsihat n xbole nk bukak or reply emails xpasal2 org yg nk sgt promo tu xdpt.

to me promo die sgt reasonable. sesuai la kalo uols on budget n nk buat concept yg lebih smaller scale n comel2. on my side, kitorg amik diorg ni utk decorate mase time nikah. sib baik the owner sgt negotiable so i bole discuss further dgn die on ape yg i nk n ape yg i xnk. 

so to b2b out there yg nk hire diorg, still sempat. be patient as ur emails may be replied slightly later than ur expectation cz diorg xsihat. mase i discussed dgn the owner ade gak die kate ade org yg pakai promo ni even utk majlis 2012. but early 2012 of cz. well, cube la carik decorator lain yg bole bg harga mcm ni. selagi ade mase ni, xrugi kalo di-consider-kan kan? lg pun bkn selame2 nye harge ni. kalo ikutkan by 30th march ni dh abis. but ni la hikmah nye diorg sakit. so u may have more time to consider. =P

so, tunggu ape lagi? kalo nk bertunang ke, bernikah ke, berkahwin ke n suke dgn ke-kreatifan Ren-da Belleza, grab it fast while its still on promo! but kalo duit tu dh bertabur2, xpayah la nk grab sgt. BILE2 N berape2 pun bole bayar kan.. huhu..

btw, iklan ni saje2 je sbb last time mase cross kan decorator for my checklist kan i xletak pape caption menarik utk diorg. well, mase tu mood xbrape nk best. in fact, i ni senanye mmg syg vendor2 i. hehehe.. xde maksud pun nk bodek eh.. but obviously diorg2 ni xpayah caption byk2 pun org dh sedia maklum yg hasil diorg cantik2 belaka. bak kata pepatah, see it to believe it.

eh, terselit pics lampustudio plak. hehehe.. geram la! cantik sgt! 

sijil jumpe semule

all thanks to azam walaupun mulenye i kne azan kt telinga kanan. mmg padan muke sendiri tp i cant stop smiling walaupun semasa azan azam berkumandang. i just couldn't be happier. syukur sbb die jumpe. xpayah nk dua-tiga kali kerja. mungkin kne pgi pej. agama lagi skali utk tukar kan sijil skrg ni cz sijil i ni dh rupe lempeng kering dh (kesan lenyekkan kereta). but thank god jgak sbb permudahkan urusan i. syukur.. syukur..

wedding preps #4 - double cross!

ok.. mari berpositif (tapi hakikat nye masih upset)

2things to be crossed out of my checklist which jugak dh mengcomplete kan checklist i utk the month of march.

decorator

kursus kahwin

i harap sijil kursus i bole diprint semula walaupun perlu dibayar. wahh.. i sounds bongkak n seperti tidak reti menghargai sijil. but hey, sijil tu dh terbang tah jauh dimana. what do u expect me to do? seat kursus blk? why should i? bnde baru kan bkn lame. its not dat i lupe ape yg ustaz ustazah tu ceramah kan. try me! n of cz, i bkn sengaje. hehehe.. awal2 dh stand by jawapan kalo diorg refuse to print sijil i tu blk. tp rase nye xkut. i akan admit sume silap i n td kt kursus diorg dh ckp, kalo ade correction, kne byr rm3 utk reprint semule. kes i bole kire mcm tu la jgak kan. nway, lets pray for the best. insyallah..

move on

skrg, officially i akan menggunakan khidmat decorator ren-da belleza utk function2 dirumah. alhamdulillah.. td dh settle byr deposit. as per deal, diorg akan provide kan i :

i . mini pelamin (+ seat on chair. xmo duduk simpuh2 or bersila2)

ii . handbouquet

iii . 200pcs of thank you tags

iv . 100pcs of personalized popcakes

v . candy buffet

vi . centrepieces

vii . canopy decorations

ni sume i amik sempena package 2011 promo yg bakal abis 30hb ni. sib baik sempat catch up. compare dgn harga decorator lain, so far yg ni rase mcm lebih berbaloi2.

ingat xhari tu i ade mention pasal decorator yg not yet hired tu? actually, mereka la org nye. yg baik, manis, sweet, sabar plak tu tunggu i walaupun i lmbt. so far, rase selesa dgn service diorg. 

k la.. xde mood nk cite byk. sakit ati, sakit jiwa, sakit otak, mcm2 sakit lg. rase cm nk terjun kbmall je. ohh!! sungguh frustrated. =( 

 

loving their mini pelamins, loving their candy buffet, loving their handbouquet, loving it, loving it, loving it!

kursus kahwin - 2nd day (good news, bad news)

perasaan sekarang : sedih, hampa, tertekan, frust dgn diri sendiri. argh!!! mencarut!!!

good news : alhamdulillah, selesai sudah kursus kahwin.

bad news : sijil kursus kahwin aku tercicir!!!!&*%^$**)(*(^$%#$#@$

isk.. isk.. isk.. sedih tahap gaban. ok.. xsedih. knowing that kalo nk print semula kne charge rm3. skrg pun bole bayar. tp.. oh.. tidakkk!!! i sgt teruja kut mendapat sijil tersebut. tp skrg sijil tu tidak lagi ade disisi. cerite nye mcm ni. 

12pm : abis kursus. muke xhappy cz gado nangis2 jap dgn azam (padahal baru abis kursus tu. but pedulik la kan. dh xsuke nk buat mcmane)

1pm : kitorg dh chill. maaf memaafi walau cume dicorong telefon.

2pm : berehat

3pm : outing bersama cuzie, elya.. ke jakel n shah alam mall.

6pm : smpai umah n dgn bangga menunjukkan elya sijil kursus kahwin diluar rumah smbil bermain2 dgn mimi. lalu sijil diletak diatas kereta dan meneruskan permainan bersama mimi.

7pm : dpt msg dari decorator yg sedang menunggu di pj utk bayaran deposit. shite! aku yg beria nk jumpe die aku plak yg lmbt.

7.15pm : dgn pantas bergegas ke pj.

7.30pm : smpai tol batu 3 baru perasan wallet tertinggal kat rumah. lalu kne patah balik. double shite!

8.15pm : smpai pj n byr deposit. alhamdulillah, settle.

8.30pm : smpai umah n guess what?! sijil kursus kahwin tah melayang kat mane!!!! gazillion shite!!

semput pk pasal ni. menyesal sgt sbb careless bnde2 mcm ni. kalo i nk nangis bole? wuuuu.. (bunyik nangis)

papehal pun, bakal buat entry gembira kjap lagi n nk cross jgak bnde ni dari list.yg penting kursus dh pgi n esok, 1st thing in the morning nk call office kursus kahwin ni n nk mintak die print lagi satu smbil berterus terang menceritekan cerite bangang ni.

 xnak letak caption ape2. perasaan sgt kachiwa.. =(

ke kne seat kursus blk eh? argh... tension nye!!

kursus kahwin - 1st day!

alhamdulillah.. selesai satu hari kursus. kalo org tanye i ape perasaan? jawapan i..

"hampir2 nk azab jgak la"

honestly, the speeches mmg best. especially from the first three speakers. dh masuk yg last, nak2 plak topik aqidah n ibadah mmg syaitan ni bergayut2 je. the ustaz tu plak kurang kelakar, but sib baik die lantang org nye. 

so, ape yg azab sgt? haaa... bayang kan la sepanjang kursus td (n esok jgak nnt) kitorg xde aircond ok. pakai kipas n kipas tu pun kipas berdiri je plak tu. bkn kipas mist yg cm kat mamak tu. imagine plak org ade seratus lebih. dgn bilik seminar yg cenonet, kipas yg cume 5-6 bijik je. pheww... 

but anyway, rasenye kursus td mmg sgt membantu. i believe azam pun rase yg same jgak. rasenye kalo ade aircond td msti best. katenye aircond diorg rosak cz ade bocor. adush.. sakit nye hati mase first2 smpai tu. rase nk blk je. tp mujur iman masih kuat, pk plak bkn senang nk cuti walaupun sabtu. so, kitorg gagah kan jgak. pada pihak yg berkenaaan, dtg la repair aircond tu cpt. kesian la kat org2 minggu depan plak.

so, konon kitorg rebel la lunch kt luar (padahal blk umah azam je), kitorg antara yg paling depan keluar. tp actually sbb xsabar senanye nk gi tpt sejuk. hehehe.. masuk2 kete je bukak aircond full blast. ingat kitorg je yg keluar rupenye ramai lagi. hehe.. geng2..  =P

tp btol la, kalo ade aircond td mungkin akan jadi satu kursus yg xdpt dilupekan (but xde aircond pun xdpt dilupekan jgak) salute speakers yg bg ceramah tu sbb rasenye diorg lagi azab dr kitorg yg dgr. dh la kne celoteh pjg2. kipas xde satu pun yg menghala kan diorg. lg kesian. but anyway, may allah bless them utk semua ilmu2 yg diorg dh share. sgt helpful, really..

especially list ni. gile helpful ok. xsabar sgt nk complete kan.

stop follow?

mungkin i kne stop follow blog kerjakahwin. my temptation on semua kerja diorg sudah tidak dapat dibendung. they are like the devil in me yg suh i drop wp skrg n hire diorg plak. isk.. wp skrg dh cukup cantik. complete pun complete. but kerjakahwin are like dead creative, their touch are like very different. sigh. im sure diorg ble customize kan pelamin tu ikut citarasa kite unlike wp lain yg asik pakai panel same je. tp utk wp i.. i akan suh die mix n match kan jgak materials yg diorg ade. insyallah akan cantik. i dh nmpk. =P

latest by kerjakahwin... (amaran : kalo sape belum tgk, tutup mate sebelah sebab die mmg gile lawa!)

photos [credit]

sabo je la..

ps. : dh inform boss esok nk cuti!!!!

hantaran's inspirations

yesterday, azam n i had a short dinner at our all time favorite, steven's western corner @ uptown damansara. well, tpt tu mmg btol2 dh berubah. diorg buat renovation skit kt car park area diorg. rasenye mmg dh smpai waktu pun utk diorg make up tpt tu mengikut peredaran semase. 

but anyway, azam dropped by at caltex glenmarie to refill fuel. smbil tu i pun nk withdraw duit. so me n azam queue sesame. kebetulan plak atm machine die dekat dgn die punye magazine stand. ahhaa... yg bestnye, mag stand die mmg byk majaah pengantin utk pelbagai bangsa. i mcm biase la belek mag pesona pengantin yg cover fauziah gous pakai tudung tu. azam plak ble bantai tgk mag indian wedding n terkesima melihat gadis2 didlm magazine tersebut memakai sari smbil mendedahkan perut yg xberape nk slim. hehehe.. i told him, to some people perut buncit skit mmg sexy. padan muke die, asyik ckp perut i  mcm pelakon hindustan dulu2, terus smpai skrg xturun2. hamik ko...

kebetulan jgak cina dpn kitorg tu mengambil mase yg lame utk mengeluarkan duit nya. mungkin bagi can kitorg bace mag dgn lebih lame. bkn bace sgt pun. belek2 je. dh xmo tgk baju. dh xmo tgk pelamin. terus tgk hantaran n sgt2 suke dgn satu jenis hantaran ni. its for man. simple je.. so ingat nk buat skit mcm ni nnt.

photo [credit]

sgt suke dgn base cushion tu. walaupun idea cushion dh mcm lapok skit but cushion yg ni mcm best sgt. sgt empuk. i dh tau mane nk beli dulang bulat tu. tp still awal lagi utk beli. so far, i sgt suke dgn design ni. to those yg mcm xnmpk sgt design ni, sile la beli majalah pesona pengantin bulan april. rasenye byk lagi yg lawa2. bole je check it out.

till then, see ya!

april check list

ops.. teradvance skit. but nway, 1 down, 5 more to go!

confirm MUA for nikah

hehehe.. excited sgt smpai bln march punye pun actually xabis lagi. =P

smile on my face

today, i live my life with a super big smile on my face. jeez.. hati masih ketawa semasa menaip entry ni. alhamdulillah, liat2, sejuk2 pagi ni i managed to woke up fresh and head to office. as always, every wednesday there'll be a management meeting. tho its a bit long but interesting. 

tgh2 meeting i received texts from kaklin. first, she said that she n abg faiz will sponsor me on my bilik pengantin. OMG! super suke ok. excited sume ade. well, kalo nk tau i dont take cents of duit hantaran before my solemnization. totally will get it mase nikah. so any expenses for the wedding on the wedding day itself must be completely bare by me n my family.

to be honest, i dont even think to rely on their money so much. awal2 dh declare only makanan mak abah kne bayar. the rest biar i bare sendiri. happy. bangga. so, i mmg xmintak ape2. ape tah lagi bnde2 yg mahal. but kalo diorg dh offer i amik je. im on budget, remember. as long as i xmintak, i'll be more than happy kalo ade yg nk sponsor. ape2 pun yg diorg nk bg i terime je. i dont care ape yg diorg kasi but the thought that means a million world to me (million world?)

to quote kaklin,

"fira, wedding nnt kaklin n abg faiz 

sponsor bilik pengantin... nnt cat bilik

abg faiz buat + wallpaper nnt amik kat lamex. 

katil kita cari nnt...

curtain mintak tolong mak long jahit..."

gile hati ini tigak kegirangan? dh la smlm kaklin baru tolong cite dgn MUA. n today bilik pengantin + wallpaper? haih.. ni yg buat syg kakak aku lebih ni (nnt mmg harus buat kat die cupcakes special *mentang2 dh pandai buat*) ingat lagi mase die kawin dulu. terbongkok2 buat bunga telur. tertonggeng2 cat satu rumah smbil scrap parkir sbb nk letak tiles pulak. sib baik i xreti psg tiles. kalo xdgn tiles2 pun i buat kan utk die. dulu mase buat, ade gak tension2 dgn kaklin sbb sume pun i je yg buat. die rilex goyang kaki je. but bile mase nye dh tibe, baru tau.. no such things as rilex goyang kaki. die tau ape yg die buat. preps die yg i xnmpk. mcm i gak. al-maklum, sume kan buat sendiri. 

pstu, for MUA plak, kaklin will pay the deposit to the MUA bile die jumpe nnt. n i'll need to pay the balance. asyik!!!!

nway, alhamdulillah.. im blessed with a loving family. mungkin xkaya kat duit but kaya pada kasih sayang family pun dh cukup. n mungkin jgak ni berkat kite ikhlas tolong org. lantak org nk kate nnt kite pokai ke ape janji bile senang kite same2 n bile susah pun kite same2. alhamdulillah.. alhamdulillah..

abis meeting, my boss credit me for my minutes of meeting writing! i know if some of u dont found it awesome pun it does means alot to me ok. im a masscomm student n tah dari ceruk mane i blaja buat minit. tehehe.. when boss dh bg credit, dh kire pro la tu kan? tepuk tgn skit!!! (SS)

lepas kuar meeting i straight bkk fb. dh semi-teruja bile tgk kt newsfeed fb through bb nmpk latest post by vendors. i kalo vendors update entry baru mmg i ske tgk. well, tell me who dont? first, my OP. alamak, terpesona dgn pics baru diorg. cpt la bln 12. xsabar nk suh diorg snap pics i plak!!!

kalo uols pun terpesona gak, bole la hire [lampustudio.com] ni. service diorg bagus. price sgt reasonable. friendly. n quality, just look at those pictures above.

pstu, my OV pun update video baru. isk.. sgt cair mair tgk. suke! ni pun buat i xsabar nk bulan 12 supaye diorg bole record mine plak! hehehe.. but yg ni i xreti mcmane nk share. kne la korang tgk fb [LHmedia.tv] tuan empunya sendiri ek? sowi..

so, thats all for now. senyum!!!!

MUA, handbouquet and UK!

entry ke-4 dlm mase 24jam.

MUA

good news! kaklin dh deal dgn make up artist and guest what, he's free for me! untuk part2 mcm ni, terase sgt bertuah ade kakak mcm kaklin cz die ade contact mcm ni. hehehe.. n whats better, MUA tu siap bg harga kawan2 lagi. pheww.. bole cut cost! so, alhamdulillah.. hampir dh nk settle dh part MUA ni cant wait for next gaji to pay for the deposit.

check out his touch utk To' Puan Seri Hidayah of Terengganu if im not mistaken.

ok, baju die mmg sgt gorgeous. *spank head*

Handbouquet

uish.. baru terfikir! utk nikah xworry sgt cz dh included dlm package decorator i hari tu. but utk reception nnt xde la plak. bole tahan ke handbouquet nikah tu kalo membawak ke next day? xboring ke kalo gune handbouquet yg same? haih.. dlm kedekut2 i ni, ade gak kekadang terkeluar sifat boros tu. hehe.. saba je la.. so, utk handbouquet, i blom jumpe lagi anything yg sehebat kerjakahwin's. ingat nk buat handbouquet dgn diorg la. (since dh amik wp lain utk reception n solemnization due to better offer. to me, money IS a big deal)

UK!

n UK? well, my sister confirm akan kesana on this may! ok, walau bukan i yg pgi tp i sgt teruja. merase la i brg hantaran overseas. hehehe.. i dh lame terfikir, doesnt matter la brg tu murah or mahal but bende tu must at least be special dari ape bende yg i can simply beli diwaktu2 biase. so, mari kite online window shop di UK

nervous nak apply cuti for kursus kahwin

jgn gelak eh bace title tu. ini serious tau. bkn main2. even tho mcm tah pape je tu pun nervous tp still nk nervous jgak. honestly boss saye ni mmg gile awesome. but knowing the fact that he is the biggest boss in this whole company jadi i xbole main2. *apply cuti utk kursus kahwin pun memain ke?* org lain best la bole cite dgn HOD diorg. i pnye HOD, nah.. amik ko. CEO terus. cemane? isk.. jadi xketerlaluan la kalo i nk nervous kan? lgpun, ini 1st time i nk apply cuti selain dari nk pgi bercuti dgn family. so, bole kire alasan mintak cuti kali ni skit personal.

hehehe..

actually today genap setahun i kerja kat company ni. alhamdulillah, im getting better with my pay, position n starts to feel "needed" and "important" here. *gediknye la hai* walaupun ini my first company i ever work with, i dh rase sgt syg dgn ini tempat. actually, mmg ade few offers coming in. but office yg skrg gile dekat dgn rumah. xsusah langsung nk pgi kerja. masuk office pkul 9am i bole gerak dari rumah about 8.50am. tu pasal bgn pagi pun bole bantai bgn pkul 8am. make up make up kt office. easy, breezy gile. jgn jeles..

ok, back to the subject. yg td konon nervous sgt nk apply cuti. hurm.. kursus dh ujung minggu ni. friday, ade big dinner event which our company organize sendiri. should be the day after dh tade pape. nk malu pun.. hurm.. ari tu mase kt training dh confessed dgn sume staff lain n my boss pun bole bantai gelak2. *i ni mmg jd bahan gelak je* so, consider he knows that im getting married soon. nk kawin kne gi kursus. tapi.. still xbole buang perasaan ni. borang application leave dh isi tinggal submit n dpt kan approval je. jeng jeng jeng..

now, should i really say "dato' i nk mintak cuti sabtu ni. nk gi kursus kahwin" or "dato' i nk mintak cuti sabtu ni. ade urusan peribadi" ihikk.. peribadi ke? abis satu dunia aku dh canang peribadi konon. tp takut kalo ckp yg 2nd option tu kang xapprove plak nye cuti aku. kut la die ade plan plak utk i ari tu. *kite kan kne pk possibility* tp skrg, by hook or by crook, i kne jgak cuti sabtu ni. slot dh book. lgpun mmg dh pledge with myself, dis month mmg kne pgi jgak kursus kahwin. 

tolong...

 =(

FRZM Official Soundtrack

found this beautiful song long time ago. sgt suke dgn the lyrics. it's really really really represent me n my feeling towards azam. honestly i mmg sgt xble bla dgn lagu indon but this one, sgt straight forward n cute too. n most important is, this song is me! enjoy!

Jika ada yang bilang ku lupa kau
Jangan kau dengar
Jika ada yang bilang ku tak setia
Jangan kau dengar

Banyak cinta yang datang mendekat
Ku menolak
Semua itu karena ku cinta kau

Jika ada yang bilang ku tak baik
Jangan kau dengar
Jika ada yang bilang ku berubah
Jangan kau dengar

Banyak cinta yang datang mendekat
Ku menolak
Semua itu karena ku cinta kau
Kau

Saat kau ingat aku ku ingat kau
Saat kau rindu aku juga rasa
Ku tahu kau slalu ingin denganku
Ku lakukan yang terbaik yang bisa ku lakukan
Tuhan yang tahu ku cinta kau

Jika kau tak percaya pada ku
Sakitnya aku
Jika kau lebih dengar mereka
Sedih hatiku
Banyak cinta yang datang mendekat
Ku menolak
Semua itu karena ku cinta kau
Kau

Saat kau ingat aku ku ingat kau
Saat kau rindu aku juga rasa
Ku tahu kau slalu ingin denganku
Kau tahu ku juga ingin denganmu
Ku tahu kau slalu ingin denganku
Ku lakukan yang terbaik yang bisa ku lakukan
Tuhan yang tahu ku cinta kau

wedding at putrajaya & cupcakes!

yellop! today i just nk share my activities for the last saturday. well, xde kne mengene pun dgn my preps. so, here we go...

saturday

blk kje dh pkul 5. kt office craving for cupcakes sbb borak2 dgn anis psl cupcakes. nk beli doubted nnt rase xsedap. so decided to bake it myself dgn cuzie, elya. even tho ade kenduri at putrajaya, i sempat rushed pgi bake with yen straight lepas kje. elya has got all the recipes. walaupun mcm xbrape nk sure but kitorg belasah je. around 6.30pm - 7pm my family n i gerak gi putrajaya for B.I.L's cuzen's wedding. since smpai sane before maghrib, so sempat la tgk hot air balloon kat putrajaya. gile jakun ok.

dapat tangkap ni je pun jd la.

so, we headed to dewan sri siantan. honestly that was indeed my first time being there. before this just tgk menggunakan kuasa internet. n last week, i've been there! *tu pun nk kecoh* overall, hall tu mmg canggih. ade elevator see through, escalator, lampu2 yg cantik. jauh panggang dari api dgn hall i walaupun hall i lagi mahal dari die. sobs.. knp la shah alam. knp!!!?? berikut adalah pics during the wedding..

 mule2 bercam-whoring dulu

with mimi gatal pipi

live-feed telecast....

sbb view kami sgt jauh. nk cpt blk. kan ade projek.. =)

pasangan pengantin lama

xpun smpai pkul 10pm, jemputan dh pun bermule balik termasuk la kitorg. mayb sbb time constraint gune hall tu kut. hurm.. ni la yg xbestnye wedding mlm. sigh. but anyway, abah kasi bawak kete mase blk. i pun mengambil kesempatan speeding di highway smbil kepala terbayang kan cupcakes. smpai2 rumah je my cuzie terus dtg n tadaaa...

perasaan : sgt bangga

rasa : super sedap

decorations : best gile conteng2 cupcakes tu. look forward utk buat lagi!

well, for u out there yg mungkin mcm terfikir "apahal cite bosan je ni xde wedding preps pun" hehehe... bare with me. secare lazimnye preparations akan sgt meriah bile awal bulan je. tgh2 mcm ni dh sengkek skit. tape, dh last week of the month dh ni. ujung minggu ni dh kne gi kursus kahwin. tu gereti la akan ade update. so, hang on la eh.. to other b2b, go ahead n good luck with ur preps. i'll catch up later. =)